I only love hIm

Sunday, September 02, 2007 ; 1:25 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

Girls, if you manage to win over his heart.
then go ahead.Though she might get hurt,
but she bless the both of you.
so dont bother to find her and ask her even more,ehs?
if you didnt manage to win over his heart,
dun be disheartern,perhaps he will be move by you one day
or find another guy before ur feeling falls deeper. =)

Each time she read other ppl's blog.
how sweet they were tgt.
how happy they were.she's envious.

Each time she saw couples during the break time in the classes.
she dun want to stay in the class.
cuz she know she will be over envious.and thinking back herself she will depressed.

Thinking the scene she kiss the rain,dash across the road.
despite the slippery road made her nearly trip.
she still continue running in the raining, and went to find thy cooling gel.
he shows no apprecation.
If he's really not apprecating it, she got nothing to say.
most imporantly is not if he do appreciated or not.
is that he's pink in health again

She kept making him fustrated.
she dun mean it,but she still does it.
not on purpose.even before he fly over,
to attend somthing, she even made him angry.
when she even have the chance to apologize he said never mind and bye.
it hurts.nothing she could do.
She told him when he's back sms her
perhaps after he fly back he had cool down but dun feel like msging her as he said he will?
she dont know.she just wish he can tell her that's he back,at least she know he's safe and sound.
if he did not,neither will she contact him again not unless very impt or she's terribly sick.
Because she dun want her love to get fustrated by her again.each time he got fed up she will feel depress she will feel guitly and hurt. she will start thinking all her fault.why made his annoyed again.she dun want him to get hurt or annoyed again,becuase she knows that he is studying for this impt exam. So she wont contact him unless very impt or she's terribly sick.Not till he contact her himself.

Sometimes she even thinking why other girls can,
and then she cant.
and sometimes she thought to herself.
if they were together one day,
she could only bless them.

Each time she wana cried or hurt herself,
she swallow her tears and not to do things silly.
For she knows if she give in to her sorrow she will give in non stop,
cry non stop, and no energy for studying.
she also know that if she hurt herself again,
he might get annoyed and unhappy about it .
her friends will worried for her too.

Whenever to make herself not to cry or hurt
she will just think of the happy past they had.

For now there's nothing she could do,
but just to wait untill their date. and love him silently.
she not gona or wana to know who's will be the next passer by to be her next charming prince.
because he left her with an in complete dreams.
and she knows that her heart is already lock to him.
there aint any key to open her heart for anyother passer by again.
because she knows too that,she still love him

[[Darling,u fly back lers mars? i miss you.hmm.study study and study.but dun forget to eat,and dun lei huai urself like last time anymore,ehs? Dun force urself too much ,if u are.take care wors.my boii =)) ]]

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

Cool Slideshows!

It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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