well..
SLUT?
finex..i bear U jaz and Jul.
i duhn mind others say me slut or bitch, when duhn think that i am,and when they cant even testify themself that im a bitch.

let me make ths clear man.
i didnt even spread anythg to anyone yet.
unlike u, jaz.go around tell ee hwa stuff.
since u choose not to listen to my explnation, and cause so much misundestanding, the dun go around spread so much,like Qian yun.is nt i want to compare u both, but is true that u had slowly chg to her charc,,even though u r beta than her 100 timex.
No use.u had chg to an unreasonable gurl
from an inncnoent, simple, neutral, to unreasonable.
do make a reflection for urself.
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from now onward im gona to write a story abt the J trio,
then wirte my life's story.
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Well,
in the begining of 2005, there's a girl whose nickname is Ju,Ja and ,Je and
they were not in close terms with each others.
They were like in their own world.
Except Ju and Je.

Alright, Ju was a gurl with cute facemthat look like a cute cartoon,and character got abit stuborn,but ver rall its still finex.Ja as a pure girlm who is open minded and easy going,for Je she's a person whose character is quite inner,but somehow got some prob with her att.[[i've got to admit that,well..who dont have att prob?]]

Je,was once in a lonely world,
she was all alone no matter what happen.
she's totally in her own world.
nobody cares her,cuz of her damn stupid expression in class everytime.

Ju, was a cheerful girl,who actually had a good friebd from other class.
she seems to be laughing and craping all the times in class.

Ja, was a happy go luch gurl, much more happier than Ju, she dont mind talking with guy or even interact with guy,she treat all gender as her buddy.

It goes like this...
One day...
Ju ask Je if she going anywhere.
and Jes just shake her head.
and after school, they were stick together and crack their brain of where to go, at thattime before Jaz, they were with NIse.They would even go recess together.
There's a time
there's a TV programme, which is the "superstar"
In it, one of the participants is Derick.
alright, as you should know that, normally this kind of stuffy,well sure have lots of fans and even fan clubs.
Well, Jul and Jaz became Derick's fan.and just beacuse of that, they two slowly became close to each other and become good friends.
But of course Jes was no left out,and for sure she dont mind...

Hmm...
as time pass by,
jes and jaz are having conflict, because of some incident.[[in fact i dont really remember what isit about.]]
then they went separated way....

Untill there's a time,
Jes did irriated and pester jUl to help her out about Jaz prob.
and finally Jaz got fed up, and came in front of Jes and shout "Hey stop it, i will write to you a letter why am i doing that to you."

So the next day, Jes recieve the letter from Jaz's hand.
and she finaly got it why Jaz was about to avoid her.It was actually because, everytime Jes will keep telling Jaz the same thg, and maek Jaz scared of her.That's why.
Therefore, Jes wrote a reply letter and told her that hse was sorry, and some other stuffy..

As time goes,
Jaz actaully did started slowly to accept Jes,
then from that time onwards, Jes,Jaz and Jul
will be together for recess...for Nise,it was not stated that clear what happen actually >.<
Soon, they became close friend.

Is like wherever they go, whatever they do,
whatever they talk, they will share with each other, talk to each other,care for each other.
and even go out shopping with each other.

All this started in the middle of year 2005.
and thats the time where Je's life had even chg to the beta,
cuz she was no longer a lonely gurlm she had step out of her lonely world, and her charc slightly beta abit.She even had close friend now,She never afraid thay she was lonely again...

But just right before the year of 2005 X'mas,
something bad actually did occured.
Je was a sensitive per, and she started to find out that she dont really quite like Ju chra,so they strated off to talk about it.and there;s a guy name chimpanzee, he knew all these.he actually did advice and say,"since it's friend,just be friend lor,dun have to do much stuff." but je don really heed the advice, she continue to do that.
but of course things never get worse...and..and...

To be Continued___
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I apologize for my idotic grammer mistake or typo error.
im still kearning on how to write a proper sentence,pls dont mind.
Thanks!


Anyway.
if u have a bunch of true friend,
do treasure em,try not to say or do anythg to cause any miusnderstanding,and end upthey duhn wish to hear ur explnation and end up, it's all over for u all,also ending up let other calling u a slut manx.
So try not to.
and do try to bear em.

Night...buaix...

i can say for today ishh.
hope huiting wld accept my exmplnation, and the misundestanding would be clear.
im not treating HALY as spare tyre.Never ever.okies.
no w i understand one thg, even u trat em as true friends,there's one day they will still though that that you are betraying em, or using em.
its sad to be hurt by ur true friend mans,when they duhn even understand you.!!!!!!!


and that ee hwa.
pls alright,my letter is meant for jul.is there a need over there for her to make so much comment?
i duhn thk so eh?
so pls do not comment anythg in the furture.
anyway she have no right to interfere.
so pls dont.


Thanks...
anyway once again.
hope that all misunderstanding willbe clear sooner or later.
night.

today hai hao lor.
go out with lyn and her cousins they all.
okok lorr.
then make fun of a guy on the phone.
then play ..a little bit lorr.
not really enjoying much lar uhs..
hahas..
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Well, just recieve Jaz's friendster mail.
at least the words we use in it now, was not really that harsh ler.
beta abit liao lor manz...
haiix...
anyway..
what i can really wish and say now is that...

Hope that everythg will go smoothly for me tml in school,cuz i believe that jaz had say out J trios stuff to Alvin they all,and cause lots of misunderstanding, and they detest me ler.
And I am sure that Justice has the power.
Time is fair, it can help me prove everything....
Also i hope that H.A.L.Y, and i will soon be like the past. xD.
and J trios too...
Thats it...


Am i a failure in everything?
Is that my fate for the time being?
If that's my fate i have to accpet it, i will bound to it then.
but if it can chg to the beta i will sure chg it
Even if it cant,and i had bound my head to the fate, i will.But i will never ever bound to the word LOSE, cuz once again... JUSTICE HAS THE POWER...

But still smth bothering me.
Am i really such a failure in everything?
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hey ee hwa..
just to tell you that...
i dont really wirte proper sentence in my blog or sms.
i only do that when it come to serious work, such as school work.
thanks for your understanding.
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Also...
anyway..let me ask..
you had been friends with jul and jaz for how long only?
yes..they dont reaally anyhow lie to others.
but this time round, it's all misundestanding.
im not tryiing to say they are lying,but its just all misundersatnding got it?
since you know nth much, and u only hear one side of story, u alr judge me a death sentence.
if u were in my shoes , how will you feel man?

Besides, you also say till u know me very well,
ok ..finex..i admit that my att in CO is sux..
you wana to know why?
is cuz of Xj. i duhn mind letting her know.
rmb..we once had alots of arguement in the past?now me and her..had gone through so much then just became a pair of dman damn pure friend.So what?
Sometimes she still pick against on me, and the way she talk to me...
or teach me..make me feels like she's out of patience.
u shd knw my stress in CO. my stress may not as much as you cope,
but i hv junior to teach,if i didnt teach well, who's going Kb me again?Xj right?
if i duhn play my sheng well, who's going kb me again? Xj again right?
im fact i duhn mind u kb me,cuz at least ur att towards me is nt that worst as hers.
Thats why everytime my whole expression in Co is sux want.and when talking also makes u allthk that my att sucks.
but i can only tell you, my att will SUX only in CO, unless thg turn well in CO for me.
other than that, my att in other place is damn diff.

Hope you can put yourself in my shoes, and undersatnd.
im not acting pity.there isnt a need.
in fact, time will help me prove everything
and it will porove whose wrong or right..

PS:i will try to chg my att towards you then, if u really that buaix shong my att in Co.
but i need time.Thankx
beside that, i really hope that all of us can cool down and let everythg be.because i duhn thk that we had disturb each otehr before.hope that thg will go smoothly or as per normal.
thanks...

finex..today hao hao..
is just that.. strted off with..

eehwa and eric..
u trust both of you.
hope that u all nv betray me.
but do they get to know?
tell me then.
anyway im just gona trust u again...
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Finex..jul and jaz diao me..
then just let it be..
if she wana really say me till that evil i hv nth much to say i shall let time prove everythg, weather did i betray her,weather do i treat her as my true firned,even before she take me as her close friend.weather she still
bother or not. its okay. i did it to sastified myself.

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anyway..todsay i msg julx..and wana get the last chance to explain myself.
she didnt reply.
anyway i guess that my whole entire life, is to let ppl misundstand me again and again.

anyway..
I Live my life for myself, i dun care wad other think. its my life!
that's it.

ahrgs..
to my friend uhs..ths blog msg is specailly mend for you.
Jaz and jul...u all gona reveal smth on thurs right?
regardless the ans is positive or negative, i just hope that we can still be friend or what.
of course i stil hope that the ans cld be positive.

and JAz...
it had been since a long while.
regardless u recieve my testee or nt.
i duhn mind, it's ur choice if u wana accpet or what.
but since it had gone for that long, cant u just let it be?
if u wana say trust again,i cld tell u that, i nv betray u in my life before up till now..
i nv even leak our ur secret or hint to jul or anyone before.never ever.
and im sure u nv do that to me before,so why wld i want to do that to you?

Do u really wish to have a cold att?
dun u feel tired, just by always clinging on to the past?
why must u let todaes unhapiness become part of tml new life?
isit worth it?let alone our past..

can we just like what chimpan sae?
just friend its enuff duhn bother much bout charater ler.
we had over concern ths,that's why we are upto state nw.

I will decide to quit sch, if i had fail everything, such as , as i had fail in my love stuffy,family, and even friendship like now, and fail myself, and last but not least my last chance will be on common test ..if i ifail all..i will consider to quit ler.cuz im a failure,in att, friendship,and family,even in studies.Its such a waste of my golden time man!

So no matter what just hope that u can thk through again.
and all ths msg means no offence to you, nad didnt mean to hint u anythg.

thankx.
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Im only lonely.
sad.
moodless.
dissponted.
failure.
upset.
no use.
up to nth.
no friend.
no true world of mine.
But just only lonely + failure.
that's it.

everything my fault..Good night swt dreams....turn to nightmare.
buaixx...

moodless.
sadness.
upset.
dissapointed.
angry.
No hate, but feel with hurt and love.
why am i so silly to love you still?

So in the first place you had seems tuhh know eveything lerr,ehs?
why dont u tell me soon, till yesterday night?
and make me fond of you deeper and deeper?

how i wish u had nv appear in my life before.
how i wish you are not the expectations that i always dream for.
how i wish, how i wish, how i wish,
IM NOT IN THE KAA'S GROUP!!!
SO THAT I WILL NEVER EVER GET TO KNOW YOU.
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Only lonely~NO BODY CARES OR CONCERN.IM IN A WORLD OF MY OWN,BUT ITS A LONELY WORLD
just what the hell is true friend for?
rubbish!Craps!true friend are just the cover, the appearance,
but when u go inner,and flip eveey page or chapters of the book,
its all craps.

When im troubled who can i find?
my both true friends..jul and jaz..
had too much betweeh both em..
that i m totally out of these gp of true friend world.
its so obvious..everey words they say, i had to go aside first.
meaning its not convinent for me to hear.

FOR JAZ..
i really had enough.
why she had to be so petty?
i mean is there a need to do so..since the truth is out long ago?isnt she bo liao?
if she kinda break friendship,why not shoot it out straight?rather than doing this and that?
why over there ACBC?why AFBF?
its so..duhh lorrs.
i really had enough of friendship and stuffy lerr.
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AHH...
IM JUST ONLY LONELY.
IN A OWN LONELY WORLD OF MINE,
WITH A LOADS OF RUBBISH AND CRAPS TRUE FRIEND
REAL TRUE FRIEND,THESE WORDS CAME FORM HEART AND MIND.
BUT NOT JUST SAY.
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ARHG.
IM JUST OINLY LONELY.
I WROTE THIS NOT FOR SYMPHATISE
BUT JUST TO VENT OUT MY ANGER HERE.

*but for sure i will still not purposely make myself forget him.
i will still like him till the day the feeling is gone.
and it's time for me to refresh.

hey gurls,
listen up...
im not fed uo over u gurls, since i promise you all.
i also did appreciate what u gurls did,but u all did it in a wrong way lerr...

listen up.
i just prefer to make a casual friend with J.
that's it.i duhn care what's the oucome, iduhn even bother the outcome,
he like me or not, i duhn care.
JUST A CAUSUAL FRIEND.thats all i want
im content.
i m diff from others.

once again,
i duhn care for the outcome, i duhn care he like me or not, im just conetcnt if i can make a casual friend with him.im enough.i wont ask or expect for furthur more.
thanks. and pls..next time when i m not part of ur game, pls duhn drag me, let alone him.

yoZ...
few days never come blog lerr..
O level result came out ler...then the miss sim over there annoucing to the whole sch, andsay overall express did beata than NA...duhh...
so what lorr...manX..

hmm still thiniking of shd i take N level nx yr marr..
haiix.ahahs.
Thought of going to Poly derr..
but after hearing so many comments today, i was thinking is JC or Poly beta for me?
hmm..depends on the situation bahhx...

Well,
after so many struggling,he finally got to regonize me
through julz and chimpanzee.
wahh see him at the bus stop..
then chimpanzee know im thinking long ago,
my kor..of cuz will knw der marrs...
then he go in front of him and sae hih,
julz tag along too, cuz julz know i will be with her pfr that situation der..
agrh.what a friend she is! nvm...
then on bus...he finally go to and tell him who am i..
wad duhh.he sure mind derr lorr...
truly as i expected.his face got abit diaox lorrs.
haiiz..aha..Lolx lorr...but still thx tuhh em larrs...
haiix...shd i be happy or sianz ners?

Then todae TZ know oso,
he say if the other HE look at me next time,just smilexx to him..
then i say he will feel wried ltr
then he say, wadeva they thk i feel wried, wadeva i think they feel wried..where got nosense lorrs.
lOlx..btw i will try it lar huh..

Hope that tml will be a beta day for me lorrs.
hahs..
Happy cheeRful Go luCky GAl gAL...

todae was the day i had to take the inshative to speak to him, and sa hi to him..
but i fail..
he seems to know smth...
cuz he like hide here and there,
dunoe weather isit we thk too much mar..
uhs..im sry jul and hueli.
i made u all so shi wang.

But next time i will try to
have more guts,
try once more alright?
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Todae go to lot one with,
alvin,shawn and jAz and julz.
haiix..
ok ok lor..
go find present for denise der.
hahax.
so long then finally buy ler.
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Me and Jaz have conflict between each other
she wish to cool down.
of cuz hope that she can use her shortest time to cool down lor..
haiix....
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Chinese wishes come true half only...
....
Physic..i cant STAND ANYMORE.
i dint want MDM LEONG
i want to CHG teacher.
LOLX...

TO be updated again.
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She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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