I only love hIm

Tuesday, March 13, 2007 ; 4:19 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

Heys.
Yst went out with a 10yrs Best friend of mine!'
we went to town.
2 shocking news.
We went into a book shop,i dont know the name of it larr huhs.
She wana bought a book,it cost abt 30 plus?
hahas.can hv 20 per discount provided u hv the privellige card.but got to sign up,1 ur 21 bucks.
that cost a bomb man!
so she went to a lady,and ask if she can borrow from her mar.
hahas.That lady was pretty and gentle,of course she agree to lend hahas.

2nd shocking news.
Alamak.I forget it ler!
i'll update it when i rmb.

We took neoprint too.
i will post it once i scan it.i intend to scan today.
but the scanner sort sort derr!
hais yo...

FOR the PC.
im still upsetting over it.
it really hurts.
though im feeling beta now,
but still somehow breakdown.
I got much more to update.

Aunt's nagging me.
update again.
cya.haha.

Labels: OUTING WITH MY 10YRS OF BEST FRIEND

Wednesday, March 07, 2007 ; 5:07 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

it'd been mths since i post a new entries,ehs??
during these periods things turn out to be good and bad.
but what i'd last been through is bad.
haiis.
im all to be blame.
why cant io just kick off my habit.so that it'll me sucess in my friendship?

i long had a bosom friend,beside saw chiu.
now i still treat her as my bossom friend.a friend whom i'll nv forget.
let me name her pink candies.shortform, PC.

how should i put it in words?
she's the first friends...
who done alot of thgs to me or for me.
though is little,but it may be alot for me.
when i cried,she will hug me,and give me comfort.
she will wipe the tears for me.
she'll let me put up at her house,when she know i got prob.
she'll travel all the way to yishun last time for one incident,without any complaint,
i know she might be a little bit mind,but i guess for the sake of a friend,therefore she help me.
when im sad,she'll bought me a bar of choco crunch,which she know it might be my favourite.
we shared a lots of troub together.

we chat untill the mid night

Knock off from work and go home together

Spend our night at esplanade watching the beautiful scenery.
i asked her before, in her heart, i belong to which status of friend.
she said normal~good friend.the other status she had will be hi bye friend.
im glad she didn't said hi bye friends.
HEY HEY HEY.IM NOT LESBIAN!!! hahas.

is just that once im devoted into a friendship i will be enthu into it

but on Jan 31.
she hand me a letter.telling me that she want me to disown her as a jie.and wana be back hi bye friend.it hurts.i bear but within few mins when im at backyard i cried.she tod me,rmb if she had been to the physchology doctor.she said she feel very pressurize,many stress or pressure had been exerting on her.she feel that partly is cuz of me and her friendship.
is like im over senstive and ti ki.
when she told me she's studying , i dun believe i though she's lying or out there to avoid.
i like not dun trust her, is just that i m over sensitive.but she cant take it when one person dun trust her.

then i meet her at backyard after school, she told me she can let g,cuz the feeling is n ot that strong but to me,it is.
then she said " when this door is closing, there'll be another door opening waiting for you."
and she said " before this door close a girl/ I drop something.nar! give you"
it's a paper crane fold by her.
I came out with a solution,i said why not we treat this paper crane as our friendship date [ yue ding] i wont talk about our friendship untill after her O.
and after O when i feel that i'd chg to a better per then i will go look up for her again to mend back this friendship.Im gald she agree.i though she'll reject.she said wad i'd said make her feel like she still got a little bit hvnt let go.she told me to rmb wad i'd said on that day,of course i do!
she trust me again,she said if i keep disturb her or so again,it's over btw me and her,Not even hi- bye friend.I said thanks for her trust.
From then onward,i'd been carrying that swan with me,to whereever i go,i protect it make sure that its nnot spoilt or lost.
but one school day, i lost it.i hurry went back to school and find it back.
i thought the cleaner would had threw it or something,but i found it!

But, after all these she looks pale.walking like a dead man.she's longer the hilarious or cheerful whom i know.for a few weeks.thhen one day a guest came to my house,and put up my house for few days.i'd a tiff with my mum,i wana mmove out,anyway im given the permise to.

i tried calling whomever i thought of if they can let me put up at thier house for a few days or not.i left with hobson's choice.i know i shdnt go to her.but i did.as i said i left with hobson's choice.days later,her friends came to me and tell me her condition.i understand.she dun wan her friend to look for me der,but her friends see her like that also feel very upset that's why came for me.upon hearing that,and seeing for myself i feel hurts too.

as i say she's the only friend who help me and treat me that good.

But untill monday,i can see her Qi se had turn better, i m happy for her,of course
hahas.cuz she's finally back to herself.

whereas me,

still the same.yst i took 920.the route, it'd now become my memory lane.now is my turn,see her,get tense up,nervous,and very pressure and stress,now i can full understand how she feel.i believe she dont want to get hurt again,so of course i will keep my promise wont talk about friendship stuff untill after her O and when i'd change to a better person.For now only a hi bye friend.bcuz of her i understand why cant i sucess in all my friendship.

mr abdul asked me to let go.but memory is too much.

and our date is still there.

i really wish i can overcome my bad habits,and chg to a better asap,so that not only i can mend back this friendship but i will sucess in all my friendship in the future.

If she see this post,

i would like to tell her that, now im living in guilt.it's the biggest regret i had.

thats not important,most improtant of all,

im sorry that i didnt know my action would affect you that lots.

Dont worry i will rmb what i said on that day,31/01/2007, at the backyard.

Our friendship date.

The promise i made on that way,is within my hand.

if i break it everything's gone.

Therefore i shall keep it.Chg to a better self.

Looking forward to that day.

Labels: A friendship date [yue ding]

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

Create your own Friend Test here

Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

Cool Slideshows!

It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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