yesterdae?worst dae ferr miie...
going, i mean gg to padang then perform while we are standbying,
jolene my ah jie go ask him le...she ask[u avoing jess,yes?]
then he sae gt bit lorx... :(...
Hey,then they ask y..he sae no reason..where gt ppl avoid ferr fun want,inst it wried?an there must be a reason, tt's why hedid tt yea?especially a grown up like him,had his own reason..hey get it clear first,
I seldom msg him,Seldom tok to him..what for he nid to avoid miie?
Cuz of those rumours saying i like him?if it is..then my msn nick..is certainly a right want..
Nt a real man at all..if he is...And if consider his age somemore..really nt a man..i mean i dun mean im insutling him is this way, i noe is rude, but its reallly got on my nerves...
I just dunnoe what to do lehhs..someone noe y im tt angry, even though miie and him nt tt related...but i shall nt mention here, i dun think there is a need to do so bahhx yea?i mean i just er..aiya..anyway..if he is a real man still, plus his age, he shd xplain y lo...
this Time round im certainly sure tt...
He had his own reason.

Love ya :.Xiao Gang.:

todae?we went to padang..okok..everything might go smooth except miie again..
I was Putting On a Mask..Haix...Wear Till tired lE..i had put down tt Mask Finally..And BE back Myself..Only When i Heard What Jolene Sae about His thing bahhx..then i was thinking what if i were jolene?Wld i had Xperienced e same thing mahx?
I dunnoe i had to put on this mAsk Fer How Many Daes..Jolene Help miie out le..ask if he Avoiding miie..he din reply...
im really sick and tired le..I was thinking of..Since in the First Place..i knw we wnt be possile,
and if i choose this path, i wld be regret, why did i still choose to walk till now..haix..we r gg to seperate soon..i juSt reaLly DUnnoe lo...
Am i Going to Do e same thing again tml?wearing on a smile?Putting on an Fake Smile?
Cracking On a lame Joke,which i dun feel doing it?Or what?Hmm..i had enuff Le Worx...
Haix..All e bEst FOr tml Preview 2 for the NDp2005,yea?And Hoping tt He wont Avoid miie tml,yea?kkies..
i knw todae entry is damn short,but just trying to summarise tt i can actually call the dae my own,But as for todae,im Sad over it..But thx Goodness my Jie,Jolene iS there for miie...Thaxnk ya..
Once again..all e best for tml preview2 NDp 2005,And hoping tt he wnt avoid miie anymore kkies...

Swt dreams...
:.Love ya Xiao GanG.:

hey there,
few daes no blog le bahhx..hahax...Nw nth beta to do,so come add new entry lo..Lolx..

Hmmm..i was quite fed up these daes and upset lorx..
if im nt wrong..i had sae in my previous entry..what did i shout at e padang..
and who knws that Peilin..go tell .:SKB.: and Chin ta..online..Wa lau..then nw tt Skb go avoid miie here and there lo..My ah jie, Jolene..lehhs..try to help miie..she go msg skb ask if he avoiding miie mahhx..then he din reply..tml gt to see his face again..OMG...

Somemore is just like i very damn envy hueli and jolene lo...
both my jies find their starting love of their chapter le..
Wa..So swt..miie this ah mei still there..haix...cAnt catch up with them uh..OMG..
haix...Yo..Btw jolene jie sae that she will help miie again..Thx ya JieJie..LolX...

hmm..ya horx..still owe my fellow gd friends and My kor present lehhs..
Then some more..todae do e 5 stations...
Hmm..do three only..uh..Push UPs...
sit and Reach..and standing Broad JuMp..hehex

wa..then go com lab for ew eng calss bahhx..
I go to my friendster,wa all the testee so touch..nola.hahax..then i Add Qi kiang..Hey he look cool At e Beach worx..hahax...

Aiyo..lousy Lo...Jump uh?153 or 154 bahhx..
SNR?
I think i shd had Chg My impression of him,Shd i?But i dun wish to..Hope that He can PrOve it to miie...

Tml Ndp AgaIn?Skb again?Face His Tupidness and Sillyness Avoiding Agaiain Omg?
in fact..e first impression to miie of him was that he was..noce Lame Joker,having an Stablize Mood..But Who KnWs..after e incident.Haux ya..Anyway..Hope that he can prove miie that im right of his first impression..in fact i dun really mind if he visit this blog..or what..as for..I juSt Kinda wanted to let him knw tt..its such a stupidness to listen to what tt peilin sae..and believe it,also avoid it..Actually bfore that dae..i had deal with Him Smth..Joke With Him,as HoW i joKe With E ReSt lehhx..who knes..On tt same dae night...haix..PEiLIN uh...U hv gt miie into this state..but then i dunnoe why had i forgiven her,and nt angry with her..

Haix..Forget it la...Just Hope that JolEnE JiE can really Help miie out..and Skb wnt avoid miie le..and i can be back myself in front of him,and show out my hyper active att..LolX..kkies..jkjk
All e Best For tml..NDp Traing In pAdang,provided what Had i mEntion Bedore At the Forst Few sentence of these ParagrapH lahhx..

Once again..Hope to swt Dream..Of..My Own PriNCe that u had Been waiTing foR..
.:Love YA.::.Xiao Gang.:
____My Love For you Will BE silent alwayS in my Heart,Regardless Now or in the future___
[[Miie and Him had Lest 5 more sessions with him and ll be seperate soon]]

hey,tt's cool for yesterday, im having my perfomance on padang and our fellow ccksian were there to support us,that was great isnt it?hmm..we had lots f fun..kkies let me tok bout todae,OMG for todae uh?Lots Of comment in my life Just for tonight,Cuz of tt Wu long char or tt PAI wu long de.

Hmm..noon spending my time in library with jul..hmmm..doubt tt she nv go de uh?hmm..no more doubt le bahhx..cuz i was with her over there reading books..
Then go hv dinner then.went home.

Hmm..ya tt guy,wu long char uh?My first impression for him was that,he was diff from other guys,like he had confidence in himself,ya a joker in fact,and most omportanly is that i tot he dun bother rumours..and just let it be de.But who knws,when it comr to tonight.
My impression for him was somehow chg.
Hold On!!lEt miie ask a Q first.If u Saw A guy,and a gal walking together to sch,must tt means tt they r a couple?No,Yea?But some of his friends,tot we r..and when i ask him tml kinda meet and walk together to school again,he told miie No..and i as k[[cuz of yr friends rumours?]] in fact the ans tt,he gave mie for it was dunnoe.Hmm -_-", only at tt time i knw i was Wrong.and todae his att damn ColD,Like how anton talk All ThiS OMG...then in fact i was jus thinking, was he really the one mahhx?i dun care if he did see this blog or not,if he see it more great..kinda let him knw how he is,ya,he might scold miie or what,Ya perhaps he might nt care,but since if even he did not care for this blog y eld he bother bout the rumours,im speaking tt much nt cuz im eager and really wanted to mett...In fact i was Just trying to sae tt,or rather ask...Is My Inpression For him at first Or was Right or a Wrong one???Then,my last sms to him was..[[nvm,we meet some other times then] then he sae[[kkies]]...Grr..i just cnt stand this kind of ppl..Why Everyone around miie r all like this?Cuz of rumours,Avoid and Do smth else...cnt they just Dun bother and put down and walk off?Since it is a rumours with no much evindence,sooner or later this rumour will be goNe...Hey if he really did see this blog,i really wanted him to knw...all these stuff uh...Kkies...Drop tt topic about him...If he still bother tt rumour..then i knw tt my Q tt i had been asking myself was..Im Worng..but in fact,i hope tt im not

Then,yesterdae?I was in the PAdang shouting Smth...and tell perlyn about it..Lau she go tell tt per lo..hoping that she will save it back...Btw heng,tt per sae she din trust Perlyn WorDs lo...

Hoping everything will go smothly for my life for tml...


[[I Dont Wan To kNw,Shi Qu Ni YOu Dou Tong,Wo Zhi Yuan Ni Chun zAi,Jiu SuAn Zhe Shi JiE Shuo Wo CHou but NO]]

[[I Dont want to KNow Wo Bu Zai Dui Shuai Sheng Chu Wo De shuAng Shou,Ying WeI ni LiU gei Wo yi Ge wei WaN ZheN De meng]]

Love ya .:Xiao Gang.:
there ll be a dae,i will reveal his real name out...

hm..as some how so call usual?morn walk to school with Weillong?Ohs..is that wu long char..Lolx..wait he sae it le angry uh..then having lessons as usual.
Hey,todae go to the Kranji camp.

hmm...he treat mie as if like in a wried manner?
only sae hih to miie when dancing..then when i ask him smth he kept dunnoe what am i trying to sae...everytime!!!OMG.

THEN..when i at lot one dial him for smth..he like buaix song like tt?juz wad's up e matteR?

nvm...So sad..My frend and jie" grandma pass away...i sha;; npt mention e name..then i ad to take over my friend place tml for e NDP.
Hm..

hey,talking to him nw..hey jk nw online..
tt's cool for miie...EL saw tt per le ..she sae he look funny..Hahax..And Nt bad too..and er..good for miie..huh?y nehs?she sae tell miie other times..LoLX..

I did ask him..is he avoidng miie..or what..
heng uh..he sae no lo..get miie nt to think tt much..hahax..fianly can rest my minD liaox...i think i got to be myslef when im in front of hiM,,hahax,,

Have A SwEeT DrEams toNighT le worx...

Today's night..

I know that I will Falter..
I KNow i Will Cry..

But No mAttEr what..
i will try to tell myself..
BE Strong.Save My Tears.Nothing To bE Fear Of.

你要我笑着去爱去拥有就算是再短暂的温柔
能重逢这仁慈已足够
都知道有些事有些人停留在发生的那天不肯走

看时光的残酷舍不得被遗忘这命运
我很满足有你陪伴的幸福

为你打开时间的锁
让爱自由
不被它束缚
是哭过也挣扎过
心让痛辗过

I Love You No MaTter What
.:__Xiao Gang__:.

hmm..today will be my most memerable day...
Hey, im not gg for any furthur mire details,time by time.
I shall Just Skip To NDP there le...

haix..He come find miie today,and told miie to go F30.
I request form him..cuz at that time i am having Crask With Yveline uh...
Then after that..i Regret doing that ahile,then after that is ok le,but still ot some how not happy..cuz i want to stand in front Of the GranD StanD uh...
Hmm..He tab my shoulder...
And told miie to go...

Then tell miie to remember,ask if i can or not.

Then todae NDP dismiss Damn early bahhx..
i go HOme Late,stay In SchOol for NothIng,
Then i SaW him again..WOW!this time round was cool!
i saw him Playing BaskEtBall..Oh..yEaz..He Change hIS HairStyle..hmm look not that Nice But CuTE...
E way he play..that was cool!..but sad for miie..i was waiting for my dad..and he did Saw Miie..HE din evEn BothEr To SaY[[ Hi]] to miie..He know i was there seating aside,but in fact when HE wass WalkIng At ThE main paTh to Get out of the gate..He was Talking to That Mr sIm...He just walk without turning BaCk...And Say Buaix...HeY,What"s That???
Peilinn did advice miie to forGet him Le..But i dun want..Cuz if u read the IntorducTion..U will know why...EvEn Though I KnoW...I WIll RegRet..i wIlL cry..i still choose that path...As For i BElieve In MIRACLES...Today Will BE My most Memorable Day lE..

I know I will Falter,I know i Will Cry...
BUt No MattEr What...Miracles StiLL exsist...
__.:Love:.Xiao.:GaNG:.__

hey,im here to blog.
Hmm..what to write for today?
haix ya..got both happy and sad things happen within the same day bahhx.

Hmm..lucky for miie and my group.Today when doing the IPW.we were called by teacher to ask Q and give our details and she will give us her remark.
Hmm..my member very "Smart" uh..never talk..all e Q let miie answer..but lucky for miie,
i manage to answer,if not my whole group will chia lat liaox..Especially miie lo,E leader haix..anyway it goes smoothly for that.

Then after that history lesson le lo...
hmm..i had forgotten that today we are having history again..and i kept forgetting to bring history book since the term start.Then Mrs liu come over and ask miie[[What u want miie to do?whatu want to do rather?]] then i told i promise i will bring next week lo..then she sae if not,she will kick miie out of the class..Kick?Omg...is that a deal?But rest assured..i sure wnot forgotten and i will bring it de...hahax..then she wnot have any chance to "Kick" miie out le lo...

Hmm...then got mAths remidial uh..
Before that,Some of my classmates they stay in the class and rehearse and pratice and sang song for the Racial Harmony Day.hmm...Guess what kind of song they choose?[[Yi Qian Nian Yi HOu]]Omg..where got ppl during Racial HArmony dAy..sing that kind of so call sad song de?grr..cant Tahan Em..Especially the gal that who think she,herself from Choir is a singer.
In Fact miie and my friend agree that,actually Choir only know High and Low pItch when sing song No Emotion..Hey..Hmm..im not trying to insult the choirs i only mean some.BUt Not All uh...So Those Choir Memebr dont have to feel so offended kkies... ;) yupx..yupx..
then Mdm Chin sae[[in fact these ppl over here JesSie and YVelInE..are quite meaningfulcan get em to sing]]Then that Gal whisper to ting ting..if im not wrong she bound to sae miie that i will Sing out of tune..cuz in sec 1 i was a "Pro" Singer that sing out of tune..BuT now no longer le lo..

Then left miie and jilia and Rachel...we dance hip hop a while..then miie and juLia..Gone away le.
Wa KAo..JuliA iS DAMN SELFISH lo...as if what she can have ,other cant have..i having a Pink Bag ,she sae i follow her colour..Then i tie My hair Aside..she say i copy her..then cuz i tot of taking up 1 more CCA..which is hers..i have tot that long ago MAn...that i ask her wlk she what anot..then she Burst Out all the Thing..Sae What PiNk BAg..Hair..Phiang lO...WhO want to Copy Her...IS she HERselF too Over seLfish AnD SenSitIVE le..dun want to say manx!!!!!!!!!Aiya dun care her la..ANyway i also dun intend to chab with her anymore,even she COme on her own way to find Miie...i Shall ExCuse myself if there is a NEeD...then after that we talk till JINX there

Then After that i went to CC and cry..i was thinking,My fault AgAin?i juST cant bear it..JinX?Omg...

Then after that i call my kor chimpanzee..to send miie home..by his dad car..hey,JuliA were in the car too..JuLia feel that NothinG was Wrong..haix dun care her le la..she like very what like that de..everytime like that de lehhs..

then night ..BEN!!!!!!!!!!suddenly call my house..OMG..how he got my num..he dont want to tell miie but then i still suspect is either julia or denise give de lo..Omg...My house de lehhs...how can like that de?then i told him next time just call my HandPhone dun call my House le..Haiyx..

ANyway,Once again Hoping to dream of him toNight...and all the Best for tml NDP pratices..yea..i got to see him again le lehhs...hahax..One week only got to see him Twice nia nia..somemore now he seldom talk to miie le ..haix ya..dun care..la...


__LovE ya:.XiaoGang.:Till the End__

hmm..sianx...yesterday..miie and julia take two hrs two go to queens way lehhs..3
sianx..lo...take wrong bus and miss our way..as a singaporean dun even know our way?haix..then when we were about to call home...also dunnoe how..in the end i go and ask kian bin for help..lOlx...then reach Lot one le...Damn man..e begetarian stall is close...Congrats...tt's great in the end miie got to go to the bread talk and buy bread lehhs...henng lo...reach home le...mum gt pach food for miie..hahac..love ya mummy..LolX...if not i will starve throuhgout the night le lehhs...
Then todae..yea..get Jazreel letter le..must be thining im mad..get so excited just over a letter right?anyway i had alr...noe what had happen le..Its just olny a trival matter..Nvmm..

then todae mdm chin sae tt..all of us got wear enthic clothes on thurs..did i hear wrongly?got to wear?all of us?A must?zOMG..haix..tml still gt sc IPW pro too..sianx.miie?leader?if my gp any matter goes worng..its my fault alright...
All e best for the coming new life of tml bahhx...

hmm...few daes no blog le.
so today come here and blog lo..LolX..
haix..damn busy worx..

Friday:Go padang..then 12.00pm reach scool..Omg..guess who i saw?
Marvin Chua..LolX...he cut his hair..and carry those back bag..that was negg isnt it?somemore h e carry till so high lo..Lolx...
Then i actually thought of gg to the JP..with Yve and Lyn..then meet Julia also..
In the end...only miie and Jul...go Bugis buy bag first la..cuz not much time left le mahhx.
Hahax..we go the Bugis street..walk pass all the shop tt sell bag..my eye blind de..
this shop dun have black bag..i take picnk instead[[although i dun quite like pink,but no choice]]
after buying it then i realise tt other shop have lo...haix..nvm la..anyway if i go that shop but dunno if there is discount mahhx.Then i sae Ee hwa and the rest of her friend bahhx i think
Then i go back to lot one mac..to take back my chg...in e noon i give e money le...4get to get back e chg.How careless am i.

Sat:Which is yesterday la..My turn for dancing le..
wa i stand wrong places twice...nvm la hprx..anyway no want can see it..or noe hw we stand de..LoLX..so anxious lo..My damn ah jie,Jolene.....Go ask ;:Xiao Gang:; if he noe anyone like him in the fern mahxh...then i ask jolene what is his reply..he sae [[jessie,she smth wrong de]]
Omg...Miie?HW can it be..Lolx...then i get him to come over to my side..i talk to him..
then todae Jolene then tell miie actually she lie to miie de..Phiang lo...nvm..Jolene U good..nvm i had a "good" and "caring" ah jie uh.

hmm..todae mahx...maybe after 3 call julia..then we go to..somewhere bahhx..Lau uh..scared she late lehhs...but hope she wnt le..and wnt drag timing too...
yead...[[:p]]

Today's night...

im afraid that i cant comfort myself to be strong anymore.
as the thought of me and him will be seperate soon.
i will be very sad.

im scared that i wont be be able to see him again in the future
as what he mention before,is just e matter of timeline

im at a lost.Why e per im attached to now,will leave me that soon
i dont even expected that.
How i wish that there will be someone guiding my way thorugh out this night,this moment

But,No matter What,Yes or No
i will still try my best,
to comfort myself throughout this night.
and save my tears,
and drop out my tears till the last day,
we had together

As i know
No matter how much tears that i had drop for him now.
No matter how much i love him.
I still have to trust the furture..it is just a matter of timeline
with this,i can just hope for the fate and miracles to come true in my life.
And hope to bound into him in the future...

Last but not least..it is still a matter of timeline...
i still have to trust the fate and the future,as well as miracle that i had been believed always.

Once again..i would really like to tell him in my mind and heart .:__I love you___:.

todae..uh..not really that good too..sianx man..
todae i ask jazreel..did she bring the letter..then she told miie no..
then i ask isit nv write or nv bring..then after that i got julia to help miie e last time..
wa lau..ppl help her can lo.she can help ppl like till buaix sing lo.then who knws she really still did ask jazreel after recess..when on our way back to the class..after that jazreel went back to the class.and like so call say..or scold miie lo..then she sae in mandrian la..[[oi r u done asking?e letter i will sure ask u de mahhx..a while ask julia..a while...like pestering..]]phiang lorx..i din even really expected that lo..how can sae miie like tt?its so inreasonable..once again i din defend myself..i just let it be..and continue my art lessons lo..OMG...e botero..art work..haix..e esplanade i draw horx..e colour very e [[unique]] uh...teacher ask miie to colour in tt way de..Yello..then touch up...light blue...then grey...aiya...so guai guai de lo...
then horx..nvm...no time to do le..go com lab..use com...playMSN...ai ya ya...Thomas online lehhs..Surprise lehhs.Kkies la..anyway not that surprise too la huh...loLX..then after that go for e PA lesson lo...

Phiang uh...PA lesson talk about[[putting others before self]]
haix ya..sioanx le worx..Oh ya..then our school got organize a [[XIaoHua&XiaoCao]] lo..
frankly uh..[[.XiaoHua]]in sec 2 is more than having e [[XiaoCao]] lehhs..Lolx lo..

-_-"...tml gg to sch..but no lesson..just having e NDP nia nia...[[grr..my grand ma and grand pa..nag at miie now]]okkies finex..continue bout tml again..tml GG to padang sianx uh..NDp...i tired lehhs...still gg. uh?then maybe after tml gg to e bugis with my friends Yveline and lynda they alll lo..haix ya..go buy bag la..still cant find any one tt i like de lo..tt's y ..then nw this slong bag of mine..the Zip is spoilt le...So i use pin lo..todae m jUlia sae it..she kept laughing..finex..Nth to say..and no comment so i follow her to laugh too lo..

then Ater Pa le wox.go julia house,then meet denise after that we go to e [[ZhengHua Park]] then go julai's HDb there..play dare games lo..phiang e worst dare that i had ever been play...go stand at e edge ..then make my hair then dunno what la..another dare tt i do is...go ask e stranger age like 18,19 like tt..to ask hw much is tt cane of water...Haix ya..MALu siax..then Julia is run to the aunty and sae[[aunty u very cute lehhs]]..she said twice lo..but i think they know we are playing some games lehhs...LolX..but then at least betta than they dont at all right?

Once again..tml can see .:xiaoGang:. le lehhs..hahax...
aiya..once the time is rip...i will tell you all who is tt guy kkies...
aiya just hope..tt miie and jazreel can clam down..and have a positive out come kkies..
hope tml can be better than these few days lo..dun knw what happen also..this few days like got smth kept blocking my life,view,or even ways..
Hope tml can be better bahhx..Lolx..

haxi..hmm..haix hao la..but got bit sad sad de..

First of all jasreel stuff.
she had forgotten to bring the letter..nvm..then her att towards miie is still the same de lo..
then horx..nvm..after NDP i saw her mahx..i ask her to rmb to bring tml..she sae okok..like sae till like in an buai song sound like that lo.haix..also dunno just wads wrong with miie..and her la..

Then Nvm bahhx..
during the Ndp...mahx..phiang lo..hueli sae .:Xiao Gang.: msg le..
it was not suppose to see lo...then she go and see..she very the damn rude lehhs..not e only times le..is many times..then i kept lying to her is not that guy tt she mention lo...den she sae..phiang forget it lo..
he send to you...and i was thininhg that in fact..a guy ask her for stead le..she sae anythg..y did she behave in a way of those kinda of jealous state still nehx?phiang she horx.. in the end..she go and look for my ah jie,jolene's hp and then she found out that i lie her...
then we use jolene hp and type msg to each other..very stupid right?
then after tt i return the phone to jolene...then after tt break time..i borrow jolene's hp again..gt cuzght by Mrs loh..phiang she took it off..and sae will be give to ms kalai..den i went back to sch to ask her..y nt take my phine instead of taking my jolene phone ..den she sae ok..after tt i saw again..she sae actually can return it to miie...no nid to aks miss kalai and give it to her..she sae that she was just trying to scared miie only..PheW!!! wa..heng lo..wa kao..tt teACH damn bad lehhs..make fun of miie in this way..i still take her word for real..before passing my phone to her still took out my sim card first uh..ahax..nvm..at least gt back both mone and jolene phone le mahx..wa..then her MP3 got confiscate by Ms see..LolxX...she had driven off her ...lolX..then somemore jolene promise her dad that she would lend him todae to enjoy e song de...but then too bad..then she had a smart plan..she decided her dad..that teach keep for her..and forget ot return it to her lo manx..LolX...

Then nw come to my side here la bahxh..
same old think nt only jasreel thing but also ...:.Xiang Gang.:
he is an instructor of ours..tt is his nick la...noe e dolphin bay ?the xiao gang?
cuz he is handsemoe like him or the Xu Ze ya..mahhx..so i give him that nick la..lOlx..
we din talk todae..dunnoe y either..c my MSN nick lo...LoLx...den horx...nvm..he did online just nw..wondering isit his mei or who lo...cuz his msn is automatically online de mahhx..that's why la..LoLx...haix..so now... how?how?how?

Once again..i hope that me and him is able to joke and talk lehhs...
and as for jasreel thing..same old thing i hope that she wld bring the letter tml..and then..mine and jasreel overall outcome or ending will be a positive want bahhx...

haix yo sianx lo...
phiang uh..that damn sufiyan..everytime loves to pick against on me in class, scold me vulgar words..nvm still then..todae play with friends..bound into my table knock my head..dman pain lehhs..den Mr Hu wrote into the class diary.Im gg to tell him tml,i give him 3 more daes lo..if he contiune to do so to me..i wont tell mdm chin,i will tell Mrs Ngoh straight away...not miie complain Queen or what..is he is tto much le..tell mdm chin,100% NO CURE de la.

Then come to Jazreel here..
haix also dunno wad happen to me and her lo.
during June sch holiday,and before June,the school holiday..
we were like quite a so call normal or good friend..
then after June holiday,her att towards me had change completely lo..like suddenly look at me from head to toe..den like so call of diaox bahhx...my frined lyndae sae de...then like teach me math like gt bit fan like that...she was not like that de lo.then after that got a time i din bring my Lit book.i Told her that i wanted to share with her..then before i sae..she told shawb that she dun want to share with me lo.I heard everything le lo..then after that when i ask her, erm..hmm..she still wanted to deny lo.No use of denying de mahhx...anyway what i had heard..and what she had said...cant be change and turn back de mahx right?haix..also dunno lo fan lo..
then these few daes i keep asking her,especially yeaterday..i alomst make her mad...no choice i hv gt to knw.Then fianlly she sae she will tell me today de..
nvm..dne i worte to her i said:ya..i tot u want to tell miie todae what had excatly happen..i insisted on knwing cuz..i wanted to know that is the prob lies on me or is there any incident that is misunderstood.' then she sae tell miie..she reply on that slip on that letter and tell miie bahhx.
ok finex..but i hope that e ans she gave miie is able to solve..and can be back as normal as what we are..

Then now..lot one..
actually go with Julia...Ops..so cosidence..saw QY and jasreell..so we walk together lo.Jaz go and pierce her ear again lehhs.LolX lo..nvm bahhx..den we go to the Mini toons and buy Snicker..den go library and eat lo..LolX..we eat there secretly..lolX.then when Jas wanted to borrow my disc man..gt part of a ear piece stuff things drop out..OMG..tts nt mine lo..is i had know i would not lend it meiFoong they all le la..then nw how?im gg to send mail to th at per now...saeying sry and replaces him with another different kinda of ear piece la..hope that he wnt mind bahhx...

then we go home le Worx..
On the bus.i ask JAz..so is the topic about an incident..or e prob lies on mie..
she say that the prob lies on mie..huh?i was thinking what prob isit..
hope that the prob that lies on me can be solve asap,so that miie and her can be back as normal bahhx...hoping that it will be a sucess want lo..

Finally.reach home le Worx..eat-wash plates-watch TV-den blog lo..Lolx.
hahax kkies le la...anyway just hope that for jas tml reply slip,e prob that lies on me can be solve faster lo..then we can be back as normal as what we are mahhx...Lolx..hopefully....i mean hope that overall outcome will be a sucessful and a positive want bahhx...

Yesterday Night...

i told myself, i noe that we r going to be seperated soon.
and cant be able to see you,once that day is over.
i keep telling myself,Do not cry.Save my tears.Be a Strong Girl
even though i cant do that,but i still tried my very best to do so.
i told myself,as what u spoke to me yesterday,it was just a matter of timeline.
I even told myself,
as long as i know i still love you,whenever i close my eyes and i can see you will do.
I also told myself,as long as i believe mriacles still,i will believe that we will have the fate to meet each other or bump into each other one dae.

Once again..my love for you in my heart was a silent want.Cuz i miss u too deeply,
i will be silent alway,even if our time toghether was not that long.
As for i believe,that may we have e fate.

finally, i can blog own my com liao..nw the whole com is lac..finex..nvm..juzt hack care..nt really mine..lOLx...

haix..that damn Mr sim horx..Becareful..i thrash you up..then become that flat like a sim card uh..Lolx..once again..i did not see Mr soh kkies..Thank you..

Hmm..todae go to the ndp preview,i din go there and dance with them,cuz i am just only a shadow bahhx le..Quite nice..the sencery e fire works,cnt use just use words to describe..muzt see it or yourselves bahhcx..hmm..todae dare to alk to him le.. i was aoiding him always..since last few pratices.LoLx..
haiz finally can forgetten him completely le worx..anyway he dun worth for my love..LolX...

the s'pore river was damn nice lo..i love it..especially when it come to night..lOlx..it was really very damn beautiful..that's y i sae that not just by words can be able to describe de.

that damn tian Zhing uh..show what stupid att..Phiang lo..Juz ask him if is KAIYIN sensitive mahhx..cuz i want to ask smth only..den he ask me y..i din sae..through halfway..den he told miie his and KY stuff..den sae i dun care him will be beta..LoLx..even my friend sae is he startto sae first want lo..i din even botherto care..cant patch den cant patch la..in the first place tell miie for what?tell miie for fun uh?den sae i beta dun care..siaaox lo..
he think he what uh?keep showing att out...of cuz i got fed up and dun ans wadeva he ask miie todae and nv even bother to reply him when he call my name la...my name is not fit for him to call. i had for for his att for such a long time le lo..if it happen seldomly,its alright still able to bear and forget..but is just like almost evertime lo..Forget it..todae nt that happy but still can cuz that sencery had cover that part..so i feel much beta nw..ePext that dman MR sim and Tc uh suan le dun bother em la..loLx..Nx week is my turn to dance cuz this week my pratner go le..huh..but can u not go?Lolx..scared of the timing tack will be wrong uh..hahax..nvm la..ifi got go and dance i will try my best kkies...

haiz...so long never blog le..busy mahhs...my schedule uh few daes ago?they ask for it...kkies i will just sae here kkies
On fri..got NDP till night tired...go to bed when i reach home...nvm...still got

On sat:Morn wake up to preapre...noon set out for sengkang to got a place nAme TIAN GUO to perfrom..Den night den reach home...lo..damn tired...reach home at 11+++pm...

On Sun...Morning go to redhill ..gt as place name TIAN HUI...for some shraing meeting stuff la..den go lot one Cham!!!...gt ppl take Num frm er[...]ops....Regret giving.nvm...Den go redhill again...go ZHING RUAN.i learn mahx..den night find tian zhing and other religion class de memeber to go out...11+++pm den reach home again..

On Monday...go to orachrd..wif my XINYAN and got to knw her friends...we go bugis..im singing up for acting or be a carefree[ps.dunno how to spell.]den we go somerset MRT staion wait her friend...den co CIniLeasurE[dunno hw to spell.P.S]K BOx..to sing..den meet julia at fareast den we walk to Plaza Singapura..Wa..like walking in mainland villiage nvm got use to it le..den wait for felicia they all.actually want to watch initial D with em..but show start is somone else treast de..miie dun knw anythg till e last min..den after that got to meet xinyan again...and then we go to marina they go and eat..steamboat..i din eat la cuz nt vegetarian mahhx...den they go play bowling...den go hm..wa...left miie alone in MRt..they go before miie..den at lot 1 le take taxi back home cuz wait for the bus too long le...den reach home at ab0ut 11.30++pm...hahax..heng..my mummy din scold miie...lOLX..

HMM TODAE MAHHX...okok la..dman...marvin walk pass my class and i saw him..juz bout to er[...]nw he walk past miie ...i mean my class..stupid lo.,.aiya dun care anyway nt my prob la..yesterdae gt prob..tell ya all next time okokies..my mood fotr todae was nt really tt okay but still can la..lolx...

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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