Yst,too much misunderstanding.
but in the end it was fianlly solved,im glad it had.i really wish that i could change that,but then say is always easier than done.but however for the sake of my future and other more, even though im gona to collaspe,i will still try by all means to change.
I hate myself in many thgs,like my old habbit of sensitiveness,which brings me alots of trouble,and let ppl find me irriating 0r i can say say that, my sensitiveness let whose who wish to be friend with me,good friend.fear them off.All thanks to it.
Thats' sickening.

Well...
Everyone should have their own brightness time and rainbow.I kept telling myself,though no matter how dark my world had become to,
i will still strive all the way to get out of it,and look for the world which i ought to be,look for the sunshine,rianbow which it does belong to me.
And now cuz of that something, [[which i cant mention here]]
i had started to walk out of the darkness,even though i had not complete went back to the wonderful world which i ought to be.But i will still continue to strive hard for it.

My world:Be back myself,Have 1 or 2 bunch of true friends be there for me [[ which i had it before,and im still pending on to that ... now...]] and be back a Miss Hilarious Jess which is actually,shd be me.in addtional a love world for me,which i will leave it to fate.To have a stable,good mark in my studies,and love my family forever.
i dont ask for a 100% perfect, i only ask for things which contents me.The Perfect with the Unperfect mke a perfect world or sweet, sour,salty,bitter is a perfect world too??hahs.thats my view.

Today,went out with saw chiu,having a fun and crazy time manx.
we kept craping,at first was like very bored and tired,like we are wearing out like that,but till gona to be the end of the day,we manage to cheer up,and craps happily.ha.
i am glad that we manage to end our day with a happy one.
i kept going around asking for a part time job.
I wish to work.is not because i've got alot of free time,play or i had nothing better to do.
No.That's not the case.I work for money.And i work for money not because im a money face,is just that i need money to support myself,i dont wish to everytime pull out my hand of the pocket and say "give me $$".Though i am still not that "mature"[[age]] enough to support myself in everything,but i wish that when i need to buy small stuff in both for my own and studies,i can fork out myself.Beside i still had my both younger sis and bro.it can be quite a hard time.
at least if i had earned some money, i can gave them some of it,and they can used in anway they wanted.But now the marketing stuffy seems bad,no much people would want to hired for employee.Beside those who wanted to hired for employee,they dont want students,or they dont even want below 15 yrs old teens [[unless u are no longer a student]]It's so probematic.Since even adult is having hard time looking for a job,let alone a 15 yrs old teenage like me.hahas.never mind i will still tried to find,and at the same time i will mange my studies timing well

hahas.
it's already very late and i need to go and have my dinner.
i shall end here.Sweets dreams,good night.
tag me more often.hahas

This is the second for today.
i had nothing beta to do,so came here post.
hahas.
well, i had view one of my friend,whom i still treat em as my gd friend blog,though we are apart now.
I sae their blur.Bunch of girls..hum...
they are enjoying their life greatly,viiew all the piics.
all the words they wrote.That's what i called true friend.
Cuz of lots of misunderstanding plus my sensitiveness's att,we are now apart.and now iim still pending it to be back part of em..i hope i can hv that Chance.
Then in the school i saw another bunch of gd friend,
who included my jie,i shall not mention who isit,just in case she dont like her name to be mention.hahas.
She and the rest of the girls mix from diff class...recess time together,after school also together.
can see from it that they are true to each other as close friend,tey an recoline fast,even after they argue with each other,they have fun,smilex and laughter.
These are those example of true friend who i had seen so far.
When will it my turn??
iim pending for it still...

iim here tuhh blog again.
to christ:if u had read yst blog,dun bother.cuz its all craps.dun bother that.take it as you know nth thankiew..
hahas

let start with yst night.
well chat and chat.
chat with chimpanzee kor.
hahas.he promise to chat till i sae hang der.
but in the end he got urgent matter then hang ler lor.
yst CO was really very fun for me cuz of *ahem* hehex.
but my happy day spoilt yst night.i called my KOr,in co too der.
he told me one shocking news,which actaully spoilt my happy days.
wad shd i do?
should i continue having the ******* for ... ** *** ***??
totally lost.
today well.
nth to do.
but tonight will rush my hm wk ler.
too many hm wk liaox ler wor.hehex.
if can i will post another entries later.
free to tag.

weiis.
iim here to blog ler.
abit sad nar.mdm hayti.i will miss you derr..
dont worry,i wont forget i had a english teacher like you before,
whiie everytime like that der..gd teacher will leave me,like miss yani, mdm ng,my vanita[[not sure how tuhhs spell]] hahas
sad siia
but at the same time dmn happy today
hahs..
thankiew xinjie,ee hwa..hahs.
for brighten up my day with tat person.thankiew lots.
hahas...
hehex.dman happy dun know wad tuhh say lehhs
now i found out that acutally, not many people detest me der
is just that,i think too much ler.i feel that those poeple srrounding me,are more concering me than those who detest me manzx.hahas.
yup.
and christ..wana tell you...person B horr..had sort out her feeling for you ler.
so now she's a friend of urs,and she treat u as a bro only.hahas.
but she will still be urr ga derr..hahas..she had been promoted to the highest lvl of GA liao lehs
hahas..okok i know iim talking craps nar.hahas..
siaox diao stil lgot so many homework.
sianx nor.
should i go for it tml??hahas.

well.
here to blog ler lar.
long time nv blog liao ler lor.
hehexc.

well.
let me finish with person B stuff first.
you and her have no starting and yet no ending.
someone is have a starting and ending,they are more blessing.
yeas.she wont forget you,unless her feeling for u had faded.
even u told her not to wait anymore,she wont cared.
you've got no remotoe control to control her life.
therefore,pls let her have her own way.put urself in to her shoes.
just like you are waiting for that jane[[real name cant be mention,ehhs??]]lols.
you shd understands that kind of feeling.ok?
she's just hoping where there;a a day you could fallen for her again.
her love for you will never fell apart,unless she had forgot u,and just treat u like a friend.
thankiew.meanwhile she treat u as friend,and she's willing to be ur 24 GA.
if you dont mind,if you need to talk to her,call her anytime she'll be there f0r you der.
she will support for wad you d0.

wait a Sec!!!
i had been falling asleep in class.
cuz i was too tired.
then the maths,wadeva tangent,consine,sine.dont know how to do,blur manz
in the blur and dreamland.heehzx.still hv the cheek to say hor..haha
my art complete halfway,still stuggling,
hahs wish me succeed.
take care.
tml last dae with msm hayati ler.
sad.cant see from her expression that she's quite upset manz.
haiiaz.i want her so much,not only me but other too.
haahs.

hey here tuhh tag ler.
todae go to zoo with ee hwa,wendy,sally and valarie.
hahas,,quite fun nar.most of the foreginer were very friendly.hahas.
got one even say want to do well for the survey,so will fill up all the Q.and then let us get a A.
hahas.lols.
Then we went to harbour front mall.my god.
the art exhibition.where got free doings stuff??
i dont see anything lor.but i saw lynda they all,they are selling bags bahx,if i am not wrong.hahas..jia you..jia you..ler...
Then me and sally buy pairs of earing.hahs.
i buy piglet der.so cute.
lol.i mean the piglet.
Then we went to bugis,we eat the desert i think the shop name is ice mosnster
omg,it's mango favour der lehhs...the mango is so niice,it's from taiwan der.yummy yum,feel like eating??
hahs
then we went tuhh Icon.lvl by lvl.we shop from lvl 1 t0 4,got dunnoe how many lvl der.
but coz,it's too sianx.so we stop shopping there.
then we went tuhh this fashi0n.the clothing very cheap and chio.but the size is damn small der lor.hahs.
then we head tuhh edge,we shop a while nia then go back ler.
hahs.i understand that they trying not to let me feel left out,if im not wrong.
hahs..yups..idont left 0ut at all,though i was the most quiet one,but i got craps abit lar.
it take a a short while for me warm up with those whom i am not really close with der.
hahas..hope u can understand.hahas.
well.today is quite a fun day for me.hahas...
okies.For the person B stuff.i will post it again next time.just tuhh tell u that .the person B is still holding to the feeling for you.hahas.
gt ler...buaix.take care.tag me!!!good der horr.hahas..
take care.

hey iim here to blog.
it had been since dont know how many days im not here to blog.
there's quite a lot which i wish to say.

firstly.
ii finally know the reason why they dont didnt hv lunch with me again
today she finally tell me the fact,iim grateful.hahas.
once again,my sensitive.damn lar.
and thankiew jolene,sorry to troub you yst.i know keep saying sorry will make u peck check,
but still hv to say.sorry lehhs... :p
Secondly.
haha.today sch prob.
lol.lit not sure ask to do,so ask teacher lor.yeah!!finally know how to do ler.
then just now went to see ms sim,for art.she said would inform me again,
hope that i can be in art as a private candinate.lol.
then today the art festival replace the cca.ok lar.at first very boring,but till the ending part which the one held out in void deck is quite fun lor.Yve play the five stones with me,she explain to me,hahs..i absorbed quite slow,then think she also got abit peck check uhs.hahs.lol lorr..
yst went to look for Mr peng i guess i hv 20hr or so more CIP i sh0w him the edvidence long ago,yst i approached him wana ask how how gona tuhh settle with it,
he told me he forget ler.beside today is the last day he will be in school,is so sickening,hope this matter will clear soon,my 20 hr of CIP can claim back,be hook or by cook i will try all means to get another edvidence der.hahs..
Lastly.
Today very sad,
during eng class,,bad news.
me and other few,almost drop our tears,
mdm hayati not going to teach us anymore.
saddening.she's a good teacher,even though she's sometime quite fierce,but she's reasonable,
understanding,and her teaching skill is gd.i improve alot.when i not sure of any certain thing,she's patience,she will try to explain again and again till i understand.hope to meet her next year.hope that in sec 4 she would be our eng teacher again.she leave me with a great impression this half yr and more.really.thankiew alot.now ishh mr soh.and mrs steve.no matter which teacher isit.i will still strive hard for my goal and aim for what i want.nothing much can beat me,even when pride pull me up till i cant even see my ownself [[obstacle]] i will still endure and preserve on.i wont let those who care for me,family,and myself down. :)

and one more thg.
that teacher had waken me up,by telling me "be urself,no matter what happen"
i took her word to heart.Now, i am triyng to be back myself.
even uf im a loner,i will still be myself, i will not purposely go and do anythg.
"Be myself" thats the key word to trust in urself,and let others to trust you. "Be confidence and trust what you doing"it's key word to let other ppl trust you, and once they trust in you,they will support you,and will lead you to sucess in the end.

Part two.
lets name per B as jo.
and ur's someone as Jane.
well.you dun understand why Jo wana to wait,
is the same just like you are wating for jane,guess u shd understand the feeling.
that's it.for more blog again.aunt hurrying me ler..

buaix.take care.good night,

those gurls today.
if u all dun wiish tuhh hv lunch with me today,pls state,i wont fed up,instead iim gladful that u told me the truth,and pls stop asking me to ask this and that person,and stop saying i dont know,once again anythg let me know the tuth.thankiew alots.that goes the same for fir.if u all dont want then say,if want then ok go along g=together.thankiew ;)
Anyway i had finally found the gp for my chime,now left with Geo
i feel so what, everytyme had to go ask around as if im some other one who go around for some other logical things.
i envy those who had good friends around em,today i saw gp of girls,alot of gprs,in bloth my classes and other NA class,they are together quite happily,they are enjoying their life,while me on the other hand, get nth.Wondering what will those teachers do for this matter.
i ma sick and tired.but i still preserve on,as i believe time can help me out,and as i say as time goes by they they along with me they will know the actual me is just the oppsite of what they think about be.Then let say,even if i had even gave up on myslef,i will never get a day to weork along with em and i will not see any rainbow,cuz i gave up ler,no time to prove em,and to prove myself im not that sort as they thg.
the otehr continue other days.night..


i miss you...

hihie
dont know how many days never blog ler.
wana chg my blogskins,but dont bear to hahs.
yst hv lunch with em,it seems that me and her are still mo sheng,
and i guess she still need whole lots of times more.

yst EMath,suprise.
i know how to do all,only got careless mistake.
the dae before yst A math,i also understand and know how to do on my own.
Chemisrty,experiments.first tyme do it till so seri0usly.oh ya.finallu got gp ler.
wed and fri Co.figering,i can memorise in my mind,and rythem mostly correct.
when he zhou i manage to seat there and play,rather than like the past seat there doing nth.
On wed again,my class mate suddenly come beside my desk and ask if i know how to do this and that or not,he say dun know can ask me,wow,kana dio shock,suddenly ask me.the thurdat another classmate came to me,and say wana to know more about me.of course i welcome.
i asked her,what she heard from those ppl about me comparing to how far she know me,isit the same or not.she told me no.im glad to hear that.hahas.
wow.this few days is just like a miralce to me,but of course the unperfect together with the perferct make a perfect w0rld.so of course unperfect thgs happen.like yst co break i went into the wash room. i saw her.she diao me.omg whiie she still wana instsed on her view when thats not the truth??hahas..nvm narr..that it as i owe her in my past life ha0 ler.
hehex.thats my days nor..
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had you recovered??hahs..may god bless you recovered you soon.
she's glad that you understand the letter.
hope you know the reason why she keep saying that even there's miracle in the past, u wont give each anoher a chnace,but she still wait.pasrtly of course she still holds on the feeling for you,next she's sure that Q u ans for the future now,wont be accurate,the rest is in the letter
..take care.

i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.

ehhs..
that person is running a fever.
may god bless that that per can recover soon.
hahs...pls rec0ver soon.
i dont wana u tuhh get siick,i wana u be back to energetic wan der..
may god bless that u can recover soon.

u said even there's mircale u oso dun want?whie not??
are u just trying tuhh let her stop waiting??
i can tell u ,u read thourgh that piece of letter again and u will noe the whole thing wads going on there.
She just still hold on the feeling for you that's it.
_________________________________________---

wahh..
today miracles.
A maths.can finish all.
without asking teacher h0w tuhh do.
thiis few daes also,keep doiing hw wk.
ahas

secondly,
i don like symhatizing.
if u ppl are just cuz of symphatizng or pity then i guess u all can forget it
what i want is sincere der.
pity will come to no end.
u just like that kiind of feeling.

Friendship??
AG??
still holding on.
Js i had long forget abt it,i leava it to tyme
AG.iim still pining on...pending on...
hahas...


gtg.
take care .
buaix.

siince u dun even bother...
then why ask her to read it out to you??
hadnt u hurt me enough??
why would u lie to me again and again,in the end no turth is being revealed,while on the other hand when i lied to you i got receal out the truth??
if u keep thinkning that i lied to you, is cuz u are gd at fooling,i cann tell you NO.
i lied to you wadeva thg,SC noe, she noes the reason why i lie to you,
why just cant u get it??u thk i love lying around and lie to ppl like they are fool?
why u rather talk and comment to other abt me,than letting telling and letting me know personally.
i rather feel hurt,know the truth than hide in the dark.
that's me.
I wont lie to ppl for fun especaily to my loves one,even iif i lie i will find a right tyme to reveal out the truth.
that's me.


she miss you.
but dont thinkshe will hate you,for you had done to her.,never ever.
she will just miss you,and never contain a regret or hate feeling for you

hahs..now at peiiliin house blog.
lolz.
today sch still finex..
wana give hiim a letter der.at jolene there.tml take back then can give ler.
hahs.
wow few daes nv go sch only so many hm wk ler...but i finiish lerr..except LIT...
stress wad kiind of Q..i detest answering that Q.but too bad i still hv to do it,iif not exam bye bye...
hahas...
nth much tuhh sae ler.



I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.
lolx...

당신이 당신이 내가 왜 기다리고 싶은 것처럼 붙어 이해한다고 하는 나의 편지를 받을 때 내가 가끔 당신을 필요로 하도록(듯이), 나는 그처럼 당신을 사랑하고 있습니다.

제시

dont know when can i blog again
cuz i promiise that idotic aunt of miine that thiis is the last tyme iim using her com,feel like scolding her @#$@$@^%$^%$
and i will not touch her com aniimore i had a firght with her.
she so big liaox,still so chilish scold vuglar.duhh.cant tahan her.
but i will still try to blog.
hahs.

tml sch reopen ler.
well..i guess im about to recover but for
internal der...
i dont know.
uhhs..okok..yst chat with that per.at night.
ok hai hao nar.
wana jio that per out for moviie,but that per g0 watch with her.
well...surely i cant be the light bulb der mar.then i let it be bahx..
nth much to say bahx.
waiting for... miracle...

i miss you i miss you i miss you
i miss you i miss you i miss you
i miss you i miss you i miss you
i miss you i miss you i miss you
i miss you i miss you i miss you
i miss you i miss you i miss you
i miss you i miss you i miss you
i miss you i miss you i miss you

lolx...missing someone...is a pain or a hapiness??
gtg.take care.buaix.

well.
yeah.tok tuhh hiim again today.
hahas.haii hao nar.
a niice chat.but as u know,nice stuffy wont stay long.
he is bzy he got is own work to do derr,,ya,,he got his own thing to do,and his own "friend" to msg to and take care.
ya.i admit.still hurts.
when will i stop it,and be back my hilarious girl??
when will that miracle day comes?

Do we belong together in the very first place?
if we did, then why arent we?isit of the past's misunderstanding?
if we are not meant to be together in the first place,then why let us meet?
if we are bound to be meet up as a friend,i accept that fact but why it seems that it had goes m0re into it in the first place?

Anyway i guess i will still be waiting for the miralce day t0 come..

Form this part here,im osting korean,you knew how to read it?if u dun nw then too bad for you lorr..hahas

나는, 내가 가끔 당신을 필요로 하는 만큼 매우, 당신을 사랑하고 있습니다. 내가, 당신이 실려 대기 수호 천사인 마음이 있습니다 .
나는, 내가 가끔 당신을 필요로 하는 만큼 매우, 당신을 사랑하고 있습니다. 내가, 당신이 실려 대기 수호 천사인 마음이 있습니다


i miss you...

Today suppose to meet saw chiu,
but she cancel the meeting cuz she got smth on,therefore ..too bad lorr.
hahs.
when will my freindshipbe back??preserving and waiting on still .hah
lol.

This is Per B stuffy
yst you called her.
in fact before you called her,
she alr had a feeling that you wld called her,thats why she wanted to test her luck by tossing the coin,even though she knw that coin doesnt mean anythg,but she just tried it,for luck.
Then the phone rang many times,but each time she picked up is her mei mei call.
then untill she pick up the phone again,finally.it was you.
The first called you made,she nearly C***d.because the moment she heard and she confirm that you got stead ler..she hurts more,and yet u called her is just cuz u had viiew her blog then i called her and ask her if she had anythg to clarified or not,s0 thats eur motive.
you had said some concering words to her,ya she's happie,but she know that actually you sae that as a status of friend only,and nth else.yup.she understand.
then the sec called and so on,she ate her bitter choco,hahas.to calm herself down.ya.indeed it works.just hope that you really, like that stead of eurs,aniiwae i still dun knw it can take such a short time to let you fiind a new stead.lol.She;s still waiting...

<3>

she's willing to be eur 24 hr GA.
on standby for you,whenever you need her,
she will be there for you.
if you trust her,and you wish to told her eur stuff,she's willing to be there for you.
Even if the day she stop loving you,she's also willing to be there for you.
If the day she stop loving you,she will look upon u nt as a friend,but as a brother of hers.
No matter what she's willing to be there for you.

i miss you.
clock turn in close wise,but not anti clockwise.
i wish that as time goes,i will be renoticed again,or there's miracle again,
by that time, i will not drag or think anythg,and my ans will be a yes for you.

well..today no sch again for me.
Sick.really damn sick.
My friendship with them,
im still preserve and endure on,
i belive one day when i had chg my sensitiveness,they will aacept me naturally.though i admit im quite eager to be part of them,
but sometimes if u wanted a good ending,
u need a key to open the door,the key is "patience"you never know.
i will preserve on..no matter what.

iim also now sick and tired of the project.
nobody to be accept in.
i just hate this kind of life.
i dont want to draw lots,which is actually suggested by teacher.
because i understand that once i draw lots,
if i had draw till that "particular" group,
everything will once again turn upside down

guess..he should be doing fine.of cause he will,he try by all meant to leave,and go into his own entire life,and leave everything to me, to solve, and hide in a dark corner,and clear up the mess.
he even wont help me lesses my burdern, by letting me to complete my last sentence in my entire life.
And for sure, he should be enjoying himself in everyday of his life,every mins every sec.he should be laughing all the way and craps joke.and i guess he's already ahead of me, trying to search for his new life, while leaving me here in a dark corner while i guess that i should be miles away behind from him to clear up the mess.
i wanted to watch the sunshine,the blue skies,the oceans.but it seems that there's a shadow in front of me had cover me
which had become an obstacles, a high wall,who can pulled me up 0ber the high wall??
Saw chiu, Jolene, and others tried to woke me up,but it seems to be pointless,becuase it seems that i am already in a deep sleep.
The day when i stop missing that someone, is the day i had already start to find a new life,a new dream, a everything new start for me.
But when will that day comes?as i had said it had been so long i had never hurt till that deep,the feeling came suddenly,the heart break so suddenly
it's all sudden.

Because Of You...
I had fall into a deep sleep,
in my dream the first thing i saw was you.
Because of you...
I cried inside my own blanket every night.
Because of you...
I had i had lost my my path,and yet you are already ahead of me
Becasue of you...I had forced a fake smile on my face,
I had to force a a fake laugheveryday of my life.
Because of you...
i had hurt too deeply till i am feeling numb
Just because of you,
i had cause so much misery for myself

In this life,i guess you had hurt two girls,
one of them is me,the other you should know who isit.
i know you wish to hurt that another girl,
but becuase she did smth to you,and u just simply cant accept the fact,i understand.
But for me, i dont know weatehr isit if u purposely or not,perhaps there;s really a great misunderstanding between the both of us,
the mistake we took was that we didnt express ourselves out and carified properly,which leads to a state like that.It's so unfair,why everything seems to be so unfair??
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sick.
cough.
fever.
pain.phsically and mentally tired of friendship and...

you sae she lie to you??u thk eveyone like to lie to you??she lied got reason der.is vaild somemore,not like ur previous few friend.but everytyme she lied to you she got reveal out the truth,ehs?
and she lie to you that her line had chg cuz she wana to leave you last tyme.she wnated to leave you becasue she understand that u and urr ex got one prob.she wanted you to think better.
valid enough?
Next, u say she never cherish u??she did!!!!Is just that she didnt express out only.
must cherish one ppl,need to show out??
Never miind.yst her jie told that per B wad u tell her,she tell her is just cuz she wana her to wake u,but she didnt[[so dont blame her jie]].today she meet her gd friend,her friend is sick and tired of seeing her looking so pale,nv eat anythg the whole day,she tried to wake her up,but in the end that per B didnt.she bath under the shower for 1 hr,without swtiching on the heater,she nearly knock by car 3 or 4 times, cuz she was thinking all these stuff on her way is not she's being exgrating,her jie can withness that for her...she even cried in class, or recess or even iin sleep ,i just hate to see her like cry baby.As she had dun know been how long had never hurt till so deep ler.
Of cuz,maybe,after you read this you dont feel anythg neither you will feel sad, cuz u had try by all meant to leave her,and then leave everythg unsettled for her,and dun even let her complete her last sentence.and keep hiding urr true words in ur the bottom of your heart in the first place.
One more thg very ridiculous you told her jie she dont worth urr respect,then iin the end u sae she worth again.and u told her jie u will tok to her when u r free,then after that u told her friend even u all play bb together u wont tok t0 her or do anything to her.Then you sae she make u dislike her,but in the first place,u and her agree to talk out everythg and express how u all feel,did u say that eu are angry and confused of her for wad she did???NO . u didnt.then u blame on her.[[I knew that you are partly angry and confused of her cuase she awhile told her friend is positive a while is negative,of course will lar,its common,hao mar?when one per hvnt make up their desicion naturally their will mindset and their answer will keep chging]]
Next you say sorry is just a word,is doesnt meant anythg,but yet u still say sorry to her,wads the use??Now is not the matter of who say sorry.Beside you seems like thnking that she pushed all blame on to you,but,in fact she didnt.and you said sorry is just a word,so wads the use even she sae to her?i sae all these not wantong u t0 pity her or what,so dun misunderstood.i just wanted you to know,please,next time never ever hurt another girl,Per B now she might in damn low tide,but she still preserve on,Not every girl can be like her hurt so deep yet still enduring and waiting for you,Some other girls,their heart is fragile der.and pls lar..since u sae ur tired of loving a per,then even IF now u had stead,you are play with her feeling de huh??therefore in my own view i feel that u are lying.SEE!you also lie others.
and even if u and per B like each other again,whiie dun give each another each a chance??i feel that eur devicing urself lorr.aniiwae for the sake of you she had...aiay u wana noe go ask her gd friend,who is in ur class nar.But i dont think you will ask.As i said the most you just leave her liaox,then enjoy ur life,would you bother that much?
and the way u tok,dont u think that from the head to the tail,is all qian hou mao dun der mar??
Thats all i wanted to say for person B
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i miss you.though nobody can wake me up,but i will still continue to wait.
cuz i guess its worth it.and wads more,
iif i really had ******* you,i wont let my determination fall that easily.
cuz i believe in miracles.

i miss you terribly

you told me
"Don't hate me,because i wasnt who you though i was,or who you wanted me to be,From start to finish,you never knew the real me.

if u didnt recive my msg,then i tell you here,
cause iim sure u did view my blog.

"i dont hate anyone,so do u think that i will hate you?
next,when we were together, i alr knew that you are not urself,but i accept it,cause i understand.
thats goes the same for me.
sencondly, i had never wanted you to be anyone,neither did i think of weather u are the real person that i knew or not.and weather you are the one i knew, is for me to judge, and feel,it's not accurate for you to judge urself,as in by telling me wad kind of person you are.
lastly you have to know, No matter wad kind of per,charc,att you had become t0, i will still accept the way you are,even if u are in the gang,or you even smoke,i will still accept,iim not forcing myself to accept the way you are.really i didnt."

okies,
is there a need for you to get out of person B life?
isit worth?per B just hope for a friend and peace,
even she had never started with you,is there a need to treat her this way?
do u know that she cried over for nights,is just for the sake of you?
if you really think that everythg is her fault,she admit it.
weather iisit her fault or not,she still admit it,
all she wanted was,hope f0r was,you will not try by all means to get out of her life.
because she had sort out part of her own thinkning,weather u like her still,
she will still be waiting for you,"
and i guess,u had not 100 percent forgotten her, u tried to avoid her,even making friend,u did that too.all the while are you playing with her feeling?or eur just trying to find a susitube and any how love her. meansing from the starting til the end,u dont really like her.she believe eur not that type,so hope u are really not that sort.
That's all i wanted to say for her,h0pe by right u can understand,
how she feel for you.no matter weather isit too late or not.
* she knew that u dont want to go into any bgr now,but u shd at least knw wad she want from you.*
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i miss you terribly,
i miss the daes we had,
i miss the daes u treat me,
i had never feel terrible since dont know when
guess its the second time i felt that upset.
as i had said,
all i really need is ur confrimation,rather than urr old answer which is "i dont know"
can you pls stop letting me hide in the dark?
i wana know the truth.
after knowing the truth,i just wish for a peace,and we can be ourselves like those old days spending time together whenever we are free.
isit really that hard for you?
you can even go ctach a movie with urr junior,a girl,and not urr whoever somemore.
thats alr easy for you,let alone for this thing i request,ehs?
isit really that diffiult for you?
i miss you.
how i wish i can stop my "nosense"
even night, and day during sch hours.
i hate myself,for being so regretful everythg iim about to lose smth.


想和你一起走走
也成了可望不可
求问你理由总推说
不好受口气中带点别扭
就算是我不懂能不能原谅我
请你回头我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果我也能够承受
我知道你的痛是我给的承诺
如果要走请你记得 . . .
hao marr??

For kallang perfoamance, i will post another tyme bahx

when everytime when one ppl lose something from their life,they will regret,and got upset?
iim expected too.normally i wont feel that way.but this time round,for this,just for the only once,i am.
it's terrible.i lose my friendship before in my life,yesh i regret,now,wad did i lose again?
which is you.i just hate to see you and me in this way.got it?
can we just face our life,and then just make a peace like we use to be....???
i miss you badly.
i dont want to leav you in the lurch
i dont wish to see you kept busying urself.
i need urr accompanyment
i hate to see you in this state.
i dont want you to be so undesicive,
all i need is urr comfirmation, urr answer.
but yet in the end urr ans is always the same,which is "i don't know"
when will you know?
i dont you to be that fickle minded.
i want you to make yourself clear,rather than you keep letting myself cover with a shadow,
and so confuse.
i just need you.
i just miss you.
i just want you to accompany whenever you are free,like we used to be.
will you again?
will you??

我相信我爱你
慢慢的安心在黑暗中
生命中所以好我依然还在等待
不好的过去仿佛都在等我遇见你
我依然还在等待等待你会明白一颗坚强的心在等你回来

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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