hey gurl,wake up!!tot i sae im kinda to stirve hard,but look,im now seating down here using com.
every night just revise 1 or half hr.i must buck up.
im gona drive myself crazy?
nah.im not gg to do tt.
instead i hv thk a way out.i shall kept myself lock in e room for two 2hrs.8-11.00pm
i will come out when there's a need.
Maths.English.History.Chinese.Science.Geography.

Im gona memorize and practice--maths formula[[gona to be done]]
Im gona memorize--Science..atoms..Moleclues and so on and on[[halfway]]
Im gona look out for teacher,like e past for summary--Geography
Im gona Study for TIAN XIE HAN Zhi--for Chinese
Im gona memorise-History[[halfway through]]
Im gona Ask teach to give me Assment-For english

YA.that's it.
good night.
Hope to dream of him~~~

Well,
i had been studying maths day and night,and had so call neglected the other subjest.
So i go to buck up and comcetrate on others subjecy before its too late.

Just got my repost card yesterday,
Luckily overall i just failed 3 subeject,they arent really the main subject except maths.
i really got to buck up pn that,because i wanted to get into sec 3/2 next year.
3/3 is an art class,and i destest art somehow.

Yesterady i sleep till 12.35am wake up and study on my science,only study for one chapter
hey,thats good enough,better than i did nothing on science,eh?

So tonight on science again,then tomorrow on history,science and chinese?
Yup,So that's a deal with myself.

That's cool isnt it?
i know it's just A lAme blog.lOlx.

Missing Him~
Good Night,Sweet Dream~

STREAMING WEEKS VS LIFE

hey, it seems to bit of exgratting or patheic.
but is not really that bad anyway.
I had to sturggle for my streaming in order to get to the class i wanted.

Now i Dont wish to think of anything else..eccpet Sudies and srudies and studies.

Life Vs Weeks Of streaming+Studying.

Hey this topic seems patheic,yea?
actually its not really.
hmm..All i had to do is to do study.
i diont really do well for my Common test 3,so why not sacirfice 99.9% of my playing time to prepare for streaming,in order to pull up my marks,and then after streaming go on and enjoy myself?What if i got beta result,i can play and relax much more happier,yea?at least i didnt waste my effort to the drain.uh huh..agree?

But one more things,
When studying maths,
need Jaz beside me,Becuase she did very well,
and to her is quite easy.
As long as she is still willing to help me out,i am willing to learnt and ask her.
Yup!!!

i VOWED no matter what,
i will take out 99.9% of my playing time for streaming.
I will control myself, and bring myself forward by
staying at home, and studies.
Study my weakest poiont and need to buck Up.

Weakest.Piont.
Math.English.Science.

I've got to make it no matter what.
and get into the class that i want.

Good Night..~
Missing him...
Dreaming of him~

long time no blog,yea?
Anyway is just a few weeks,yea?
well,also nothing beta to do,so just came here and blog.

Well,sat i go tian hui for my religion class.
i seldom go,only for that sat.
so i went there and listen,i hv attended an interesting class.
Ermx..it is talking about the human's mind set.

Next,today go toi prayer hall also and pray,
then after hat come home straught.
So tired also.

i have nothing to do now,
no one is at home,except me.

How i wish i could dream of him again,but it's all fate.
I will just leave it to heaven's will.
I have got nothing to say for that.

~Speechless moment...

hey,know what?
Im now tight with lots of stuff.
Like kian bin,ee hwa and others..

ee hwa she DID NTH wrong,well
my att in co,frankly speaking,
im not myself in Co,is not when she teach me then i gave a stupid face.
Is because im not myself,because of that someone out there.
i just dont know why,when she is just there,i feel strange and it beacame a stress to me.
i wanted to be normal,wanted to be back myself,but i just cant,i dont why either.
Ee hwa,if you are reading this blog of mine now,hope you can understand.
Not when i BUAI SONG u teach me,is because of that person.
You are not being KAPO.No matter just guide me my GYS ok.
Pls..Pls..plS...dont any how think,ok?NO ONE WILL SAE U KAPO,let alone me...
Finex..oKay?
[[wondering if she does read this,can someone please guide her to this blog?thxs]]

Kian bin Stuff?
He did nothing.
i dream of him again.
haix...

Well,gtg now
got to contact Chin ta..
so well,
i write more next tiime okay

~Missing Him

hey, know what?
im a alr very tired of my own prob,and let alone others,
but yet i still have a friend,jul over there,
and for sure when she need my help,certainly i cant leave her alone for there,yea?
and for sure i cant leave all the Q that she wanted to ask me and let her think for herself.
But what can i do?It's alright then never mind still,on the other hand Jaz that side,she also encountered some prob,once again she talk to me,and i cant leave her alone too,so all i could do was advice her,if i were to advice both of them who would be able to advice me?anyway i dint wish for it either.

-sigh-
okay.finex wadeva,know what again?
i was daydreaming of ...
okay let me say the story first,but say in a nutshell of cause,and guess that you are impatient with me anyway,alright,yesterday i went to the esplanade libray and then the roof top,i was very almost fainted,not because of height,but is becuase of i was damn over excited,it as such a long time,and for years that i had never thought of part of my dream will come treu,from the top view,i could see the sea[although is not an ocean]i could see stars in the night sky,i could see the blue skies..Oh my goodness,i was hoping that for long,but it would best if it is blue ocean,but anyway never mind,it's alright.then i was having a daydream of how good it would be,if he is just beside me,anyway what im pining on was,just could see him over there,it doesnt matter if is he beside me or did he talk to me or not.As long as i could see him still,im content and wont ask for furthur more.
Must be thinking that's lame?nothing better to do?to you it might be.
but for me it is not,dont you think that if you could see ur ideal person in a situation where you could also meet ur dreams,it would be a perfect one?although its not 100% perfect?
hmm...anyway that was for my own preference.

Well,tomorrow morning,should i say that it will be a gracious and meaningful one?or its an toturing one?well,got to wake up early in the morning meet Jaz at 6.30am,for jogging.thinking that was nithing better to do?het,that was just to strengthen out stamina,and for the sake of 2.4km,although i dun have to retest but i want to,cuz i want to break my record,ok then after that go home change cloth,and and take breakfast or soemthing,then met at around 8.40 again set off for school for remidial,at 9.00-11.30.
And that was my morning timing.

Hmm..whoO...somemore that Jolene was smart
kinda buy for me prepaid card,then at her house forget to take,or lazy to take,
omg she owe me for weeks,going to a month.
Never mind,perhaps tomorrow got to go her gouse and take.

kk..niw it alright going to the midnight,
got to rest well,
if not tomorrow moirning,sure will be a "toturing'' one for me...
hope my daydream will come into my ngiht and sweet dreams.

Good night.
Missing him...

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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