I only love hIm

Saturday, January 27, 2007 ; 6:11 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

Alright..
wad a long long day is today
meet xt and Jt to plaza for Qt birthday's present
hahas
im still planing her birthday
hahs.

Last few days i had break down ler.im just hanging on still,i mean to prevent myself from bursting though i alr break down.hahs
yea..just had a tiff with QT,but im glad it alright,and it's all over now.
we can continue to be good friends.

but i guess from now on,
i will my weal but not woe with her.perhaps thats a better choice?
sharing a happiness with someone instead of sorrow,is the most happiest thing.
and for sorrow,i guess i will take it myself,after all is my own sorrow and pain.
well,new year coming lerr..
my mummy got give me money to buy clothes,cuz she's quite tight,and for me?my cash flow.so i doubt i can buy thins yr,nt even a 8 to 10 bucks per piece de.
haiis.still trying hard to find money,perhaps i will take up a job??but i cant find any
hahs.still finding
hahas.

Chinese New year coming ler.
I should be looking forward for it,and have a new yr mood.hahs
Jia you bahhs! =)

Thursday, January 18, 2007 ; 12:51 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

heys.
wad a fine day,but i think its gona to rain soon.im thinkiing how many days or weeks or mths rather since i had my last post .
within these period really got many things happening.im start to think, are all these tests for me?
well.recently,a bastard enter my life.he's a sicko.and my life turns to be some how sickening.
my 2 gd sis told me,wadeva thg regarding abt him,dun tell them anymore,cuz they wont wish to aknowledge his exsistance.perhaps,in their life, he's a condemn person or just a starnger?so now wadeva happen to me and that guy,i got to carry alone.
im tired.there's someone to share weal with me but not woe.so it seems that now im at a lost,wondering wad can i do next.i keep thinkning wad my next step should be.so do i,im tired.
how i wish i can condemn him too.
last week i cant take it anymore.i bear for not crying for abt 1 mth,and finally lastweek i cried out,cuz i cant take the stress anymore.and u see, my friend over there need my support or listening ear too,so i got to stand up and putting on an strong front,well.
its nt the first time i had been putting on it.can u imagine from primary to secondary school?
Now, wadeva happen to me and that bloody bastard i got to settle myself,cuz there's no one there for me ,or help me out.and i must be careful with every step i made,if i walk worng step,there gone my future,n i dun want it to happen.
but it seems to be endless.
cuz he will keep bothering me even i stop contacting him.
it's hard for me to let him out of my life.
no matter what i will try to let him get out of my life.
and so am i,going to get out of his life.
well.actaully is i had thought through.
thats y i will say i wana to put it to a end.
but it seems that n0body understand.really.
i wana it to be e end.

im tired.
it's sickening.
i hate wearing mask,for YRS n0t one or two but is more than 5 yrs!
i keep telling myself,it's ok to fall down,stand up!
i had fall and stand up many times.
but each time i fall,it took me ceuntry to stand up,and whenever i stand up it only took me a sec to fall again.
well,that's my life huh?
im sorry to sae that i wana a chg.
i wana back myself.
i'll continue to stay strong,wad i want now is...hoping there's someone to share weal and woe with me,and also,
drop of that mask,and get back to the cheerful or hilarious real me,whereby can make friends easily with anyone derr.

well.my sore eyes very pain uhhs i shall end here. =)
take care uhhs.

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

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It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
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November 2005
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January 2007
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May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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