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Friday, March 31, 2006 ; 5:32 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
hmm.
today wow wad a blah blah blah dae
haha.see that bunnymany times up and down
hehex.finally got sae hih to him ler.
haha..

during physic lesson.
i tried all my best tuhh understand wad da hack is mdm leong tyiong tuhh say
but horr..too bad lar huh.dun understand still,then she still wana chase ppl out of da class..ahaha..omg...her teaching was so damn...who will listen?of course no one lar,then we talk our own stuff she not happy.
dun care her huh...gona write letter tuhh ms tan abt this or mybe HOD of sc uhs..

today Co..
lol.ee hwa tot im showing att tuhh em..pls lor.i didnt and i will nv show att towards to whoever anyhow.its just part of my ention lor.today im damn fed up.abt the song.
i noe how tuh play last week how cum, ths week i dunnoe?i was blaming myselftherefore my attt had been show out.lijuan mei can testified that fir me manx.but anyway..heng lar.explain tuhh that eh and she got da msg lerr.lol

Hmm...omg.
she go and show da print out tuhh everyone..
does she feel great for letting everyone know wads gg on?
if she's in my shoe doesnt she feel awkard at all?
if she thk that it make her feel great go ahead then.nth tuhh say
just hope both em can decide a timing fast.but for sure i wnt force em like da past wad i had did.in da past jess...was like kepp hurrying ppl when they nid cool down or wad lor.so i m not gona be that again.lol...

haha.hao ler.gtg tuhh watch my show ler.
if possible continue blogging later bahx..haha.take care.





Thursday, March 30, 2006 ; 3:02 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
okies.
i dun noe if u gona see my blog mar.
but....let me be direct okies?

J trios?was all da past.
in the past im sensitive.i do thg that that are are so much ridiculous.
att?yea.i admit ishh bad.

We had been on a seprated road for a period.
let me state first,im not trying to rush you all or what.
but just to state my personal feeling here.

alright,we had been sperated for quite a while.
during this period of timing,i had my reflection
just wad da hack i did,that i had beomce like this.
and i noe why.
in the past arugement, is cuase my sensitive att.
there's alot of thg by me first,and i was regret.i noe it was all too late.
but in here...
me,now,sincerely from my bottom of my heart i would like to apologize to you gurls..im sorry...okies.now it's so obvious that u all can see now that im in a lonely state,yea serves me right.my fault.i admit that.
frankly speaking, i really dun wish that da 3 of us who use to be close friend can be in this state.
okies.im not trying to pressure u all for this stuffy,there
s changes,there's a time for everything.

If there were a chance for me to restart or mend back with u all.
i will make sure u all see da new jess, that dun really consist of any old att in her.and wnt repeat any mistake i made in da apst,as i noe that ishh da mistake that makke me into this situation.like so lonely and miserable.i wont promise or say anythg that im not gurantee of it.
and i make sure this to be da first and the last chance to it.

Once again..
therefore if there's really a chance to it.
i make sure i wnt repeat da old me,who ishh like so sensitive and more.
anythg else.w other gurl will pass u the print out copy,and talk tml bahx.
in here u wont understand wad i say cuz my eng sux.
if ther's any offence pls,do understand.thanks.





; 1:57 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
heya.
long time no blog ler.
gona turn rusty liao haha.
okies lar.
last sun go the the s'pore expo there to watch the Co night.
wow e song so nice lehhs.got cannon in D lehhs..yeah!my damn fav song leiis..haha

then yesteday zhein yi jie birthday lehhs..
haha..wow...i envy lots sia.
got lots and lots of present,the ww gp sing happy birthday and trestures for her leii.
i guess that she must had been touch ler bahx.
haha..
haiix..talking about birth, on 24/4..will it be a blue one?cuz my and classmates and previous close friend had all fall out,just wads gg on with my luck ths year?
last yr then manage to chg myself and hv more friend and got close friend even,ths yr is like everythg had been back to it oldself.omg wads wrong with my life?
ahh...just hoping that it wont be a bluze birthday this year bahx.haha.

then just talk ok with HALY.
haix.long bench?4 seater?
wad the...nvm.as long as me and em are alright , im finex. so next time i will be steaing beside em the four seater.u may think that im alone but i m not.cuz they are just beside me.
and they cant seat the long bench.lol..then must give in lar.haha

then hor..mdm chin my math inprove ler lehhs..yeah!!!today mdm hayati say im postive in learning..haha.and thats why she like about me.yeah!!haha.not trying to show off,but too happy that at least got teach say me inprove alots,and saying that im have a postive att in learning haha.so long nv heard that liaox

haiix..is this the right timing for me and jul they all to thk talk about mending back our friendship mar?hmm..nvm i will seek help me my kor kor tonight haha.
hehex.

this few days go hang around in lot one with my dardar best friend saw chiu
indeed my 5 yrs best friend.when im down she'll be like a guardian angel appear in my life.
i 've got to admit that other than her,no one else no me the best.ahaha...
hmmthen see that bunny.haha.when wana sae hihi to him ler,he dunnoe go where ler.
so too bad lor..

haha...

will my brithday wish come true?
there's a time for everything,ehs?
but is this the right time to do so mar?
wondering.thinkning.haha.

got to go.
see ya.
enjoy ur day bahx haha..hehex...


my dardar 5 yrs best friend.Love eu.Thanks for being my guardian angel!!haha...





Monday, March 27, 2006 ; 5:58 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
hmm..
okies lor.
today was a boring day.
haly got history during lunch time nv infrom me.
haha.
okies lar.
then today horr...hang out with peilin jie they all....wahhs..nvm lor in mac..
actaully i du nwsh to detest ths per der.still trying my best not to.see me like wad like that,.i see her nv do anythg alr respect her ler.
nvm.i bear her again.when it's beyond limit time for me to bust.
i wondering wad will happen.

haha.nvm lar.sun go see concert.take neoprints with lujuan mei and vansse.wow.nice siaz.haha.
wah..so noce lor the song that co play.omg.the sheng!!!so nice oso.im fonding of sheng ler...............
wow..haha.
wow.see him on the bus today in sunshine place.argh.nvm haha.
okies.gtg end here ler.

hmm...night.sleep tight.may my dreams give me an answer.





Saturday, March 25, 2006 ; 8:36 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
heya.
need to faster blog liaox.
then go bath then go to meet lijuan and my jie ler.
haha.
ltr gg to s'pore expo hall..hmm..wondering how isit like worr..
well yesterday dream of bunny,but didnt give me any answer.
haiix..nvm..
we are still friends larr.
i hvnt really makeup my mind.damn dunny hop hop hop till my life.
make me feel so confused.
lol..jkjk

okokie.sanythg more blog again tonight bahx.hehex.
take care





; 8:23 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
whos.
shd it be totise or bunny?
tortise is a red one,good at athelete and studies.humour.sunshine charcter.
perfect dream ideal.
But this tortise dun really know this squrraiel.

then suddely bunny appear in da life.
but not so well abt him, i mean dunnoe him well.
but can sense that that bunny is a kind and fun want.
but wondering isit a bunny which go around searching for the others raabit which is the opposite sex.
heard that he had alr one.

So what if this squraiel make up her mind..
if is tortise or bunny?
does it maka a diff?

ever heard of da story.bunny and tortise?
tortise win da race.but ths time round shd i chg da history?to bunny won da race?
*wondering*
night.may my dream land tell me da ans.





Friday, March 24, 2006 ; 6:06 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
whoa.morning meet jul tuh sch.hai hao lorr...
just like hmm..very damn formal when we talk lorr..haha


today Co.stress.
HE Zhou.fail manz.nt sure how tuhh blow.
then eh like dun noe wad happen to her att towards me again manx.
wah.wad she want sia?i nv offended her manx.
finex..then during breaktime, saw per Xn.ohs.she diao me.did i offend her?
hmm..i dun think so bahx manz
..haiix..forget it.take it as i owe em in my past past life der lar haha.

nvm still.me and lijuan mei go look for cherelyn and celine they all.
whoaceline dunnoe whose her gor bro,daryl.omg.daryl oso forget he had this god sis.
oh dear.haha.so funny.then we go to the banana tree there.dunnoe leiil.just go there see.
then saw HIm.
oh yeah..
haha.wow.so shuai.
shuai dai ler hehex..


hmm..during physic lesson
still intend to sleep der.but bo bian do wk sheet which got counted ca marks.cant sleep must listem.be attentive.but hor..oso no use lar.dunnoe wad the heck she trying tuhh say uhs manx.
nvm.be independent lor..hehex.
ltr wana be kuai kai.wana revise.haha.if not very lac back uhs.
haha.

hmm...haha.then in bus stop tok with that bunnny.haha.he seems shy worr
hmm..nvm bahx.hehex.
haiix.when can i dream of him again?
haha.okies ler bahx.
gtg.ifpossible continue blogging ltr bahx.haha.okies'
night sweet dreams.take care.





Thursday, March 23, 2006 ; 3:37 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
woha
this few days dunnoe wads up with my life manx.
haha..ltr is he.
grr..anii wae yesterday solve the prob ler.sho shd be alright derr bahx.haha

hmm..then yesterday i call that gurl,she act blur,she dun wana reply me.
i got sakina tuhh help me call,then she answer.
nvm.then i turn back to my seat.then i turn back to her direction again.
i saw her talking to sakina.like trying tuhh tell sakina, if i wana call her again, udn bother mee.
blhes :P
who cares.
then in eng lab.ohs dear.i did not offened her.she saw me,then she roll her eye ball.finex.
i noe she'd good at acting lar.but dun have tuhh act tilll ike detest a per like still not like that.
duhh!!!
lol..then when i wana go ee hwa's nlog.she put pW sho cnt get in ler.
but mange tuhh get in a while just now.-_-" got tnh much tuhh say man.
haha..


today fine lorr.
most of the time with emily.haha.
then hor yesterday very funny,
walk wast benny,haha.he seems shy.nvm lorr nth much tuhh say worr..haha.
okies lar.
i shall end here ler.
i got do other stuffy first.haha.if can continue blogging ltr.okie bahx.
take care.night... :)





Tuesday, March 21, 2006 ; 5:17 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
heya.have u ever heard that report to DM about a incident, write a report, and in the report would still help that person to write some good words?
sometimes im thinking im too soft hearted ler.too navie,in a sense as, no matter how bad u treat me i wont get angry that easily, and chose to believe u again and again.[ii oso dunnoe why]].not even blaming you.i guess that's the cauase why the report still contain some good words.spoke up for that person in it bahx.

haiix...
today should i say that it is a sad or a happy day for me?
well, me and jul are just classmates.we started off by that first.
i know its stupid.but bo bian lorr.
haha.

Hmm..other than that, i would say maybe it's a fine/happy day for me, because today i go to Lunch and recess with HALY they all marr..haha.at least im not lonely ler.
but what make me upset wad that, halfway through my yummy lunch, i recieved a call from person Y, he scold me ..blah ..blah..blahh..
then when i was about to step into the class, timothy came to me and say that he threw my bag and all stuffy into the bin.half way through PC he msg me ask me not tuhh call him, "yong"x2
ohs.dear i didnt lorr..i told him i m nobody tuhh him.what for i call him that way.he's just my classmate.
then he say, more than 1 per go tell him that,and then say he dun wana be any relation with me.let alone classmate.!~ nvm ..it's okie with me.thats how a per react when they got angry.Human is still Human after all.i dun noe how tuhh describe em manz.ha.then at evening call Xn then noe what happen.Ohs.so it my typo error mistake.i send tuhh ee hwa smth today.maybe i type wrong.beside im blur blur der.my phone is sort sort der.having lesson somemore.so kan chiong maybe type too fast ler.then type wrong bahx.
then i guess ee hwa tot im gona blame her again.then when i call her or msg her,she dun wana bother.then bo bian i gt her buddy Xn to help me conveyed the msg for me."heya ee hwa if u are reading this post now,let me tell you,i didnt blame you.it's my typo error fault.hope u can understand."
hahas.
i oso dun noe wad to say lar.
keep letting ppl to misunderstANd me.
heya.maybe i owe em in my past past... life.
argh.anyway i just hope that, they will not jump into conclusion anymore.
for per y.hope everythg well end by today.and full stop.

haha.cham!dunnoe still got what homework lehhs!!alamak.
then that mr loi.nv help me check my marks.im gona pester him till he rmb manx.
lolx..hehex..

hm..few daes ago know a guy who name benny.whoa.okie lar.quite ncie chatting with him.i prefer his look in reality than photo uhs..haha.hmm..mmm..qiute a friendly guy bahx..hehex..
oie!!! i give positive commments on him,means nth much uhs. *ahem* hahas..lol...jkjk.
alright i will stop my life's story of today here ler.hehex.

*Twink*
*Wink*
*TInk*
Babom!!disseapeared ler.haha.

night.sweet dreams.take care.





Monday, March 20, 2006 ; 5:54 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
heya/
hmm..todae sch reopen ler.
haiix..sianx.today mr narian ask wad grade we get.
i told him i dont noe.ha.cuz my grade is not in the report slip.
i dun even dare to tell him that.cuz from that incident onwards wadeva thg i wana ask him i will ask him after sch.cuz wait e insult me and then i malu in front of the whole class again ler...
whoa.
Then Chi result marr....
i tok to teach ler.he check for me again to see weather did he key in wrong marks or not.whoa.thats great.
haha.physic.OMG!!!
im attentive enough during her lesson.cuz i dunnoe wad she toking lar, omg.
he potential of explaining is so duhh!!!nvm dun comment or judge teach that much.if not i become toopid..hehex..lol...

okies.gtg ler.
need to go and complete my hm wk.
so i shall stop here.

btw thanks HALY and Jolene Jie ler.
:P..night.





Friday, March 17, 2006 ; 11:58 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
hehex.
okies long time no blog lerr....so fast today sat ler.gg to start schooling again liaox.i hvnt even completed my home work worZ...
haha..

wow..just finish a bowl of creamy mushroom soup.yummy yummy!!!
hmm..just now watch a chinese drama "Ten brothers" omg...i too emtional lerr..
i watch till i cry..crying non stop for 15 mins.i guess.too touching ler.hahas.

hmm...
last thurs go to Mrs ngoh house with jaz.
haiix..we talk abit only.beta than none,ehs?
haiix..how she think i oso dun know.just hope things will goes well bahx..hahas..

haha..okokies ler.
now gg to watch the "devil beside you" ler...chapter 6 part 1 ..
wahh...it's such a touching show ..must watch wor!! hehe
take care~





Tuesday, March 14, 2006 ; 12:38 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
haha...
whoa.no more spamers.,
hhaa..today only got lot one meet huting and lyn
hahas.one do ear piercing.the other do nose piercing.
whoa thats cool.
haha...
hmm..nth beta to do.hvnt complete my english wk sheet.sianz uhs.
haiis....so bored sia lar.
gottcha update my friendster ltr.
haha.gona chg my url ad and blogskin ler.
haiiz..sianx..so long still hvnt find a suitable one.
hahas.
okies.i end here first.
if possible,ltr then i will ocntinue posting. blehs..
hehex.
take care.





Friday, March 10, 2006 ; 7:01 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
alright ..just came back..haha.
whoa..my tag box had been poluuted by those chilish, and those who only hear one side of the story and judge ppl as death sentence ler.lol...nth too say...speechless...
haha...yaya...got one of em say i lie?oh pls.for sure u will say that.cuz uhs...u dun even noe the whole thg.and all the while that friend of mine she is spreading rumours!!!she even admit that and apologize to me,and say that was simply put in as QI HUA.lalalalala~~~

For that"wadeva:" if he/she kinda scold me then let it be.as long as i noe im not as what he/she say or think,as they just only hear side of story, and judge other ppl, and say any how scold ppl like a wretch. i dun hv to bother manz.wasting my precious time.

My precious time now is to discuss with jaz,and solve the misunderstanding with her.stil lwaiting for her to give me a timing.

Anyway.once again lar..uhs...i hate repeating but got to say again...
if justice dun have the power, there isnt a need to have lawyer,there isnt a need to be in court just for the sake of justice.
therefore, i will let the phrase "justice has the power" "time is fair" to prove em wrong.
and let the time to pass by,and let em think or see if im always the one,or all the while as they think..
yaya...
haiix....i had been so regret doing wrong stuff thousand yrs ago,if nt by now i will still stsay by my holy heavenly mother's side.but not in this idoitic world....lol...
aiya..one more thing...the whoever it is...if u dare and tag to say other ppl, just dare to put ur name lar.
dun be like a "coward" wana scold ppl, still over there dun date to receal ur own identity.
haha...okokies...gg to find my kor kor ler..

anyway al lthese while life had been much beta for me ler...
all thanks to h.a.l.y, and my kors and jies..haha.





Thursday, March 09, 2006 ; 4:37 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
okokies..
haha...thks for yesterday.
today my mood is still quite high..

btw uhs...
this msg is to the oe who tag in board, "Udunnid to noe who am i"
hey...listen up...
since u dunnoe the whole story.then pls stay aside.
btw u might heard that side of their story only.i had nth to say.
if u chose to beleieve em go ahead!Justice has the power.time is fair ...
it help me solve everything!!!beside uhs..if u dare to tag..why not write ur name?
since u dare to tag,dare to write ur name lar.if u dun dare to wirte ur actual name.then pls dun tag.
wad a lauhging stock ...dare to tag and say any how say ppl, but dun dare to tag ur name here.
haha.anyway ...just stop it alright.when u noe the whole truth ler.is sitll not late for u to tag here.
and hmm..mature ..i didnt ever say that before.its natural to be mature...one more time..u wana tag,.ehs?dare to put ur name then..thanks.buai..


hahs...just tok with jaz over some thg.
yaya..wadeva..
as i say ler ...
since rumours are meant to be spread then let it be.
but no matter what they did to me.they are still my friend.himpanzee can testyfied that for me.he know smth going on there.
one more time...
JUSTICE HAD THE POWER.
TIME IS FAIR.
AS TIME GOES BY.
THE TRUTH WILL REVEAL.
BY THE TIME,THEY WILL STOP THINKNIG THAT WAY...

and btw uhs..one mroe thg here.
being a human, dun do thg till so cruel,there will retibution der.it just that u stil lcant see the furture yet only,when it comes ler...by that time dun kneel down to the heaven and beg for help.
that's apurpose for saying all these thg...

how i wish.
i can be like thous yrs ago that stuborn fairy stay my hevaenly holy miother side.
and how i wish i had nv step onto the earth before.
but too bad everythg is too late.i had nth to say

okokies....anyway.
today quite ok lor.
lynch go with HALY they all.quite fun lar.haha
tml...too bad...nv perform. but nvm.okies..wait uhs..continue ltr..





Wednesday, March 08, 2006 ; 3:05 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
well.
okokies lorr.
hahas.
ps uhs..daryl..i had speel ur name wrongly.btw what mattrer most is still the cheng yi ehs?
and uhs...arggs..that clement?lol..i had nth to sepask abt him.im speechless towards him now.
is so...uhs..alright.no comment.finex..just friend now.no point of asking much abt those Q again ler.
ltr they tot..i bh..tot i wana what.
finex.forget it...

uhs.now wherever i go,that jul will se me buaix shong.and diao me.
lalaalal~ wadeva,sure there will be a day she will sianx der

today sports day..ahah quite fun...
yaya.then after that go to Kbox..with my 3/4 friend,weiying..ahah
quite fun lar.
i believe within this 5 yrs in my sch this is the only i have no regret in the sport days.
ahah/
okies.i shall stop here ler bahx...





Monday, March 06, 2006 ; 5:25 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
wahaa...
okies.today sch's life?
okies lor.
i go recess with yan qi they all,ehs..thanks for not minding me uhs...
hehehx..okies...

YAY...
finally clear the misunderstanding with ee hwa yesterday ler.wohoho..so happy
hey ee hwa thanks for being understanding.
anyway hope that we are alright now..for the att in Co stuff..i try my best to chg bahx.cuz i had tok to Xj smth ler.and i got everythg clear liaox.hehex.

*AHEM*
in MT class horr.
hai yo yo..dunnoe wad's wrong with mr loi ..lol
i do the work ler..still keep come asking me weather did i do it or not.OMG!!!So luo suo.
Then before that, im chewing my chewing gum.then that jaz uhs.i didnt eve bother her,she come and disturb me first lor..by shouting" TEACHER!GOT PPL EAT THINGS!"
' cant stand her...forget it...anyway it's pri sch game,so i shall just let it off manx,anyway im upper sec ler.
what for argue with her.anyway i just hope that she can stop harssing miiee...i will thks her alots... X10000...
....[[ALRIGHT IF SHE'S NOT REFERRING ABT ME,THEN FORGET IT.!@!!]]

hahas..then A maths.
Oh dear.so terribly done manx.
i nearly can pass...grr...haha
then after sch teach got me ,eric and yong sheng to go remidial.
ok lar..quite fun..haha...the YS is quite a funny and lame guy,but anyway he is ezy to communicate with wohhs...haha...juZ friend friend lar..nth much.then thurs still hv remidial.die uhs..is 7am ..is AM...grr.i rather it be PM manz!!hahas..anwyay im willing to work hard to beat someone else hehex...
anyway im gona chg my blog ad soon,will soon tell those who had link me wors..
hahas...


okies.night.hope that tml will be better.
hahas..anyway thanks all my friend who had been supporting and siding me within these period
especailly thanks to ee hwa for trusting me..

then Joloene.my jie jie too..
yaya..also my 5 yrs best friend...saw chiu..thanks u alots..hehex..yaya..my kor kor..chimpanzee, eric and darly..kkies.thanks alots alots.
good night bauix...





Friday, March 03, 2006 ; 8:37 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
since now i had been fool by friend whom i had trust alots in the past.
i had nth to say,but just blame on me being too navie
isnt there reallly any mercy left?but they do till so heartlesS?
finex..anyway retribution will show up.

Beside now they chose to beome stranger i had nth to say,
but to respect em,even though i thk is childish.
i just hope that no one will betray each other after that,and walk our own way.
there will a possiblity became back friend again only when they had seen and accpet the new jess + when there's miracle apply on it.but for sure i knw that will happen in my fream land only.
but im content enough.

HALY.i knw some of em had visited my blog,
so here some msg to you all,
"i can only tell u all that, i had been treating u all as friend,if not when jul write me a letter for patching up, ..yea..i agree..but recess time i didnt go with em uhs?lunch i did,u noe why?cuz reason is DAMN SIMPLE.i cant find u all, i had been wondering outside the class,i duhn see anyone form HALY.honestly uhs...is either i sotong eyes,or i really cant find u all, not i dun want alright.so afetr all, really u all not my spare tyre,if u were my spare tyre,on thurs and fri when me and jul fall out again, i will go serach for u all again,but i didnt.anyway no matter what, is jsut simply my true friend,not apre tyre.thanks"


To JAz ...u will see it only if u had visited my blog again.
"no matter how curel u all did, all i can say is that, try not too apply this on other ppl again,cuz not all ppl are like my that silly to trust others again and again.but no matter what,i will still treat u all as friend,and for sure. i wnt betray u all, as i tell jul before i wnt become the sec "DN"u shd noe who.thanks.take care wor... :)"


Anyway...
im speechless now,
perhaps im bound to be lonely everyday in sch life.alone in recess.alone in class leson.alone for lunch.alone when aft sch.its all lonely world.try puuting all these in to ur shoes,how wld u feel?[[haha..i say ths not cuz want ppl to ke lian me,is just to express myself only.dun mistaken .thks]]
yea..i hv true friend ppl like haly,but no use.
cuz if they thk i treat em as spare tyre,for sure they wont accept me.and no matter how much i say if sill cant convince em, i oso dunnoe what can i do or say to tell em again they are my friend,not spare tyre.
anyway i just hope that they can really understand one day.That their status to me is a bunch a friend,not a spare tyre.thks...

Buaix...if any of the sentence had offended anyone then sorry,pls do understand,cuz i had not other intention,im still learning...on how to write a proper sentence..thks..buaix





Thursday, March 02, 2006 ; 5:03 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
yesterday, jul and jaz wrote an apologise letter
and ask if i wana patch with em, of cuz why not?
then today its my turn to apologise to jul, i said it to her personally,
so thatit would be more sincere.

then today jul told me smth,
she say it best to start off with classmate first,
im speechless.

then today after lunch, me rach nad jul
went to outside classroom 3/3.
alright. they were singing, and they knew that im recording it.
after that that they kinda hear thier own voice, so let em be.
then they kinda delete so i told rach to respect me, dun delete.
then jul shout back and say, "then u respect us lar, u wana recod can tell us.ehs?"
lol..they alr knew it.so why do i have to tell em in the first place?
then they got angry and run,finex i chased em,and sasy "finex..sorry i delete."but they kept on runnig,
they i say to jul"can u let me finsh my words, before u go?" then jul say."No,u beta go first, stop following us."
haha.it hurst alots manx.
if it was the past,she wont say all these.
isnt there any mercy left?

when i was sad, i cry in the past,ul comfort me.
we went out together,take neoprint together,talk to each other...
but that's the past.now i can only keep those past as a happy memories...
but now all turn to zero.

i had to step back into my own lonely world again.
do i really had to be lonely?
do i really had nobody to care ?

FATE.listen up!
u win.i had bound to fate,but for sure i wont admit lose.
Justice has the power.
time is fair and it will solvbe and help me prove everything

for once again.
if i cld chg my fate I WILL.
SURE.I WILL.
Listen up again.even i really had to bound to fate , i wont admit lose,
as i know that one day will step out of the lonely world,enter a new life and live my life to the fullest.
after so many failure, after so many palent walt,i told myself be preserver.
therefore..once again....
i will let my heavenly holy mother to decide my fate.
i make sure i chg my att, step out the lonely world,enter a new life and live my life to the fullest,and be back my happy cheerful go lucky girl.

night..buaix...









Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE



HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)
I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.
??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS
Cool Slideshows!
It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.


She Needs a Smile =) Y





My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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