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Thursday, May 31, 2007 ; 9:47 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
Yesterday went to sentosa with him and our friends
i m going to wear out mans
but quite fun.eh?
hahas
i was pretty hihg in the morn.
planing their secong anniversary
wow.how sweet they were yesterday
So envy!
Bored.we hvnt even play for five mins and there comes the rain
wad duh.wow.it was so cold that im trembling.
While waiting for the rain the guys went to rinse themselves first.
hehes.when they came out,not sure of who suggesting his hair.
hahas.im just like the "commander" commanding the image consultant how to stype up his hair,and one of the girl took picture,who got a status as a photographer.
Ohs.Finally done.Done!
My gooDnEss,my boy is pretty charming,muhahahs.
the rest of them who contribute was sastified with it.hahs.
my friend took pic with him.later on he ask me if i want too.
of course i want!hahas.take piic with a charming prince worrs.
AFter that we wait for the rain.i was pretty cold that i kept trembling but i doubt anyone knows it.
but its alright i can take it.we wait and wait..horr..finally.i guess the heaven was touch by our axustence waiting,the rain stop lerr.horray!
He and his friend trying to make a cannel but fail,and they made a big heart on the sand,wana pour water in and make it flood but fail too.it's alright,nice try.but their heart is big and pretty look nice.we took loads of piics or their master artpiece,and mine too!hahas.
later on me and the other friend of mine went to shower
and change,wad a long queue.
We then decide to rinse through and wash our hair and went to another room and change
it was dman long that the aunty cleaner went to knock the door and scolded them.
within five mins they came out,we then hurriedly went in and change
after that we set off the vivo to food republic and eat

i watch them eat because i hv got no appetitie
i was pretty hot on that day,but i didnt show out because i dun want to spoilt the day
only one of the girl there.
even if i am not feeling hot i wont eat too.
really not hugry asnd no appetite.
sorry fror making u guys worry ^^
i didnt eat for almost the whole dae untill 8 plus bahhs
they clap hands
because finally im eating.i went to harbourfront supermarket to but sushi i only eat a little bit.
On my way back to vivo i lost my way
i walk and walk for many rounds
finally i find my way.thanks to my bear bear for accomany me along the way
it was damn important loads to me,it represent loads of things in my life

when u reached there my friends that couple,was lying on within each other
then he was lying on the ground.
then after 10 mins i want to eat more,so i bought some fries and went went to ice kachang
yummy yum.
and from there we set off lerrs.hahs
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In food court,he sae sat want to go to jack house,guess go there to bi nan.
mess him last few days if want her plan to carry on this sat or next sat he didnt reply.
she doubt he want to say anything,but she guess he want to put everything to next sat bahhs
well since if that's the case, i will put my plan and all to next sat bahhs
as she said before lerr,regardless what the answer may be, she will still carry out her plan,after all , she had make it half way.she dun like to do things half way and stop.
In VivO city when she saw him lying on the ground,
she wana ask him if he want to lie on my lap,but she doubt he want so she didnt ask.
she carried his bear along because she dun want him to know that she was carrying his bear along.
he saw me eating sushi. hahas.he said he want a piece,and wantme to feed him of course im glad to do that.he fed me too.i goot shocked.yeah quite happy.
hahas.we kept tickling each other.poke poke^^ i evertime dio want...
he kept plaing sad songs, she started to think are all these hints to her?
she was quite s,but didnt express out.
then on our way back home on bus 963.i was hoping to lie on his shoulder again ut i doubt he want,
but guess im wrong,he did lend me his shoulder.
my back was hurt,i wish that he can out his arm around me.but i didnt ask for it
because he lend her his shoulder, she's already content she dun dare to demand for furthur more.but surprisngly,
he put his arm around me again.everything seems to be fallen into places.
she was very glad becayuse she was able to lie in his huai bao again.
on the way back, she wish he coud sent her home,but again dun dare to demand for furthur more lerr.
again,surprisngly he ask her if she want to,she told him that he's very tired already why not she go and home and rest first,he said that she's chasing him away.hahas
how would she have the guts to chase him away when she love him that much?lols
in the end he still say he want to send her home.
thanks to her dearling for everything today
she dun dare to think so much, all she know now is
she will be controlling herslef,wont be having moodswings that often.
and since she hv fid back herself but b but then she should be back herself bit by bit too when she's with's him,instead of feeling so corp up.
and of course every min and sec she had with him,as she's not sure when's the last time.

she have no regrets loving him <3





Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ; 3:17 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
Thanks ee hwa,for your encouragement.
hahas.quite shock when you sae those words to me becauase normally we like no much conversation.but anyway thanks ya,friend.
hahas.sorry for not going to CO again,some family matter corp up,
as you know i didnt even attend for my chemisttry
yup.hahas.

yipee!todae she went to school with him
do they really hv tele still?
FIrst time.uh huh, which is 30.05.07 =)
well,not sure.
but that doesnt mean anything anyway.
haiis,dun think too much gurl.

haiis haiis haiis
let's get to the main point.
well,whats wrong with her,
she want to push the date from sat to tml.
but she not sure if he want
though she somehow know the answer,
so what's there to afraid of?
If it's yes,and is held at tml,of course good ,because tml they are going to sentosa to help their friend to do thing.beside it will be a romantic dae too.hahas.think too much lerr...
If it's no,at least there's sea,so when she's sad she can look at the sea,and calm down herself.

well,ok she think so much too.
so should she push forward tml
perhaps he dun want bahhs?
uhhs!ZEN ME BAN!?
Dont know!


All this While,while waiting for the two weeks,
not only did she miss and love him even more.
I don't know what to say.but I remember everything on two days
the way he say he want to end,the way we ae in the esplande.
My heart, can't seem to learn to part ,instead the hold he left his mark,all that she dreamed
let her realise alot of things.
If he gave her one chance to tell him how she was feeling.She would describe to him and tell him,
She won't live her life and shine brightly without him.If he gave me, one chance to tell her how she was feeling.she would hold his hand and look into his eyes and say to him ," I'd never let you go,I love you,and want would want to love you whole heartedly,and you know i really really do.I will had no regrets once I had made up my mind.and you do know i want to love you whole heartedly for this and wont hurt you this time round.i love you.and you know i really really do"





Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ; 5:50 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
haiis
second for post todae,first post was on 3 plus am.
haiis.aiyos.feel like crying.but she cant.haiis.she had been holding back her tears for weeks.

haiis.haiis.haiis.
todae she went to his home,yeah,quite a happy dae.
at least her xsb is somehow cure.
haiis.they played cuhsion fight and tickling. poke poke^^ hahas
he cook noodle for herr.thanks to her darling.
yummy.It is his noodle that filled up her stomache.
she not gona eat any more thing.
When they watched haunted house, she saw her friend and her stead hugging each other, and when she's scared she will turn to her bf.how envy isit.she wish he could seat beside her.if now there isnt any two weeks,im sure she can too,like what her friend and her's stead do.
she wish they could hug each other again,but now everything is about two weeks.
the way they played,the way he cooked noodle.is this a chance?is this last time?is he trying to test his feeling for her or is he trying to give her a last happy day?
Her friends ask her not to think so much,neither she want to think so much too.

tomorrow she's going to school by 985.
how she wish she could meet him and go to school,
but doubt he want.
haiis.

She want to hug him.
She just want to tell
it had been days since she last saw him..
she really miss him and love him loads,
and want this chance very much.this song represent and sae out her xing sheng.
but she know she cant.because she give ppl two weeks hvnt two weeks say such words.
hvnt two weeks ask ppl this kind of thing,very dots.
all she can wait is two weeks,which is this coming saturaday,their 2nd annivesary.

She love him,and willing to be her guardian angel <3





Monday, May 28, 2007 ; 12:08 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
What a long long i had todae
morning went back home to pack my stuff
wad duhh hell.i reach home the same old pattern they had towards me again
tml ptm seciotn.how??parents cant go.sms mdm chin no reply
nvm then.
afternoon went for a swim with qian ting.
haiis.praticsing my song which i got to record
i am running out of time i dun know how to sing still
omg.then after went to meet my chimoanzee kor
my god.something corp him up.
hopefully he's alright.
then went to plaza to borrow laptop fro, jian kai
hahas.jian kai thanks you worrs!!!
On my way home,on 176 i drop my purse
wad duh hell!!!luckily, my parents came on time to chasae after the bus with my dad super super fasat and good matrix car!hahas
well, but i am still staying by myself.unable to go home.
haiis.

*yawn* it's tiring
i hvnt finish folding my straw.
my god,running out of time too.
inging also.Ny god
this fews days really dun know wad got's into me man.hahas

yesterday saw his sms.Got shocked.
she was happy somehow.
well,but she dun dare to think so much.
anyway she is driving her friends crazy.
because wherever she go she brings the photo and the bear along
when go to her friend house and ton she will hug the bear.that's ok
but what her friend cant stand is that,she's talking to the bear something
her friend was like OH MY GOD!THIS GIRL IS CRAZY!
Lols!but anyway guess that her friend should understand bahhs.

haiis.ta hao xiang ta,ta zhi dao ma?
10.30 plus,saw his sms
yup.shocked again.
then 11 plus he called
keep panting non stop
too nervous,the first thing she do was to msg her gd gd friend.
"die lerr,scared he want to sae that he want a break,dun want to think furthur."
then her friend reply back to her and told her to think postively and not to think too much everything will be fine derr.
she was nervous,she was excited,she was panicking too.,
nervous and happy,finally can talk to him,a him who she misses day and nights.
panick because she was thinking he was gona sae something which was not good
she tried to relax herself.she can feel that her heart was pumping in and out,non stop,very fasat,her heart beats was bouncing non stop.the blood pumped up all the way to her face,and she blushed.
After 5 mins,manageable already,better.
Then they hung the phone,she sms him did he had something to say to her after 12?
he reply yup
she sms her friend again,die lerr.perhaps he really want to give answer lerr.think he dun need anymore time to think about it and want a break immediately.very scared.and wana cried.
LOL!
again her friend told her not to think so much,think positively and smile and cheer up.
she was waiting for his call.his friend called and ask if we were talking.she answered no.
then she tried to called his hp.First two times no answer.third time there is a answer.
She ask him to return back her call,he say okay.but she wait and wait,yawn and yawn,was about to fall alseep,but she manage to stay awake untill now which was about three more mins to 3.30am.perhaps tonight he wont call her,so she got to wait and wait dun know untill when lerr.but all she knw is that she's willing to wait.

she dont what's her future,
but for now all she know is that,
Time may change my heart but her heart will remain the same to him.
Time may change his heart,but her love for him never change.


风很大怕你又穿得太少会让自己着凉
无条件为你放弃单独的旅程,为你坚强就不怕牺牲.
我的灵魂如此沸腾为我爱的人
喜欢复杂,还是习惯,单纯.我愿尽力完成你在我心中几分

Since after that day,she can only feel you in her dreams,
See you whenever she closed her eyes,
If Loving you iS wrong,then She wOuldn't want To be RiGht <3





Sunday, May 27, 2007 ; 4:37 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
Wad Duhh hELL.
fancy dropping into this kind of state.
living alone outside right now.
it's raining heavily buying materials for something.
Sorry not convinient,for those who know will eventaully know.
2 Xin Tia Tia Gurl,
acc each other 72 hrs.
She is strong.
She pretend to be strong.
Crossing the road todae.
Holding the materials.
It's raining heavily.
Protect the materials,not to let it get wet.
instead the two gurls got wet like drench chicken.
She's Cold.She's Sick.
most importantly,the things didnt get wet.If not LOL.
Just what luck did the two gurl go into these few days!?
Stop.Dun talk about Xin Tia tia Gurls lerr.
hahs.

She smile.
She hold back her tears.
She pretend to be strong.
She cried in the middle of the night
Feel so Sorry And missing Him.
Keep flash backing.

Living alone outside by herself now.
Thinking of and how she wish he was there to take good care of her again.
Thinking of his accomanyment.
The Hug which gave her comfort and sense of securtiy
How she Wish he is by her side now.

She's afraid of cat.
He use to protect her.
She got a fever.
He took good care of her like a mother.
She'g Hungry,
He use to take her to eat.
He love her loads,care her loads and protect her loads.
After that night before the previous night talk,
He sound like he's very firm with his stand, on the other hand he sound like though he's damn hurt but still got a little bit of qian hou mao dun.
The milk?
Drink?Throw?or kept in a fridge
it's beening kept.
cant show anything,but can infer something.
50:50 chance.or he just want to make it cold.or he just dun wish or dun know should he drink it or not.after all it's only a inference source.

He must be eating.sleeping or playing his PS2 at home.
Eat well,sleep well,play well?Perhaps.
Is he trying to numb himself over the hurt and stop himself from thinking?
Dont think he's doing any flash back or thinking about she and his thing?
Perhaps.
She dont know.
On the other hand.
She know herself.
Self reflection thinking for days and nights.
She started to be even true to her own feeling.
She miss him loads.thinking of what she did to him.
Both that makes and feels delighted and Hurt.
She know it lerr...

She know that what has been done cant be undone.
Broken heart,mend back,so?Still got scar?
The light in the flame,when it's relight it cant be as bright as before.
So she told herself,if she got this chance,She will not mend back his heart.
She will let his heart grow again,Devoloped it with love and care.
A promise.A Gurantee.
Gurantee with a Love heart without any conditions. [[ps.Proken Eng^^]]
First time chance,no promise or gurantee.
But this time round she thought twice.
She's willing to make not only a gurantee ,but a promise too.
You wont get a promise or guranteoo from her anyhow or in anyway,unless she's assured of herself and the other party that she can do it.For she know a empty promise or gurantee will hurt and dissapointed both parties.
Well,Alright let's stop here.


Days are getting colder
Raining heavily tonight.
He will catch a cold or cough easily.
She's Wondering is he alright?
Did he catch a cold or cough?
Tomorrow's "O" Level for him
She hope that he will get a nice sleep tonight,and able to prepare well for tomorrow.
All the best to Him.
I believe he can do it.Intend to send a message over,But dun wish to affect his mood or tomorrow.Even if it wont,a rest means a rest.No disturbing bahhs.
She believe no matter where isit,her blessing had been send out.Perhaps.
She just want to tell him "JiAyOu,U can Do it derr.Believe in yourself,Put in all ur effort.If at the end of the day you didnt get your goal at least you wont regret becuase you know that you had try all your best.But if u get your goal.Congrats,your hard work pay off! =)"

She Misses Him and Love Him Loads <3






Thursday, May 24, 2007 ; 5:11 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
My instistution is true one.
one msg,hurt him loads
more than enough and all gone
she tried to hold everything back but fail.
end up suggesting a 2 weeks break.[rest]
she board the bus,in front of him trying to be stong holding back her tears.
on the bus,she sob.That's a nice one.LOL.Flashing back,looking at the butterfly watch,Looking at the BEar,thinkning her lying on his sick bed,whose the only who care her and bother her when she's really SiCK.
who lend his shoulder whever she cried.
Flash and Flash.
fancy dropping droplets of tears bit by bit on a public bus somemore.
Reach hOme,acting to be stong,
Holding back her tears untill now.
It was all shattered inTo peices.
She tried not to cry,but she cant take it anymore,
But she trying to be Strong Still.
It was a Tough one.
after two weeks,she knew the ans very well herself.
but she hope there's a miracle to it.
She promise and gurantee this time round,
if came out to be a postive answer,she will totally be herself do wad she want,
and wont hurt him again.Be her real self,
perhaps this two weeks time is a good time for her do some seld reflection,
and find back herself totally.
she had plan 2nd june thing.all well organize.
SInce she had all plan,regardless will the answer be a positive one or not,will still carry out her plan.
Thanks for accepting her suggestion and request just now.

She still remebered everything very clearly,
right from the start
He accompany her to the CSS,comment her singing kept saying it was nice.
Encourage her and ask her to believe in herself that she can do it
Though in the end she failed,he still encourage her and promise that next yr if she succeed,he will treat her a meal. =D
He promise to buy a chocolate for her,he drag and drag,and he did,
it's a MILKY BAR CHOCOLATE!yummy!
hahas.the wrapper is still kept in her album,well,dun worry it's washed.
There's a weekday that he's hungry,she left the only bread,but she gave it to him.
Sneak out of the class lie to teacher that she was going to the toiliet.Well that's bad of her.
Silly!hahs.
She went to the escape theme park,went to bugis after that,hit on to a bloody hell top shop glass.
She sms him and told him,he then kepy LOLing.
He kept borrow her the books and mathematics stuff and money whenever she need it.
that's nice of him,ehs?

1st April,He kept guessing who she like,and kept asking her to go to the esplanade.
She reject and denied that she like him.End up he kept calling people,and ask.
hahas.that;s cute!
But in the end she still went to esplanade.
She didnt regret going,though that night she got somehow Jealous and EnVy of a girl able to lie on her shoulder and lap.She kept following the girl's action.wad e hell.that's PAISEH!
She managed to lie on his shoulder for a rest,and that's the only she shoulder she had lied before,it was a broad and comfort one.
At night went to westmall library and study,they drank bubble tea.
and tickle each other.Laughter after Laughter.
That's great
Untill after 12 midnight.here comes the exting part.Confession! <3
She got so nervous tht she aiyoing and blush.
On 24/04 They plan a most unforgettable birthday she ever had.
He Kneel DOwn holding a biket of Rose with a bear,
and ask for "married" with a "married Cert"
And there began their Story.

Now this story is having a break,
just like whenever a movie have few parts they will took a break and continue,but if first part of movie did not suceed,the director wont want to continue.
This First Story name it as a SINNOMEMORO.
Though she hurt him loads,she's living with guilt now,she love him still.
because of him,she's able to walk of the dark world and smile and shine widely.
Now this story had come to a break,after two weeks,weather they shall continue this story,it's all in their hand.

Till now the memory is still flashing and flashing...
But this girl told herself,within this two weeks,
she will do self reflection,and find back herself totally,if this story is able to continue,this time round she make a gurantee and promise,she will be back his happiness totally just like the way she did gave him at the start,At least no much hurting contents in it.

SiNnOmEmoRo <3
She <3>
Missing Him~





Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ; 2:32 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
Today i got back all my sub lerr.
i admit that perhaps this time round i really didnt study hard enough bahh
I got alot of C5 two B4 and the rest all U
math i knew that i can do better than this.
that goes the same for my chi and combine humanities.
for combine sc i knew that perhaps i may pass,but still fail.
I dont care and I dont give it a damn
during June holiday i want to study and revise till like mad
but of course at the same time i will still enjoy myslef and play uhhs hahas.
then at the end of the yr,
i wana to get a top 3 for both my combine humanities and chinese.even if i dun get a top 3, i must at least strive for a grade at about B3 and above.
No more B4 let alone U or C5
For math i must get a B4 or B3 at least,pls man.
For My combine sc i must at least get a C5
and that goes the same for my A math
Perhaps i'd made up my mind i dun think that i will give up!
I must preserve it till the end.

JESSIE,JIA YOU!!! =)





Monday, May 21, 2007 ; 3:25 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
today is 21 May
suppose to be our second celebration but then it doesnt seems to be like a celebration at all.
later on he got night study with his friends.
well, i wana go,but i know myself.
i mean i knw wads on gg on down there so i cant go.i ask him to ask his friend but then thinking of it like very ahshamed and ps.
well, if i knew it earlier,why let it happen.

not in a mood this few days
dun feel like going out.
having sleepless nights,
cry inside my blanket every night.
no one there for me.
what do you expect me to do?
i know he's there.
but then...he cant possibly be with me everytime
sometime in the midlde of the night want to call someone and talk to also difficult because i am afraid of disturbing other.
today i did something wrong again,why am i so cheap?i feel that i had lowered myself.what a bitch i am.or perhaps a slut even.
whenever ppl ask how am i? i will just ans me?fine?hahas.
but in fact i am not totally not fine at all.
i am at a lost,no one to talk to.how i wish my parents were open minded one,so that i can talk to them easily,but too bad they arent.each time i wana talk to them i got to be very careful,afraid of saying wrong things and let them mislead.My sister?No talk!hvnt even talk for 5 mins will started to fight already.
How i wish i have a sister or a brother but too bad i dont.
i am really sad and hurt deep inside,i pretend to be strong, because i believe that use to be me.
but after so many things had happen, i had lost myself,but im glad now at least i had find back myself pieces by pieces.though that's the case,but as i'd said,i feel that i'd lowered myself,cheaper myself.how i wish i am still friend with jul or the other girl,cuz for i believe that they are able to give me the best advice that i need especially the other girl.
what am i suppose to do now?
really, i am damned troubled.
damn sad.
damn troubled.
damn deep hurt inside.
No one will else understand,ehs?
i doubt.
As usual,
i just got to cry out from my agonising heart,hit someone to vent out my anger and run.
on the other hand it strike,i gave into my sorrow,i really cant stop crying.
seems that i am going back to the past whereby i am always sad and cry every night.
i dont want it to happen,but i just cant stop
i knew i got to put an end to it,
and said stop.
but i need time,but...
i am afraid ...i need really much much time,and the more time i need the more sorrow and pain i i will get.

Again,anyone will understand?
i doubt so,unless i tell that someone.





Sunday, May 20, 2007 ; 4:05 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
i feel that i had lowered myself.
i started to hate myself.
i keep thinking.
why am i so cheap to do such a thing.
causing me a sleepless nights
i simply hate that kind of feeling.
how am i going to envounter the future?
well,let's chg topic.
i'd enough of that anyway.

On 15 may,
u called.
u sae wana a end.
immediately that piece of glass in my heart started to crack and fall apart,and it shattered into pieces.
at that point of time i am speechless,
totally stunted.
but i remain calm and ask why.
i got to know it.
at last i manage to save it back.

My darling,
so sorry that i hurt u loads.
i know that sorry doesnt cure anything.
but i hv no idea of what to do but just keep saying sorry
i shall kept my promise.
i will not let u get hurt as much as before.
i will try my best to mend back the hole which i poke into,
i need time to express myself more.
yesterday the way u take good care of me, make me feels the importance of urr exsistance even more.
with you around,my sickness and so, had all wash away by the wind of the summer
it hurts me too to see you in this way,my darling.
let our incident be our lesson,let bygone be bygone and move forward.
but let our love remain a lovely ones. <3

i dont pin that u are a rich brat,
neither do i pin that u're a good looking guy.
but i yearn for a beautiful love in just u and mine world.

I love you <3





Friday, May 11, 2007 ; 5:12 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
Second post for todae.

Having you in my life is defenitely makes my life beautiful.
i dont expect on any completing of our story
but i pin on loving each other constantly everyday.

Though I am afraid you'll leave me one day,perhaps i might too.
No one knows.
if there's a stay, i am willing to stay.
but as u said we dont know what will the future hold for us.
so for now i just want to cherish and treasure
every min,every sec with you.

It doesnt matter what we have or what we do not have.
what matter most,is we do have each other,love each other.
Let's just hold hand in hand.
complete as many chapters as possible.
No matter what the future may hold for us,
Hope we will still be friend,and lead our life happily.

For now,what matter most is we do love each other.
love you darling,with hearts. <3





; 4:35 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
Recently.
my day is study non stop!
after sch open book study sc and math.
exam also.
morn wake up,at 5 plus study again.go sch study again.after sch study agaun.
study till like mad.
hope my effort pay off.

Beside that,
there's still other thing that bothering me.
HIIM.
crying alone on e bad almost everynight.
worry this and that
thinking of this and that.
haiis.
stop here.
gtg tc =)





Tuesday, May 08, 2007 ; 5:48 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
Recently,things are going simply fine.
but i feel mad and crazy,and stress.
studies!!!
i guess i did not plan my timing well.
im doing it now.
hais.
if not really is a doom.

hmmm,cant!Must jia you.can try all my best.achieve what i want.
since i can that well for my CA.Why not this time round,why not this mid yr exam?
I must do it,and try all my very best.MUST!!!
hahas. =)
JIa you!KAmPakTek!!! [[ps,dunnoe how to speel.hehex XD]]

lols.
thanks to him.
beside me,pei me study
dun knw derr still can ask him
thanks you my dear =)
i feel that recently u are quite stress or cope by smth,
but i dun want or dun dare to ask, cuz u might not want to tell me, in the end quarrel again.
or is i think too much.
hahas.
hopefully if there's really smth u will tell me bahhs,ehhs =)
i trust you =)

Arghhh...!!! Need to go and chiong for my studies lerr!!! hahas.
Thank you,my dear.I love you XD =) ;P :P =D X)






Saturday, May 05, 2007 ; 6:39 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
Last few days.
i just wana to cry out form my agnonising heart.
hit someone and run.
because i am damn hurt.
every single words from you, is like hundred of arrows shoot into my heart, my world.
u make my world upside down.
"END" this word is our land mine.
yet you still mention it time and times again.
when we had agree not to step on it.
I wish to cry,but i just cant stop,as for i knew,if i gave into my swallow i wont stop crying.

I dont know what will the future holds for us.
but what i know and what we had to do now is,
cherish each other,cherish every min every sec we have with each other.
let bygone be bygone.
live happilly like a nomal couple do everyday.

Darling,
i promise i will try to open up heart fully to you.
let's not step on our land mine again.
let's just hold hand in hand and walk along the path,
with sweetness and happiness.
let's help each other up when there's any rock path in front.
i am gald you will be there for me always, so do i.

Let's just smile and nv fail to laugh with sweetness and happiness.
only u and me.
in our own LOVE world.
Mr Milky Boy and Ms Parking. =)

I love you my dear,for you're my sunshine. <3









Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE



HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)
I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.
??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS
Cool Slideshows!
It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.


She Needs a Smile =) Y





My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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