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Wednesday, May 31, 2006 ; 5:46 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
wakaaks
todae went tuhh see ms tan
hum**it's heaven fate and answer.
she told mee tuhh remain at da same class.
at first she ask me me whiie and wad i wana drop.
then i sae lit.
but she say i got pass.then no niid
besiide ishh all the smae teacher.there aint anii chges iin teacher factor.
ishh just a matter of one more lit,besiide ii pass.
and those fail was only few marks goiing tuhh pass.
so she told mee tuhh work hard and revise duriing holidae.
and adviice mee.she sae she was once a sc and maths teach.ohs that's great.
ahahas...

hum***
yup..lyn million sorriew.
i was too eager for it.
rpely mee when it come tuhh serious bahjx
aniiwae urr rebonded hairr style was niice.
hahas.da rest viiew my blog bahx.hahas.

hhas.
todae Co.
hai hao nor.
then tml chemi,siaonz diao.
but bo biian gortt tuhh work hard ler.
so cant slack.hahas.all da best.

i will fiight all my way tuhh iit.
tuhh the end of my EYP.hehehx.
i will jia you der..hui der..
may guardian angel guide mee.
thankiew.
hahas.
now not free..if possible then blog agaiin bahx..hahas.
=)





Tuesday, May 30, 2006 ; 4:41 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
haiix.
todae gortt back my result.
dissapoiontment take place.
yup.this is da fiirst tyme.
its such a big blow tuhh me.
even my good friend,lyn get tuhh improve,and is in front of me.saw chiu too.
ii guess ii gortt tuhh drop tuhh 3/2 ler.
ii dunnoe.
depends.
my mum and dad.ishh also the fiirst tyme botheriing my reult,and upset wiith iit.ii dun wiish tuhh retaiin.
ii dun wiish tuhh upset aniione who is concerniing about my result.
thats bad enough though.
iim tired,of my sch liife,friiendshiip and more.now even studiies.
ii dun iish tuhh continue on thiis wae.yup maybe ii chg tuhh 3/2,will hv no one like me,
no friends,so?but ii guess its at least beta than iin 3/3,where by ii will hv no old "enemy"
and have "old" grudges,ehhs?yup.3/2 will hv those 4 gurls,who ishh my fear of miine sensitiveness,ehs
but as ii saiid ii will chg,and make em accept me as part of their close friiend,as we were ONCE close friend,except one of e girl iinsiide.i dunoe.iim damn confuse.all i want is a good study environment.i admit 3/3 rox.but that class doesnt suit my life.alriight at least i guess that 3/2 is average for me.
ii dun miind.
iit's all depends all fath.iif god noes my future,and had alr deciide for mee long ago,then ii will accept iit.weather iif i were tuhh remaiin at which class,i wil accept iit,with no regrets.this time round no regret.even iif regret it was willinging der.ii shall not regret for anii path ii take for my study from now onwards.
i had leave iit all tuhh fath,to destiny,and to god.
most importanly myself,no matter ii remaiin in the same class,chg classes i also had tuhh buck up,and study hard.and of cuz not just say,but done it too.

>.<>





Monday, May 29, 2006 ; 8:22 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
hahas.
yst do my IC ler.
yeah!!hahas.
the processing was quite interestiing.
okaes.ii noe that iim suan ku
haiix..ltr ptm.dun thk my parents will bb goiing bahx.
hahas.
hum..let mee see.
haahs.
okiiew.
i now gtg ler.
ii now mapling lehhs
if can ltr then ii blog agaiin bahx.
ahahs.





Sunday, May 28, 2006 ; 12:17 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
raiiny dae.
mood swiings.
hahas.norrt really nar.
butt n0rmally raiiny daes,ppl dun really hv da mood,ehs?
they wiill tense tuhh feel siianz nn tiired nn then just wana tuhh hv a gd rest at hm,
but aniiwae rain dae,wee can sleep well.haahx.
once agaiin, i sleep at four smth am.hah.
hmm.
actually gtg ourrt wiith saw chiiu,but iin da end cuz orff da raiin we diidnt manage tuhh d0 s0.
maybbe ltr gortt peiiliin tuhh pei mee lorr.hahas.
siax diao -_-"
hmm..hvnt eat yet lehhs.ii only eat one piece of chocolate cake,and few pieces of marshmallow.
hahas.yummy.
i want my lunch!!
hhaa
holiidae cant fiind work tuhh do.
aiyoyoz.what can ii do?lolx.
dun recommend mee tuhh work iing mac wiil d0,hahas.thanks ler worr.
hehex.
okiiew.gtg ler.take care.
iif possiible ii will publiish an0therr post at the niight bahhx.
hehex.buaix.take care.





Saturday, May 27, 2006 ; 12:26 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
heya
few daes never blog,ehhs?
hahas.
s0 h0w eu guys fiind my new skins??
wahaha.
well..
today liife for mee was alright.
accompany saw chiu to the lot one,then went tuhh peilin's house
for some stuffy.hum..quite fun over there.but too bad i cnt stay overniight
hahas.before that.iin da noon, ii called chriist and chiimpanzee.
heehx.iim siining on da phone when tokiing tuhh chiimpanzee..he's on da publiic bus,and he threaten mee tuhh on the loudspeaker iif ii contiinie siingiing,hahs,but ii didnt bother,ii contiinue siinging.cuz ii noe he wont do that.hahas
wahhs.chriist's phone dio confiscate.so iits hard for me tuhh me c0ntact him lorr.haiix.siianx nar..
hahas.
hmm..okiies.gtg ler.
now is already 3.29 going tuhh 3.30am and yet iim here tuhh blog.
s0 shd ii sae gd niight or gd morn before ii go off?hahs.
okiew.both then.alright ii noe datt iim lame uhhs.
okiews.sign off ler.buaix.take car3.





Friday, May 26, 2006 ; 6:35 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
Just what excatly did i do wrong?
i keep telling myself to endure and preserve,
to endure and preserve...again and again.
but now it had already come to a point which i can no longer
endure and preserve.
i don want to become this way
is that another high wall, which is the obstacles.
and i'hv got to climb over it to get back on myself again?
Can anyone tell me,just what excatly did i do wrong.
where is my mistake,how do i change it?





Thursday, May 25, 2006 ; 5:07 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
ahem.
weetes.
long tyme no blog,but busy tagging,ehhs?.
hahas.

hmm..
well.STRESS OUT.
okies finex.friendship.
with AG.
well,i admit.once again everythg is strated by me.
who mess up the whole thg.now im trying my best to let nature take it cost,and hope they will forgive me bahx.

well,
everythg that happen normally starts by mee.which ishh cause by my sensituive.
yea.im damn sick.how to chg it?control my miind?
im tryiing.can aniione gimme me ideas on how shd i chg mar?
im damn sick of myself,let alone my friends!
help.pls gimme ideas.

secondly.
studies.results.haiix.
no comment nar.just wad gots with mee huh?
i dunoe.i must jia you lerr.
hehex...

thirdly.
love.this kind of stage.good in relationship der marr?
i dunoe.im confuse.
____________________________________________

well,
for everythg that i had done no matter is + or -
to other is foreva -.im dman sick orf myself ler.
yea.history tuhh bb a past.but happy history are meant tuhh repeat,ehhs?
i just feel that e bad history had not been totally get over with it.it had remain a shadow.is all this shadow that made me to think alots and become sensitive.how do i get rid of this shadow?

destiny lies on my hand.its given by god.
there's two special power in that word.which is forgive and forget.isit really hard for human to forgive and forget?
is that so?

why my friendship turn upside down?
::can i hv it back???
why is my sensitiveness cause me all these that i had mention above?
::may i noe how tuhh get rid of my sensitive?
_______________________---______________________

well.STRESS OUT
im damn tired of myself ler.
who i love?who i miss?
wad am i doing?
wads my friendship world going on?
wad had me become ?
TRIED.STRESS.

GUARDIAN ANGEL__
I BELIVE U CAN HEAR MY WORDS.
PLS.GUIDE ME THE RIGHT PATH,WHERE THERE'S SUNSHINE LIGHT. SHINE ON.THANKS A MILLION :: A BILLION.





Sunday, May 21, 2006 ; 3:57 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
okies well.
today life for mee was quite okaes.
except,i had some conflict with tz.
wad duhh lorr.
forget itt...

hmm..mm.
im hving doubts in lynda side manz.
alright since she say when she tell me e truth i dun trust her,
then finally yst when i i trusted her abt her cousin's birhtday party thinngy.
but then in the end i got conned.she didnt go for it, yet she;s playing her game or wadeva.xcuz i can see her in msn.alright i noe thats nomb.hey
but look manx.
since when i finally trusted her,she lied tuhh me again
so do u call that sensitive again?
then when i prob her,she dun dare or didnt reply anythg,she just sign off.
so once again,is this wad u call as im sensitive?
or thinking too much?
*doubting*
-_____________________________________

yeah!!!aft next week sch holiday ler lorr...
hahas.then no nid go tuhh sch00l for l0nely life liaox.
woots.im so happy.hahas.but sad at the smae time.cuz very sianx
then once again if wana contact that lyn is dman troublesome.
its hard tuh hcontact her,cuz she's running away from me.
hope that she wld stop doing that..lolx.
okaes be ready for sch tml,then fllowed by geting result slip and then parent meets.
ohs.yea.
okies.grandpa wana play ler.
gtg ler.
if can continue ltr.buaix.take care... >.<





Saturday, May 20, 2006 ; 7:17 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
t0day nth tuhh blog.i am not sure of wads my mood for todays.
but all ican really say that im really dman tired.
is there anythg that i can rely on to vent on my tireness and angry?
is there anythg that i can do to stop my sensitveness asap?
so just wads the world going oin?
just turning round and round 24 hrs,while my days goes on like that?
im just really damn deep feeling lonely and tired inside.


i dunnoe.
i damn tried of myself.
i tried tuhh pull myself up.
i try to cheer up mmyslef.
i try to smilex more often
i tried tuhh live for the sake of my close friend who is aerogirls.
i tried to live for the sake of others like my god siblings
i tried to live for the sake of other ppl who is surr0unding me.

YEA I DID TRIED.BUT DO U KNOW HOW TIRING IT IS?
in fact i feel tired inside.and the other fact was that it im just wearing a mask.hilarious?am i ?no i dun thk so.if just another fact of im lying to myself!!!

i was thinking...
-why my friends hate me?
-why aero girls detest me,and say there's more thing into by keeping me in the dark,without telling me wads's that more?
-why e 2Js will detest me.?
-why my parents ___ me?
-why everywhere i go,there aint any good human relationship?
-why the aerogirls would avoid me?
-why those who are once surrounded me,craps with me,joke with me,will leave me alone in the end?
-why would i even hate myslef to the core in the end?

OKIES.NOW I FINALLY KNOW WHY.CUZ OF MY FUCKING SUCKING ATT.
OHS.THATS NOT THE MAIN POINT.
THE MAIN POINT IS THAT.TO EM, IN THIER MIND Im JUST NONE OTHER THAN WHO BUT A JINX WHO WOULD BRING ALOT OF TROUBLE TO THEM.AND I HATE BEING THE FACT THAT TO THEM I JUST A JINX.AND I HATE IT.
IM TIREDD AND SICK OF IT.ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.IF THERE'S REALLY A GUARDIAN ANGEL EXSITS.AND IF SHE OR HE DID HEAR MY WORDS.PLS I BEG,GIVE ME SOME GUIDANCE TO GUIDE ME ON THE RIGHT PATH WHERE THERE'S BRIGHT FOR ME.
IM ALREADY DAMN TIRED OF BEING HATING MYSELF,BEING DETEST BY EVERYONE,EVEN MY ONLY CLOSE FRIEND.IM TIRED OF INUSULTING.IM TIRED OF BEING LONELY,AND LIVE WITH MY OWN SOUL AND THE FUCKING ATT,IN MY OWN WORLD.IM TIRED OF MY SENSITIVNESS.
IM ALREADY DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN TIRED. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE BEING LONELY
IM SICK AND TIRED OF IT.
*in fact i dun mind if any one see this entried.cuz is the fact.and beside im alr a loner.so wad for being scared of shamness?a loner is alr shame ebough to be.so it's okae with me.
i beg for guardian angel to guide me the right path...please...

so is there anythg that can really pull up myself again?

i beg for the guardian angel once again,pls guide me to the right path where there's bright.thanks.






Friday, May 19, 2006 ; 6:29 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
heya.annoymous pls stop everythg here.and get lostenuff is eunff.pls stop making a nuisance of urself.well tok tuhh ame.haa.there's smth i best not tuhh noe?so wads the thg going on in there?i dunnoe.i damn tried of myself.i tried tuhh pull myself up.i try to cheer up mmyslef.i try to smilex more ofteni tried tuhh live for the sake of my close friend who is aerogirls.i tried to live for the sake of others like my god siblingsi tried to live for the sake of other ppl who is surr0unding meYEA I DID TRIED.BUT DO U KNOW HOW TIRING IT IS?in fact i feel tired inside.and the other fact was that it im just wearing a mask.hilarious?am i ?no i dun thk so.if just another fact of im lying to myself!!!

i was thinking...
why my friends hate me?
why aero girls detest me,and say there's more thing into by keeping me in the dark,without telling me wads's that more?
why e 2Js will detest me.?
why my parents ___ me?
why everywhere i go,there aint any good human relationship?
why the aerogirls would avoid me?
why those who are once surrounded me,craps with me,joke with me,will leave me alone in the end?
why would i even hate myslef to the core in the end?


OKIES.NOW I FINALLY KNOW WHY.CUZ OF MY FUCKING SUCKING ATT.
OHS.THATS NOT THE MAIN POINT.
THE MAIN POINT IS THAT.TO EM, IN THIER MIND I JUST NONE BUT A JINX WHO WOULD BRING ALOT OF TROUBLE TO THEM.AND I HATE BEING THE FACT THAT TO THEM I JUST A JINX.AND I HATE IT.
IM TRIED AND SICK OF IT.ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.IF THERE'S REALLY A GUARDIAN ANGEL EXSITS.AND IF SHE OR HE DID HEAR MY WORDS.PLS I BEG,GIVE ME SOME GUIDANCE TO GUIDE ME ON THE RIGHT PATH WHERE THERE'S BRIGHT FOR ME.


IM ALREADY DAMN TRIED OF BEING HATING MYSELF,BEING DTESTE BY EVERYONE,EVEN MY ONLY CLOSE FRIEND.IM TRIED OF INUSULTING.IM TRIED OF BEING LONELY,AND LIVE WITH MY OWN SOUL AND THE FUCKING ATT,IN MY OWN WORLD.IM TRIED OF MY SENSITIVNESS.
IM ALREADY DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN TIRED.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE BEING LONELY
IM SICK AND TIRED OF IT.


*in fact i dun mind if any one see this entried.cuz is the fact.and beside im alr a loner.so wad for being scared of shamness?a loner is alr shame ebough to be.so it's okae with me.
i beg for guardian angel to guide me the right path...please...





Thursday, May 18, 2006 ; 12:41 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
weets.
hmm..that gurl who tag in blog.hey pls anythg tok in friendster msg.
thanks you.

wows.these few days under depression?or is i think too much ler ner?
hm..i've got no ideas lehh...hahas
but there's alot of thing for me tuhh say since i had not blog for a few days ler
hehex.

okies.
firstyly.
ahum.let me see uhs.
yup.today get back most of the result liao lehhs.
wows.not really quite happy. maths paper 1 can get 40/60 then now become 34/60
noe y?cuz of my damn careless mistake.my working do correctly but answer or the statement is wrong.my paper 2 hvnt get it back.may god bless me wont be failing.lolx.
then my A maths paper.yst teacher give ans and the mark for each step only.she hvnt give us the actual paper still lor.but i guess i fail a maths for sure ler.heh.haiix..i long have mentally preparation ler.its not surprising at all manx.oh.yup.the most dissapointing one is my CHINESE!!!P2 out of 70 i can only get 37.wad duhh....paper 1 out of 70 i can only get 39.walau all is like few more marks to get 40 lor.then oral out of 50i can only get 42.5.okae for oral i noe that perhaps i should feel content ler.LC hvgnt noe yet.but for the mean time i only know i get 65% for this Mt P1P2P3.hahas.humm..yups..then my physics.hahas.
today very funny lor..teacher give out OAs.then she go and see.say i lost her or she lost me 2 marks.hm..im wondering since u wanted tuhh noe abt my marks so much,why dun u come forward and ask me,or ask anypne who seat near me?isnt it more beta than just go see other ppl?haiix.nvm.just let it be.
my oas yea.get 15/20.but paper 2 hehex... >.<..louusy ler.s0 become out of 50 i can only get 20.weii..five more marks nia lehhs...lthen can pass ler.okies finex i noe thats alots.hahas.ahhmm....my lit.27/50.weii.. 3 more tuhh go to get 30 lehhs.sometimes im wondering.are we arent up the standard and expectaion yet or is the teach standard too high ler ner?lolx.
hmm..ltr try asking my eng teacher and chemi teacher for my results bahx
but anyway u did set a target for myself ler.for the ca2.hahas.

Secondly.
Mdm chin!!!
sometimes im really wondering is she just only out ehre to encourage me only mar?
she kepy saying i improve alot.but i dun see any.isnt it still the same grade manz?
ohs.ha.aiya she call the boss then.hahas.
then today mr kor gave out the SS paper.
for those who section b got 9 and below had to stay6 back.before my name was call out i had alr expected that i will just pass the paper.but NO.in fact i can great marks,and i was shock.beside i dun have to come back tuh h sch.i got 27/30.ohs that cool,ehs..opz.sorry.i think im oo exicted ler hahas.

thirdly.
hahas.ee hwa actually detest me and see me buay song der lor.
i dun mind if she my this post.
and for this tim,e ropund im sure i didnt accuse her.
when xn got her to seat beside her which is near me,ee hwa's eye suddely like point tuhh my direction
trying tuhh hint xn she dun wan cuz of me.
hey gurl pls bahx.haix.suan ler just let it be.
its so wad duhh..if she happy she can treat me well,if not is the opposite.


fourthly
today aft sch.around noon.aiya dunnoe the timing lar.
amelia suddenly ran towards me.and tell me haly dun detest me,they avoid me is cuz my sensitivness.and more.she also say is that ehre's smth is best i dun n0e
but amelia.look.since u say u all alr accept me as part of u all,then u all shd at least discuss with me just alittle bit of thg.regarldess is abt or not.if is abt me then the more u all got to tell me.yea.there's something best for not tuhh noe,cuz i might feel hurt.but let me tell you wad,im a kind of per, who rather feel hurt and prefer tuhh be direct with me instead of beening kept in the dark.i hate darkness.got it?
and uhs...sure u noe the miss call case on lyn's phone,ehs?
okies.and jolene stuffy,yup.she will feel abit fan.but not really.cuz after all she's willing tuhh help me as she noes me well.finex.then tot u wana say that they wana say the truth?but in the end they ran away ler.so thats the truth uhs?i think u shd find thimer tuhh tok tuhh em and advice em tuhh tell me the rueth.
if in the end the truth in about that im being too sensitive,then i've got tuhh apologize tuhh you all that ler.
i will try tuhh chg then.cuz frankly speaking.i detest myself for that particular reason too.
hope u wuill ths msg tuhh the rest of haly.as u got tuhh ocntact with em most of the time.thanks ler.
hahax..

_______________________________________________________________

wows.
exam finally over ler!!!hehex.
actually can relax ler.
bur stil lstress uhhs...cuz of love world.friendship world.and more.
haiix..pls pls pls...if there's really a guardian angel beside me now,pls guide me the right path tuhh go.
i dun wish to walk another wwrong path again which was like last time choosing the wrong pair of friends.
pls guardian angel show me the way down the path.thanks.
hahas.gtg ler.take care wor!!!hehex.





Saturday, May 13, 2006 ; 9:03 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
hiee.
iim here tuhh blog again ler.
hahas.
hmm my tag board.wow..
is in a critial,cauase by someone.
haha.dun caare liao larr.

sianx nar.that damn benny
tml end exam, in msn keep tempting me.
weii...stop it hor..haha...
my mei mei tml end exam too.
hahas.wow.why all s0 fast der?
UNFAIR!!!!

damn sch...opz.i think i beta mind my words if not that head of sch see hius ler ler, will sure kill me der uhh.hahas.anyway im just kidding.hehex.


hmm..ltr gtg tuhh lot one library tuhh revise with christ.
hahas.hmm..thankQiew christ uhhs.
for ac me tuhh study,when ur exam had already ended.
hehex.

MON-eng and maths paper 2
TUES-Chemi and a maths
the sub which i fear the most is maths and chemi.
chemi i lose my notes on bonding.hope that mdm azmahan will hv time on mon for me,tuhh teach me again.regretting for not being attentive in her class.i keep sleeping in her class..hahas

okae lar.
i shall end h3r3 lerr.
hahaz.wait then continue tuhh blog if possible bah.haha.
i gtg and watch e devil beside you ler...hehex.

=) =) =) _____miss hilarious jess. <3





; 4:57 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
woots.
todae went tuhh Je entertainment center.
well,hahax.thats great.
me and sandy went there tuhh take neorints.haha it was indeed fubn.i hvnt scan yet so too bad.hahas.then at mrt station saw christ.suay lor.haha no lar.kidding only nar.
weii..chris formal clothe dun suit you...cuz of one point.and idun wish tuhh mention hehex.
u look like a diff per,and gave me a diff impression.i dun noe how tuhh describe either yea..hehex.

hmm..then after that sandy went tuhh my house,then back tuhh lot one again.and hv our dinner.hahas.
hmmm...before that we were in lot one too..hehex.
then i say beeny.hahas.he got shoot y me,cuz i call him bugs bunny mar.okae lar.kidding only hor...bunny.hahax.hmm smilex =)


THATS SANDY ME.THE HILARIOUS GURL.
SMILEZ!!!..haahs.

go tuhh go off soon
so take care.





Friday, May 12, 2006 ; 4:35 AM?
Baby , i love you so.
hey
okae.i just got her letter.
so i hope she can understand abt the friendship matter,and the fo tang stuff.

and oh ya.
for the one who tag in blog,luffy,ehs?
pls.make it clear here.
i hv no comment for christian,neither do i dare.
beside pls make it clear too.i didnt say i dont believe in chirst
and saying its fake,neither do i dare.
and for sure i did trust in christian and god's life.
beside ths few days i had been hearing abt the god stuff.and i did undertsand much more better
so pls do not misundertsand me,by saying i dont trust in ur god's life or comment abt anythg/
thank you.
______________________________________________________

hmmm..
stress.stress.stress.
stress in lots of stuff.haha love?friendship?sutdies?
but im glad tuhh hv a bunch of my gd friend tuhh brighten up my days.
they are none other than HALY.
but other than em,of course there;s still another important group in my life.
haha.they are hendy,saw chiu and chris.
wow.especially thanks tuhh chris and saw chiu.thanks for brightening up my life/
since the day i noe u all,i knw i had met a great friend.
haha.hmm...and chirs i think i will be going tuhh church with you ths sat.haha.tuhh be confrim again with you okae?hehe.
chris!!!WEAR BLACK SPEC.haha.u promise der uh,afetr eam if not i kill you.
hmm..frankly speaking,i finally can find a friend who is abt the same as me.like our thoughts for future?there MAY be a chance woking towards together for our future.
and pls.dun ask me wad it means.after exam u will noe.and horr...but if its negative hoppe you wont be sad.haha.im still willing tuhh be ur 7 11 GA derr..
hehex.

STUDIES!!!!!
ya.damn stress.
combine human!!!can get A1 der..but now...haiix..give my source base and map pull down.
nvm akaka akakaka...fighting on still for my chemi.shit o dunnoe bonding.i will try my best tuhh figure out.and A maths i make sure i pass.hahas.

wows.
i shall end here first.
my aunt hurry me ler.
she very petty der lar.opz.hahax.kidding nar
okies.tuhh be continue.if possible =) smilex.

and oh ya.0nce again hope u can understrand e sms stugg.abt friendship...and fo tang.
thats it.buaix.


buaix take care everybody.hahax.





Friday, May 05, 2006 ; 9:17 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
okies.
it seems that is such a long time that i had not type ler bahx.
hmm let me think how long.guess shd be a few weeks?haha.
this blog gona tuhh be rusty soon,if i let it continue in an pathetic state with no one come and tag and more.okies i stop my craps ler lar,
hahas.

haiix.
this few days.
STRESS...CONFUSION...take place.

STRESS.
wad duhh...
exam coming.
i need tuh revise i cant afford tuhh get loust grade this time round.i must buck up.
so that the regent principle will accept me.shd be lar huh.
hahas.is not im not loyal or hate cckss.
is just that my sch life in that is sucks.
humilation take place manz.human relation not that good.
guess cause of that gurl go around spouting nosense of me.isnt that chlidish?im not trying tuhh say myself mature or wadweva.hehex.
plus...now a daes there's lot of things i had tuhh settle.haha.love friendship and more.
hehex.
yup..that gurl...wad duhh..who she think she is?
get my paper only over there scream like hell.pls lar.shut up lar.u noe u very noisy and childish?u want play primary sch gaming go tuhh pri sch.this is a sec sch where shd be having peace and more.u keep on luaghing and talking in class till so loudly manx.pls do have considerate for others.beside u urself chg tuhh cold blodded gurl is ur own fault,dun blame on other.mind set is urs.it depend on u urself on how u wana lead.oh ya.pls.if next time u dun like certain thg pls dun go around and tell ur friends...then in the end u do the thgs which u dun like.yea.u accept christ.i didnt say anythg.for sure i hv no rights tuhh be any comments.because it ur own believing.but pls lar huh..in the past u keep on complaining tuhh me abt christian.then now u accept christ.arent u being wad mar?[[means no offence]]
Oh ya.there;s one thg i wana annoce loud and cearly tuhh you.i had give up on the friendship.so pls stop diturbing me by keep on harsshing me like turn over my bag and stuff.
pls do have considerate for others and stop acting as if u are one big giant controlling over the whole city.if u think thats awesome i can tell u here its NO.its call childishness.got me clear?if u had then thanks you.if no..then maybe is ur potiential of undersstanding too low liaox.
so once again.we go ur own serarated way.and stop harrshing me.
i shall stop all this thgs here...


tuhh be continues =)









Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE



HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)
I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.
??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS
Cool Slideshows!
It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.


She Needs a Smile =) Y





My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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