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Friday, August 17, 2007 ; 8:28 AM?
Baby , i love you so.


reaprroaching.remorseful than ever.


her personality and character is really that lousy:
she is insensitive to other ppl's need.
she is too sensitive.futhur Question other's ppl reason.make accusation
her sensitiveness had lead her to many paths which harms her.
though she had change some of her sensitiveness for certain matter.
is not all yet.her furthur question,"accusation" made ppl hurt and think she dun trust him or them.
even she kept saying she trust.alright she really do.but again the repeated point which had been mention above let ppl think she dun trust them.
she's not gona to continue.she's gona to stop.not all. but slowly. not in one day time.but some times.
she believe she can.if she say she will,she will.she chg not for the sake of him,but her girlfriends,herself,family and her future.she knows if this goes on. she will lead a miserable than ever.she really hope that she can have her friends and his support and trust her that she can do it. if there's still a thought of chgning,there's never too late.she know she gota chg.and she oso know no point of keep saying "chg" when there's no action.
ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.

Her mummy is heartbroken. broken into pieces.she saw her mum tears start flowing.
Her daddy got hurt.some brusises.
Her sister running over like mad.
her sister's friend together with them.
The girls cried together. Just to consuel this girl.
Daddy over there keep talking.
but she herself. stood at the staircase.listening to their coversation and cried.
she had alr reapporach herself for treating her loves in this way.
now,she reapporach herself for not being able to be the eldest.
she have got no right.yet why do hevaen still pick her?
she was thinking,she was partly blame for her sister.she knows that she had never been a good sister.
she know that she's not fit to be her sister,neither is she fit to be the eldest daughter in the family.
she did not manage to join in the conversation and talk round to her sister.yet she stood there.crying.reapporaching herself for her love and family.
Initally she thought that she was just bad enough.but later on she wish herself decieve herself no more.
SHE'S NOT JUST BAD ENOUGH.BUT SHABBY.

Now everything seems like going back to the past.she manage to revive from death once.doesnt mean she can now too.things SEEMS to be getting out of hand.but let the sympthom be.
hevaen once took her life away,and give it back to her.give her life path to chose.
heaven is kind enough to her.this time round? she feels like heaven is playing a trick on her.give back her life,let her chose her own life path.but now seems that heaven wana take it back.will she revive again.she dont know.she's now for the sake of their date,friends and family.Struggling. Challening with the heaven,she's gona hold her breath.she wont give up till the last moment.last min. especailly november. her date with sha gua
she will hold on too, for the sake of her TT examination.she not only wana prove to those ppl out there who had been depising her always,but prove to herself too that she could do it.

her thoughts.eveything seems to be this way;
he SEEMS not to believe that she cld chg.
he SEEMS not to bother her anymore.
he DOESNT SEEMS to be hurt.but is really hurt.
she knows that she cant outwit that girl who love him too and might be pursuting for him.Not that she trust or hv no confidence in him or this relationship.is that she had.everything which seems and doesnt seems to be.
nothing she could do.just wish that he could support her in disregard and really trust her that she's actioning it that she cld chg.most importantly,after much consideration,ponderings and self questioning.she really do turst him.
and love him loads.
they SEEMS to dont understand her
they SEEMS to be tired of her.
they SEEMS to feel damn sick of her.
but she's glad.despite all these,her friends dint levae her in the lurch.the endure and tolerate her.
and tried to accept for who she is.
their SEEMS to detest her alots.
their SEEMS to really depise her
their SEEMS to really think she cant be the eldest.
even she herself thought so.
but isit really this way?not accusation.not suspection.not distursting.just wondering.

she dun wish to lose her sister.though she admit her sister is sickening.but after all they do have happy times which value lots more than she herself think.
she dun wish to see her mummy in pain,she's hurt too.
she dun wish to see his daddy got cut,ger heart got a scare too.
she dun wish to lose him.she loves him.hope he still too.
she dun wish to let him hurt.she's heartbroken too.
she dun wish to see him in this state,when there's smth gg on in him,she cant help.she feel helpless.
she dun wish to make them feel sickening.she wants them to be happy.
she dun wish to make them feel hurt cuz they thought she disturst them.she will feel guilty and upset too.
she dun wish to make them feel agaited because of her.she loves them loads too.and she really truly apprecaite them.
she really gona stop it.love but not hurt him
she know wads right and wads wrong
yet here sensitivenss made her follow her heart and do wrong things.
she gotta stop it.
if she's with him again,she really wish to love him even more.
not make him hurt numb and tired.

He is absouletly right.THEY WILL CHANGE.why?
because. THEY CHANGE BECAUSE I CHANGE.

she just really want and wish that she can live on to see the future.
be with him
meet her friend in the poly.
achieve her dreams
she dun wish to end it at this sweet 16.
it's crummy.
NO WAY.SHE"S GONA LIVE ON.
FOR THE SAKE OF HERSELF.HIM.FAMILY&FFRIENDS

[[darling.dun worry my dear if you are.like i told u and promise u before i will live on.days are getting colder.do take care.dun skip meals.how's ur prelieum?hope eveything's fine for you.if u dint do it well or u are nt sastified with it.work harder next time.there's still some time left for improvements.if u are sastified with it.then ur hard work paid off.then continue with it.hahas.jia yous wors.pls my dear,dun bu li wo,ehs?will be waiting for ur calls and smses.rmemeber.when getting out of hands must take ahem.u know what is ahem ders.told u sms before lerrs.hahs take care.wana eat wedges? i will still cook.i want my JYA CHOU's movie disc.i wana watch.dun forget each other's promise.wedges and show =) SHA GUA! blehhs. love ya =X]]

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end.
With you by my side
I will fight and defend.









Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE



HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)
I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.
??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS
Cool Slideshows!
It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.


She Needs a Smile =) Y



JournEyY

My Beloving Gal-Friends =))
SawChiu Dear =D QiAn tInG Dearling =D YuPin=D JiayAn=D

valerie =) | Jolene =) | ShuNi JiE =) | Huiting =) | AmeLia | LynDa | Fadz =) | ShAoQuAn Kor | LiJuAn mEi | Ee Hwa | XiNjIe | wendy | EmiLY| Collen | Felicia | miaoxuan | xianling | Jazreel | YanLiNG =) | Alice | JunWeI TingZhen=) | CaiJun=) | i-xuen |

The Past Y

May 2005
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July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
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October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
September 2011


My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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