I only love hIm

Thursday, July 05, 2007 ; 10:43 PM?

Baby , i love you so.

Todae.
went to schgate pass him the lit book.
humms.hopefully.
he did his best.
hahas.
aiyas.he sure can derr bahhs.
hahas.his lit stronger than me,i even use his note.
LOLS

then later on kisiaodrs came to my house.

hahas.vivie went to lesson after that,and drea.

continue later come to my houses.

hahs.on our way we play swing.

haiis.i sing a song which describe my feeling.

she sang hers.i sang mine.

i sang "nv let you go"

muhahaahs.

my leg turn woobly,but still can walk.at least not like yst that worst.

LOLs.

Wed.
3rd of july.
yeah.
early in the morn get spilled by the hot oil.
my goodness. that was so careless of me
heys.but im smart i mange to heal it in time if not my hand will be swollen -_-"
yeahs.sorry vivie,dun hv ur share.next time.promise.deal.
who ask that toopid harshbrown quality so lousy.
smash.
yeah!he ate my bread.hahs.though i know it doesnt look quite appealing.
hopefully the size of the short suits him
actually theres even nicer desgin,but i got no time.
so i didnt for other branches.
hence, i chose the most nice one among there.
hope he like it =)
Noon.went to the Orchard.Plaza Sing
Ohhs.they went to SAMUEL AND KELVIN to buy T shirt.
OM!got dashing boy boy inside.
my friend wan his number.muahahs.
well,initially they want drea then later on me to get to the number
i said "NO!my heart still hv my darling derr"
then they were like ok~
end up,me and the other go take tgt instead of either of us.
Hums.he dun want give.
i was like.OMg.so? dun give uhs?then forget it lorr.
my friend was quite mre like of a shi wang or sad,i guess.hahas
later on we went to drea house.
Stay till night and then went home.

Yesterday.
was the most terrible dae in her life.
he gave her a cherry neacklace.
she love it loads.
she's not gona to take out!cuz she just simply love it.
gald tht its a stainless still one.
hahs.at the note,he wrote 4 mths is too long,dun wait for him
she earse that in front of him,and she will forget it,her memory is failing so defenitely she will forget it der.
the star she didnt rub away.
she took it as a wishing star.
she wish she might,she wish,she wish upon a star.
then later on,they kept arguing of wait and dun wait during lesson.
it was like so sickening.
she didnt go for one period of chinese and one period of A maths.
later on noon,her leg was totally no strength
her hands and legs were shaking.
she called her gf,drea to help her out.
they intend to call him in the first place,but she said no!she dun want to know or pity her.
she just simply dun want.
end up she help her down to the maingate,she sat down for 1 hr plus.
ard 3,Shaoquan alvin and benjamin came to her rescue.
three of them help her.and borrowed a wheelchair from the general office.
thanks guys for the help.
went for check up,annouce that got to go to the Hospital for check up.
she's not going alright.
end up calling her parents to send her hm
if she dun want.cuz she alr expected what will happen.
and yeah indeed it came through.
she rather climb home then got her parents.
hate those nasty words.it hurts loads.
okies.drop that topic.

(( hey girls, hope u all do understand,
i look like she show att,
in fact i didnt,she totally got no strength,
when the guys held me up,i did try put in effort to stand up too,
but really cant.i really did.trust me,pls!
i want go home but i cant.
whats all on my mind her,my future,will i be lame?
i look fan,thats why i sound like i showing.
i dun know what else to do or sae to let u gals know im not,
but just hopefully hope u gals understand how i feels deep in her heart.
and vivie was sick,she feel terrible alr,i knw.but really i just cant bring herself to stand up,i did put in effort pls.hopefully that u gals had cool down.and vivie is feeling beta.really i will remember this day for life that when im unable to stand up there's at least still my girlfriends there for me.im touched.though i know you yesterday u all feel peack check or fustrated,but u were didnt left me in the lurch,u all didnt want to left me there alone or with others.thanks for being there for me.when i made u girl felt so "burn out".
really u all are indeed my true friends.the dae i cant stand up, is the day u all held me up and pull me through.that little tiny thing,seems to be stand a memory in my life,and thats what i call "through think and skin" i love you girls. ))

she hate it.
she just simply hate it.
why when she's so down and was somehow like in a pit,
she face prob with her friends.
her love left her.
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listen up.
he's the one,initailly who said 4 mths.
dun ever tell her is long.
time wait for no man,hence time flies.
it just simply pass as quick as u thought.
tell her a million time a zillion times not to wait
tell her 10 good,reasonable,valid reason not to wait
tell her it was the last thing
tell her it was a request not to wait.
make her hate u by all means for just not to wait.
make her thinks u are cold blooded
go ahead and weizhuang
go ahead and do all sorts of things for asking her not to wait.
HE GOT THE RIGHT FOR ASKING HER NOT TO WAIT,BUT SHE DO HAVE THE RIGHT TO WAIT
SHE WILL STILL WAIT.SHE KNWS WHAT SHE'S DOING
SHE HAVE HER OWN PATH.SHE WONT REGRET HER PATH.
EVEN IF SHE DO,IT'S WORTH REGRETTING.
[[second times in my love life hving a stand.it was only a second time.her stand is not only firm but as strong as you thought.]]

No one knows what will happen 4mths ltr.
no one know.
like what he said whats meant will be.
so she shall for the 4mths to see are they meant to be.
By the time they are not meant to be,she will bow her head to the fate.
and remain as friend with him.
she dun wish to kept on mentioning the date date date,cuz she dun want him to stress him
but yet he kept making her to reply this type of things.
pls.stop it.no matterhow much they said now also no use
NO USE!THE MORE THEY SAID,THE MORE UPSET SHE WILL BE.
she dun wish to forget him.
she dun wish to hate him.
she dun wish to let it go.
is not she dun wish.is she dun want.
because she's true to her own feeling.
she know she still loves him
she knows she miss him still.
she knows she just cant help loving him more
at leat she's better than someone out there.
she dun lie to herself.
she knows what's she doing
she just really hope that if as long as he love her still,
he wont tried him best to forget him,but let nature take it course and wait for the date to come
she just hope that he would be true to his own feeling by then.
UNLESS.if by the time,
she MIA within this four months OR after 4 mths.
she was lying in the hospital.
is the time whereby she had cancell and gave up on the date. NOV 2 or NOV 3
bcuz,if by the time she was in hospital,they love each other still,
she dun want to be tgt anymore.cuz she dun want ppl to laugh at him that he had a lame gf.
she dun want to be his burdren and made him tired again,she dun want ppl to keep saying behind his back that he gf was a lame one.
she dun want,cuz she cares and love him.he might not care,but she cares loads loads of it.
she dun him because of her become a laughing stock to other ppl.
becuase she knows she love him loads.

[[Darling,i just simply love ur neclacke loads.i had alr expected u will give me a necklace but a cherry one.
i will and i shalll cherish it.im not gona to lose it.cuz it was my precious,most importantly it was from you.
i told you wad happen to me.cuz i knew we still hv each in heart,i respect you.but not wnt you to pity me xin ruan,no other evil intention too,dear.can you just pl stop that topic of waiting or not.as u said whats meant will be.lets wait for the time to give us a answwer and see are we really meant to be later on.glad to hear that now you are eating.hahas.u quit sora,ehs?well.not sheng kor tell me derr.so dun wuhui him.hahas.rmb i told you what?i supprt ur desicion for this,not matter what's the end of ur final ans quit or not.i support ur stand.heys.rmb dun stress out urself for O lvl,jia you.sleep early horrs.dun watch watch urr wadeva SCV drama.i know u got SCV no niid show off derr.blehhs =P ]]

CHERRY NECKLACE.
I WILL CHERISH EVERY MIN AND EVERY SEC WE HAD.
I DONT WISH TO KNOW WHO WILL BE MY NEXT CHARMING PRINCE,
BECAUSE U HVNT FIND BACK THE LAST PIECE OF THE PUZZLE IN MY LOVE LIFE.

i love him,cuz he shine on me.

hiding grief.
tried to stay happy,
as she promise him

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

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It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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