I only love hIm

Saturday, July 28, 2007 ; 8:35 PM?

Baby , i love you so.

Could someone tell her why is there such thing as life and death apart?
if such thing wana exsist in the first place,why muust human being created.
to let one per die or leave,and let those who are living feel sad and pathetic,
why do heaven have to prank on people by this way?
dun tell her is part of life,is a test,why must there be so many things be part of life in the first place then?
thought the world including the god had always wanted us human being to live in peace and harmony?
then why created so many test to make human's life diffcult?
WHY TELL HER WHY!
she admit!she's fear of life and death apart.
she admit!she wana hide from the reliaty
she admit!she just simply hate this.
why do so many people she loves gona leave her,eragdless whenever she need them or not,
why do they and him got to leave?
is there a need?
then she rather be the one who die first and leave those peopl living behind.
she's selfish!she admit!at least she died first she wont be the the one playing the role who had been leave behind to be sad and cried.
she rather peopl feel and cried for her because she's gone.
no longer in this world!

Tell her,tell her why!do people,friends comes and goes ard,
why cant they just enter ur life and settle down?
why must there be so many creation?
WHY!tell her why!
if ppl are meant to be comes and goes ard each other's life in the first place,
then why do friends,family and evebn human exssist?
SInce in the first place we are like toy got to comes and move ard each other ppl's life

The most scary thing in love life
she had figured out,firstly,the greatest dist is not u love that per,and that per dun love you,
is both of u love each other,yet you all cant be together.
next,is feeling,whevever either one party lost feeling everything is gone.NO TALK!
there's more to it but she had forgotten.

Teach her,how to lost memories
teach her what she shd do to forgot everything?
EVERY SINGLE THING.
should she run over and bang into a car,
would that do?
or should she just bang her head into a wall,untill there's blood till she fainted?
or shd she just jump off from third building, pushing her head downwards?
teach her then!
HOW?!
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The rain just never seems to bring
The joy I feel the same.
Everlasting pain of my loss remains.
My heart can’t seem to learn to part
The hold you left you mark.
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark.
Though I told myself won’t hold my breatha part of me was dying.
There is nothing left for me to do now.
But give in.If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.
The way you left me on the train.I don’t know what to say.
I remember everything of that day
I can’t believe we’d never dance
I just need one more chance
To share the sunset our one last romance
Though I told myself won’t hold my breatha part of me was dying.
There is nothing left for me to do now.
But give in.If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.I would sing to you and tell you
I won’tLive my life without you.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you
I won’tLive my life without you.If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go

i feel so helpless.
i am no longer the past jessie who knows who are capable to help people
not even my own love
is there a need for you to lock up urself,
switch off ur hp,
and lost contact with others or maybe even just me.
is there a need for you to feel so empty
when im always here to love you,
even if my love wont be able to to fill up ur empty heart,
there's still t rue friend ard isnt it?
yst u lock urself up in the toiliet,i stood outside,
a ray of light shine in,but what i can see is no more longer light,is still darkness,
i wana switch on the light,but im afraid is to bright.
why not,is the time for you to show urself?
for this once!
THIS ONCE!relieved urself,and be urself.
u wana cry,go ahead,u wana be crazy go ahead!
u wana be upset go ahead.No one will blame you.
stop wearing ur mask for this once.JUST THIS ONCE.
try putting it down!NO HARM.
BU YAO ZAI YIN SHI,ZAI WEI ZHUANG LE!
Dun act like nth's gona happen anymore.
dun act happy ler,thats not you,
ur happy doesnt comes from the bottom of ur heart,ehs?
i dun everything which happen yst to be the last dae.
no such thg call last day,
im helping you to do smth right now,
thats why i got you to trust me, nothing will happen
u gona be alright.i hope that at the time when the date reach,
if u still hv feeling for me
u wont act away,u wont gimme this thg as an excuses.it's unfair for me
u had alr treated me unfairly almost everything,u may.
but not that time when the date had reach.
u gona bu cure,nth's gona happen.
i still hv loads of words hvnt say to you,
u once promise me before u gona take neoprint for me,
we said before after O lvl we gona the our most memorable place to stay overnight.
is it u wana see everyone cried for you,upset for you,then u willing to show urself?
u wana see everyone die for you then u will show urself?
if so,why not let me be the first one?
im helping you right now,dun let my effort went into the drain
you got to stand up for urself! you got to zheng qi yi dian cai xing!
u got to be strong!pls i beg you...
I WANA YOU TO KNOW,
NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO
I WONT HATE YOU.
NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO,
I WONT GIVE UP!
so pls do you,if u are,dun give up urself.
FOR NOW,
YOU CANT LEAVE BEFORE ME.
HATE ME FOR ALL U WANTED,
SCOLD ME FOR HELPING YOU.
BEAT ME UP FOR TREATING U IN THIS WAY
THREATEN ME AND SAY YOU NOT GONA TO TALK TO ME.
ONCE AGAIN,
NO MATTER WHAT I WONT GIVE UP

I prayed to god,
dun let the per whom i love the most,and dun let that someone who love me too,
to leave.dun apply the death and life aprart on us.
im depressed enough.
really,i prayed to god.dont.

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

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It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
June 2005
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November 2005
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May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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