I only love hIm

Tuesday, June 05, 2007 ; 11:30 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

Sorry guys if u think that she is thinking too much or being over sensitive again as much as before.Pardon if u find her more paranoid than ever
She dont want to become this way.but really too many things happen.
she's trying to cheer herself up,trying not to be so paranoid anymore.
Really,she need time.
Her relative pass away.again what she fear most.live and death apart.
Friendship,bcuz of a outsider got to break up.
She got chased out by her family.
Working and earn for herself.
Result drop drastically.
Sick,No one cares for her anymore.Keep fevering non stop untill now.
She almost knock down by a car,and landed in hospital a few times.thanks god.she was still safe and sound.
She almost lost the person whom she love the most in this life.Thanks God she manage not to let it slip away.
No one understand her,no one knows excatly what she want.
She was damn troubled,She wanted to share with someone.
But who?HIm?recently he is busy and perhaps not in that good mood.
Everything is stirring up,
Her life is going to turn topsy tursy and upside down once more.
She need support,she need love and concern,especially the type she was pinning on.
She realise that she alone cant continue this path anymore like she use to,she wanted to give up,
She admit for this time round,really too rocky,too watery,too muddy to walk alone.
she had no strength to carry on.
She dont want to walk alone.

Yesterday,
to her disbelief lots of things happen.
it seems like from a little match girl she had change into a golden girl.
but,only for yesterday.
She was damn sick.fevering still.coughing badly.damn weak inside.
she used her sickness to hide her grief.
Her sorrow eyes,bitter groud smile,whose head will keep lowered always was all covered by a mask.
A mask which is much more better.a mask which have a smiley face, a mask whose eyes shows happiness,a mask which would help her face up.

She went to bpp with her good friend.
halfway throughout,she cant bear hiding her grief anymore,
she decided to leave,and apologise to her friend.
she went to take 176.To WM.
To recall back all the memories that she had with him before.
On the way,She carried the bear all along,
never let it go.
Her tears was about to roll down her cheeks.

She went up level by level.
First level, Couple Rings,She remeber he said before wanted to back but he's not sure of her size,she already know,it's size 13.
Third Level,watt's up shoe.where they browse her beloved mickey mouse watch together.
Food court,where they used to eat,and shared a plate of food together.
Library.most memorable ever after.2nd of april.that day.they met there.went to library and studied together,play tickling.she wore her black PMK shirt.putting on a blue clip.While he was drinking his bubble tea,too cold and shivered.yet he played with her hair clip and tried to pull it down.She's afraid he might played with it again,and hence unclip and kept it.hahas.
Last level, they went to ENG WAH there,to bet and see what time do the haunted house show start,but in the end she lose.
Basement,she remembered they went into the shop and save,he bought her M&M chocolate.and each time they went to the sweet talk,he will bought whatever she want to drink.
Then she went back to third level again.where they break up.she sat at the staircase,
rinsing through her mind,doing flashback,curdled herself,lowered her head,shake her head and sigh.tears of water started to vibrate in her eyes like gona to flow out.Soon,she know she could no longer hide her grief so she cried out.she cried as much as she want.she knew that it's time she cant be stand anymore,she knew she got to take a break,give into her sorrow and cry out from her agonising heart.cry out and feel better.
After that she was singing in there and expressed out all her feeling which had been eroding her heart and mind.

Later on,she went to take 985.
Thinking of him accompany him to take bus to lot one.
Thinking of what they did in the bus stop.
Everything seems so beautiful in her mind.
It kept replaying non stop.
She board the bus and alight at CCK polyclinic stop.Saw a few guy playing bb in the school hoping and pinning that she could see him.
But no.she didnt.
She went to take 985 again.While waiting for the bus,she called him.
Still thinking of if he want to meet.She doubt he want but in the end,she still tried to ask.
To her surprise,he didnt reject.
She was overjoyed to the moon.Soon,she was energetic again.
She faster board the bus,and was too overjoyed that she alighted the one stop earlier.
Luckily the bus hvnt drove off,she hurriedly board the same bus again.
Finally she met him.

The moment she saw him,
he put his palm on his forehead,
wana to know how "hot'' her fever is.
Of course she was happy,at least she know that he still care for her in some ways or so.
They went to pack food for her sister and set off to WM.
They went to eat sweensens!!!Yummy!!Tasty and delicious.
He called his banana curmble, if she didnt remembered wrongly,and she ate her Firehouse Happy Birthday.They look at the menu,one of the drink called HONEY DARLING.sweet and cute isnt it? But the drink ermms...But what most importantly is the ice cream is tasty.
He ate fries,he wana feed her,but she prank on her,when he wana feed the second time again,she dont trust him,but in the end she trust him again and let her feed.hahas.Indeed worth her trust.while eating loads of her bubbles pop up.hehex.Uhhs.It cost a a bomb.She wana chop him one,but cant bear.LOL.After that she shivering and damn cold.coughing even badly.

They went to uncle tibits,
she wana buy sweets for her friend birthday.
But she was damn cold that she was trembling.
"are you really that cold?"he asked her the first time
She dun know weather should she answer or not,because she guessed he know wad's her next step,but she knew she cant hide it from him,becuase obviously she was trembling.
When he ask the second time,she admit,she expected it.
She got stun and shocked.She dont know what to do,all she could do was to act Xiao.LOL
that was bad of her.
She then later suggest went into the library,as for she knew only there could let her and maybe him too to recall back the past. on 2nd april.nv be forgotten <3

That's where she feels that she's just like a a golden girl yesterday.
Just like from a poor girl to a rich lady,and owns lots of fortunate
and her only fortunate is none other than HIM. <3

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

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SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

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It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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