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Thursday, June 28, 2007 ; 11:02 PM?
Baby , i love you so.
wondering will he read this post when he's so stress out,or should i said that he had burn out?
i dont know.
he left her with a reason.
he left her with loads of question marks
he wana be fair to her yet. dont wish to solve her doubts.
he told her he wana told her long ago,on the other hand
he told her about the mum words were hint,yet why at the end of the sentence.
still said he believe he can manage?
it was just 2 or 3 days later he told her he cant manage.
she hv no doubt for his reason.
she accept the reason,
cuz she fully understand his stand.
but on the other hand becuase of loads of question mark,
his sentence head doesnt match with the tail.
made her even more annoy,upset,sad.
whenever ppl ask her,"heys,how's ur boyfriend?"
one answer.break.mths ltr see how.
they ask why.
how am i going to answer?
im not gona sae out his reason,cuz many ppl wld think it's his excuse.
if his reason was the fact,i dun wish ppl to misunderstand him like that.
it's not fair for him.
he might not care.
but she care,cuz she love him.

so all he want is study.understand.
but he end up watching tv,playing ps2 the most
or study the most?
he break up, is it cuz of my fault?
am i exerting too much stress on him?
i dont know.
if it is, why dont he just tell me straight,
and i know what to do.

he didnt come today.
was it cuz of yst?
was it cuz he is sick?
or cuz he dont wish to come.
normally aft that she will go to his house.
if he's sick she sure cook porridge for him.

deep in her heart,
she was thinking,she was blaming herself,though the reason the doesnt lies with her,
but she thought so.
perhaps problems really lies with her,isnt it?
She was thinking...
1.where the hell did i went wrong?
2.my fault,i cried everytime which made him stress
3.my fault.im not understanding enough.
4my fault. i did not treat him beta,did i?
5.my fault.i didnt listen to his words
6.my fault.it was me who give him stress
7.my fault.i didnt concern him enough
8.my fault.when he's stress,i didnt give him my support,isit?,did i?
9.my fault.i am the one who sometime throw temper,ehs?
10.my fault.perhaps i didnt give him enough care.
ALL MY MY FAULT!

she kept thinking all these.in fact is more than these.
she feel so sorry yst.she didnt know he had a tiff or fight with her bro.
she feel so sorry.she know he look stress,yet didnt talk to him.is nt she dont want.is a matter of would he tell her.

she went to the wrong lane when taking bus.she was suppose to go the the ladies,she thought there is at the 4th lvl.
she could hold the chopstick wrongly.
she hadn't eaten for days.perhaps she did.only one meal.and that one meal was a tiny bite.
she cant focus in class.she sob during lesson.yst she thought she was feeling beta,cuz she concentrate beta.
but who knows when it come to night time,before she fall alseep.she cried.
even she didnt cried,she feels that her heart was crying too.
morning wake up,while bathing she cried again.
when teacher was talking,she could only distract herself by listening to the teacher,when there's no teacher her heart was not in class anymore.her tears going to flow again.
but she hold back.
every mins she tried to hold back her tears.
now she finally understand how isit feels when the heart is crying non stop.
day,in school.she tried to hide her grief.she tried to put on a smile.
she tried hard.
she didnt avoid him is,
she dont want him to see her,if the place she goes got to pass through his class,she will turn one big round.
she dont dare to let him saw her,cuz she dont want him to feel stress or anything anymore.
ta shang xing.ta nan guo.first time she use these three words.

Yupps.she still treat him upon as her darling in her heart.
Tuesday she will not hand it to him personally.
she will not contact him anymore.
wont sms.wont call.
wont.she will wait for him to contact her instead.
she dont wish to contribute any more disturbant or exert any more stress to him anymore.
so she shall wait.




[ Darling,i really hope, we can even be tgt without having to wait for our date.if it cant,
im willing to wait.2 weeks. was a small test.nw was 4 mths.i shall prove to you how long my love can last for you.once my stand is firm,nothing can change my mind,not even storms and winds.pls pls pls.
do eat.u arent fat at all,u are muscular alright.u may be the survivour,but if dun eat u hc no more energy.
pls, u are very very heaty,drink more water,ehs? Days are getting colder,sometime it pours heavily,pls do take gd care of urself.
i want to tell you,no matter what state are we in now. im owaes here for you.if u are sad, im willing to be urr listening ear.i will owaes be 24hrs standby for you.heys.u everytime sae i ban dan, everytime sae my soultion not soultion.is u havnt seen the real yet only.hehs.i know how to distress.if u really damn stress,dun mind looking for me,i will be here for you.show you what a ben dan can do.blehhs.regardless what's the answer 4 mths later,rmb my heart is always open for you.rmb i will wait.rmb our date.
pls rmb that i do love you.]









Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE



HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)
I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.
??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS
Cool Slideshows!
It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.


She Needs a Smile =) Y



JournEyY

My Beloving Gal-Friends =))
SawChiu Dear =D QiAn tInG Dearling =D YuPin=D JiayAn=D

valerie =) | Jolene =) | ShuNi JiE =) | Huiting =) | AmeLia | LynDa | Fadz =) | ShAoQuAn Kor | LiJuAn mEi | Ee Hwa | XiNjIe | wendy | EmiLY| Collen | Felicia | miaoxuan | xianling | Jazreel | YanLiNG =) | Alice | JunWeI TingZhen=) | CaiJun=) | i-xuen |

The Past Y

May 2005
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July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
September 2011


My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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