I only love hIm

Sunday, May 27, 2007 ; 4:37 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

Wad Duhh hELL.
fancy dropping into this kind of state.
living alone outside right now.
it's raining heavily buying materials for something.
Sorry not convinient,for those who know will eventaully know.
2 Xin Tia Tia Gurl,
acc each other 72 hrs.
She is strong.
She pretend to be strong.
Crossing the road todae.
Holding the materials.
It's raining heavily.
Protect the materials,not to let it get wet.
instead the two gurls got wet like drench chicken.
She's Cold.She's Sick.
most importantly,the things didnt get wet.If not LOL.
Just what luck did the two gurl go into these few days!?
Stop.Dun talk about Xin Tia tia Gurls lerr.
hahs.

She smile.
She hold back her tears.
She pretend to be strong.
She cried in the middle of the night
Feel so Sorry And missing Him.
Keep flash backing.

Living alone outside by herself now.
Thinking of and how she wish he was there to take good care of her again.
Thinking of his accomanyment.
The Hug which gave her comfort and sense of securtiy
How she Wish he is by her side now.

She's afraid of cat.
He use to protect her.
She got a fever.
He took good care of her like a mother.
She'g Hungry,
He use to take her to eat.
He love her loads,care her loads and protect her loads.
After that night before the previous night talk,
He sound like he's very firm with his stand, on the other hand he sound like though he's damn hurt but still got a little bit of qian hou mao dun.
The milk?
Drink?Throw?or kept in a fridge
it's beening kept.
cant show anything,but can infer something.
50:50 chance.or he just want to make it cold.or he just dun wish or dun know should he drink it or not.after all it's only a inference source.

He must be eating.sleeping or playing his PS2 at home.
Eat well,sleep well,play well?Perhaps.
Is he trying to numb himself over the hurt and stop himself from thinking?
Dont think he's doing any flash back or thinking about she and his thing?
Perhaps.
She dont know.
On the other hand.
She know herself.
Self reflection thinking for days and nights.
She started to be even true to her own feeling.
She miss him loads.thinking of what she did to him.
Both that makes and feels delighted and Hurt.
She know it lerr...

She know that what has been done cant be undone.
Broken heart,mend back,so?Still got scar?
The light in the flame,when it's relight it cant be as bright as before.
So she told herself,if she got this chance,She will not mend back his heart.
She will let his heart grow again,Devoloped it with love and care.
A promise.A Gurantee.
Gurantee with a Love heart without any conditions. [[ps.Proken Eng^^]]
First time chance,no promise or gurantee.
But this time round she thought twice.
She's willing to make not only a gurantee ,but a promise too.
You wont get a promise or guranteoo from her anyhow or in anyway,unless she's assured of herself and the other party that she can do it.For she know a empty promise or gurantee will hurt and dissapointed both parties.
Well,Alright let's stop here.

Days are getting colder
Raining heavily tonight.
He will catch a cold or cough easily.
She's Wondering is he alright?
Did he catch a cold or cough?
Tomorrow's "O" Level for him
She hope that he will get a nice sleep tonight,and able to prepare well for tomorrow.
All the best to Him.
I believe he can do it.Intend to send a message over,But dun wish to affect his mood or tomorrow.Even if it wont,a rest means a rest.No disturbing bahhs.
She believe no matter where isit,her blessing had been send out.Perhaps.
She just want to tell him "JiAyOu,U can Do it derr.Believe in yourself,Put in all ur effort.If at the end of the day you didnt get your goal at least you wont regret becuase you know that you had try all your best.But if u get your goal.Congrats,your hard work pay off! =)"

She Misses Him and Love Him Loads <3

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

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It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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