I only love hIm

Thursday, May 24, 2007 ; 5:11 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

My instistution is true one.
one msg,hurt him loads
more than enough and all gone
she tried to hold everything back but fail.
end up suggesting a 2 weeks break.[rest]
she board the bus,in front of him trying to be stong holding back her tears.
on the bus,she sob.That's a nice one.LOL.Flashing back,looking at the butterfly watch,Looking at the BEar,thinkning her lying on his sick bed,whose the only who care her and bother her when she's really SiCK.
who lend his shoulder whever she cried.
Flash and Flash.
fancy dropping droplets of tears bit by bit on a public bus somemore.
Reach hOme,acting to be stong,
Holding back her tears untill now.
It was all shattered inTo peices.
She tried not to cry,but she cant take it anymore,
But she trying to be Strong Still.
It was a Tough one.
after two weeks,she knew the ans very well herself.
but she hope there's a miracle to it.
She promise and gurantee this time round,
if came out to be a postive answer,she will totally be herself do wad she want,
and wont hurt him again.Be her real self,
perhaps this two weeks time is a good time for her do some seld reflection,
and find back herself totally.
she had plan 2nd june thing.all well organize.
SInce she had all plan,regardless will the answer be a positive one or not,will still carry out her plan.
Thanks for accepting her suggestion and request just now.

She still remebered everything very clearly,
right from the start
He accompany her to the CSS,comment her singing kept saying it was nice.
Encourage her and ask her to believe in herself that she can do it
Though in the end she failed,he still encourage her and promise that next yr if she succeed,he will treat her a meal. =D
He promise to buy a chocolate for her,he drag and drag,and he did,
it's a MILKY BAR CHOCOLATE!yummy!
hahas.the wrapper is still kept in her album,well,dun worry it's washed.
There's a weekday that he's hungry,she left the only bread,but she gave it to him.
Sneak out of the class lie to teacher that she was going to the toiliet.Well that's bad of her.
Silly!hahs.
She went to the escape theme park,went to bugis after that,hit on to a bloody hell top shop glass.
She sms him and told him,he then kepy LOLing.
He kept borrow her the books and mathematics stuff and money whenever she need it.
that's nice of him,ehs?

1st April,He kept guessing who she like,and kept asking her to go to the esplanade.
She reject and denied that she like him.End up he kept calling people,and ask.
hahas.that;s cute!
But in the end she still went to esplanade.
She didnt regret going,though that night she got somehow Jealous and EnVy of a girl able to lie on her shoulder and lap.She kept following the girl's action.wad e hell.that's PAISEH!
She managed to lie on his shoulder for a rest,and that's the only she shoulder she had lied before,it was a broad and comfort one.
At night went to westmall library and study,they drank bubble tea.
and tickle each other.Laughter after Laughter.
That's great
Untill after 12 midnight.here comes the exting part.Confession! <3
She got so nervous tht she aiyoing and blush.
On 24/04 They plan a most unforgettable birthday she ever had.
He Kneel DOwn holding a biket of Rose with a bear,
and ask for "married" with a "married Cert"
And there began their Story.

Now this story is having a break,
just like whenever a movie have few parts they will took a break and continue,but if first part of movie did not suceed,the director wont want to continue.
This First Story name it as a SINNOMEMORO.
Though she hurt him loads,she's living with guilt now,she love him still.
because of him,she's able to walk of the dark world and smile and shine widely.
Now this story had come to a break,after two weeks,weather they shall continue this story,it's all in their hand.

Till now the memory is still flashing and flashing...
But this girl told herself,within this two weeks,
she will do self reflection,and find back herself totally,if this story is able to continue,this time round she make a gurantee and promise,she will be back his happiness totally just like the way she did gave him at the start,At least no much hurting contents in it.

SiNnOmEmoRo <3
She <3>
Missing Him~

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

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SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

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It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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