I only love hIm

Thursday, October 26, 2006 ; 9:40 PM?

Baby , i love you so.

Fri,27/10,1.10pm

am i gone totally?DOnt know
had i create those trouble? no!
had i been looking up for her to create disaster in her life?NO!
had i been backstabbing her? no!
had i offended her? In the past yes,but now NO!
Now,i owe a total world of my own,and sso does she!
but why it seems like,so far yet so near?She kept creating disaster in my life.Time again and again,i fall down,i pick myself and stand up,and walk contine walking on the path,telling myself,it's ok,it's alright,it's over.
Dont blame her,one day she will be tired of it and get over it
But it seems like these are endless.

Now i had a few good friends
yea.i know.in the first place they are pitying me,but when come to the later part,NO,they are not,therefore we becmae good friends.i can sense it.
Now cuz of her words,im gona lose my good friend again
they are a bunch of friend who are unique to me.
When i cry,they will hug me,wipe my tears for me.and never thought of ps me,even if they did,they must hv their own reason behind it.
they chose to believe me not the rumours.
But now, becuz of her words[though it onvolved my chrac],it had cause disaster in my world,main pt,her words. can make my good friends wana leave me.cuz of her words had implicated lots of inncocent,and let a person detest me without me knowing just what's she going on.and let 2 of my friend leave me.
SO AFTER ALL,JUST WHAT SHE WANT TO DO WITH ME???

well..
frankly speaking,
i had long collaspe,but i keep telling myself,
it's ok,it's 0ver,it's alright.
Beside that 2 friends of mine,kept comforting me,
im too SELFISH.though i can sense that they are sad,torn in pieces in their heart,i still let them stay strong and comfort me.Those kind of feeling to them.aint good either.im not an understandble girl as what they thought.im just simply too selfish
But up to now.when i become mad cuz of her cum my two gd friends gona lose soon, i had collaspe totally.

im tired.im sick of it.
im really speechless now.
may i give up,when i had stay up to here?
i dont know.
i know it's not worth it when i had pick up myslef up to here,whereby it's not an easy journey,
but..
IM REALLY TIRED le lehhs...
but i know once i take break,everything in my world,will be a t0tally dakrness,the stars wont shine anymore.
really..really..really...im..too..too.. too.. tired
perhaps it's time for me go back to the darnkess,whereby there aint any stars be blinking in the cl0ud anymore.

IM NOT HURT.
CUZ THOSE HURT DEEP IN MY HEART,HAD SLOWLY BECAME NUMBNESS.
ITS THAT NUMB, THAT I DONT FEEL ANY HURT FOR THIS.
I JUST SIMPLY TOO TRIED.
WHY WHEN I HAVE A GOOD FRIENDHSIP,IT WILL GONE SOON,
IT 'S NOT SELDOM,BUT ALWAYS.
THATS WHY I KEPT THINKNING ARE MY FRIENDSHIP FOR NOW IS AN ILLUSION.
WHY JUST CANT SHE AND THE REST LET ME OFF?AS WELL AS MY GOOD FRIENDS,IS THERE A NEED TO IMPLICATED THEM?ME TOO! DONT UNDERSTAND WHY HER WORDS JUST SIMPLY INVOLVED ME,BUT WHY SHE NEED TO INVOLVED OTHER PEOPLE.
IM JUST SIMPLEY TOO TIRED~~~

i just wish that the two e gd friends of mine,can be as usual with me again.cuz only them,can make let me find by myself,and not for them,i wont be seating here blogging,instead i will lock mysef in the room.
recess eat alone,or go to the back yard,walk and sh0p alone,and not for them,i wldnt had find back pieces of myself but now it seems that
i m gona lose pieces of myself again.i really hope nOPE.
i just wish that the three of us would settle down soon,and we can be good friend and normal as usual,instead of just we being gd friend cum sis deep in our heart
i just really wish..we can be back the same again.

May i say im gone soon now??

*i dont wish to gain and symphatise or so for this post
thankiew =)

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

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It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
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November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
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September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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