Yst,too much misunderstanding.
but in the end it was fianlly solved,im glad it had.i really wish that i could change that,but then say is always easier than done.but however for the sake of my future and other more, even though im gona to collaspe,i will still try by all means to change.
I hate myself in many thgs,like my old habbit of sensitiveness,which brings me alots of trouble,and let ppl find me irriating 0r i can say say that, my sensitiveness let whose who wish to be friend with me,good friend.fear them off.All thanks to it.
Thats' sickening.

Well...
Everyone should have their own brightness time and rainbow.I kept telling myself,though no matter how dark my world had become to,
i will still strive all the way to get out of it,and look for the world which i ought to be,look for the sunshine,rianbow which it does belong to me.
And now cuz of that something, [[which i cant mention here]]
i had started to walk out of the darkness,even though i had not complete went back to the wonderful world which i ought to be.But i will still continue to strive hard for it.

My world:Be back myself,Have 1 or 2 bunch of true friends be there for me [[ which i had it before,and im still pending on to that ... now...]] and be back a Miss Hilarious Jess which is actually,shd be me.in addtional a love world for me,which i will leave it to fate.To have a stable,good mark in my studies,and love my family forever.
i dont ask for a 100% perfect, i only ask for things which contents me.The Perfect with the Unperfect mke a perfect world or sweet, sour,salty,bitter is a perfect world too??hahs.thats my view.

Today,went out with saw chiu,having a fun and crazy time manx.
we kept craping,at first was like very bored and tired,like we are wearing out like that,but till gona to be the end of the day,we manage to cheer up,and craps happily.ha.
i am glad that we manage to end our day with a happy one.
i kept going around asking for a part time job.
I wish to work.is not because i've got alot of free time,play or i had nothing better to do.
No.That's not the case.I work for money.And i work for money not because im a money face,is just that i need money to support myself,i dont wish to everytime pull out my hand of the pocket and say "give me $$".Though i am still not that "mature"[[age]] enough to support myself in everything,but i wish that when i need to buy small stuff in both for my own and studies,i can fork out myself.Beside i still had my both younger sis and bro.it can be quite a hard time.
at least if i had earned some money, i can gave them some of it,and they can used in anway they wanted.But now the marketing stuffy seems bad,no much people would want to hired for employee.Beside those who wanted to hired for employee,they dont want students,or they dont even want below 15 yrs old teens [[unless u are no longer a student]]It's so probematic.Since even adult is having hard time looking for a job,let alone a 15 yrs old teenage like me.hahas.never mind i will still tried to find,and at the same time i will mange my studies timing well

hahas.
it's already very late and i need to go and have my dinner.
i shall end here.Sweets dreams,good night.
tag me more often.hahas

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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