I only love hIm

Thursday, June 01, 2006 ; 12:10 AM?

Baby , i love you so.

today tired.
clean my ah ma house.
they are in shang hai.
hahas.
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iim tired.
iim tired of being a loner
iim tired of being friendless.
iim tired of accusing
iim tired of myself.
should ii let off everything?

how eu feel ....if ur a per whose so much into friendship and loyalty?...look...
how wld eu feel if u treat ur friend status as close friend,while he/she only treat u as nomal friend?
how wld eu feel?
how wld eu feel if you and her/him were once close friend,but now in the miidle of NM and close friend status?
how wld eu feel if eur friiend is fear of urr sensitiveness and they leave you?
and now all alone in the dark world,being a loner,whereby u treat her/him as a close friend,while the other party treat eu only as a normal friend or miidle?

how wld u feel,
iif eu once wiith a bunch of gd friiend,[[in a gp of 3 or4]]
and then one dae when eu leave em and eu joiin the other gurls.
eu treat both equally...
and there there's a few times eu qurrael wiith that other gurls.
and eu join back the old bunch of friend for recess.
they tot u treat em as spare tyre,iintentionally eu urself dun even relaise that,but eu dun mean it at all,
how wld eu feel?worst still one of the gurls,were new in sch yrs ago and eu approach her first tuhh be urr friend,but she sturn out to have that thinking,okiew.then spare tyre stuff finally solve one dae.
but now,u had break friendship with the new bunch of gurls,
and eu wana be back with the old bunch of friend agaiin,but they dun acept eu fully,
while all this siide eu still treat em as good friend,but they treat eu of the opposite
how wld eu feel?then one dae they completely avoid eu,cuz ur too sensitive.now urr tryiing tuhh chg.
but eu werent gie a chance tuhh prove to em,and ;upn till now they will still leave eu asside,althoug hthey just say they will accpet you.but is only say.
if true friend who accpet eu,wont leava eu in a lurch or maybe [[eg:recess tyme will be waiting for eu]]
okiew.
now lets thiink back.
iif iin the first place u had not chg ur class and remain in the same class with the old bunch of urr friiend.
and nver leave em in the first place,wiil eu become a loner?NO!perhaps eu still enjoy ur sch liife with em,with the old bunch of friend,eu wont be troubling whiie are eu a loner,being leava asiide.
so it's urr own fault that eu had chose the wrong paths.
btw if there's a chance tuhh mend back, she will make sure that she will chose the right path,
and btw hope she's given a chance agaiin tuhh be back real friend wiith the old bunch of friiends.
Hope there's really a chance given...for not letting me to be a loner anymore..

iim tired enough ler.
really.damn tired
why dun u try tuhh be a loner whereby not a single person want you,
and old friend leava you asside
while eu still treat em as close friend?
why not u try tuhh be leaving in a lonely wolrd for just a couple of days?
iim really very very very tired.
may i take a rest?
ii will only if there's miracle,friend come back tuhh me,old friend wld fully accpet me,but not just say,urr friend treat u equally as how u wld treat em,studies in improvement,have fun and joy for just a period.
whiie norrt u trY?
more beta,try being a real loner in sch liife manx.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

Miss JessY

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer ~~CompliCAted~~
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone

JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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Herr words___ Y

She Wish to say this to him..
Baby, i love you so.
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But If I knew everything
Id never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think
You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and
it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together
but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
Is this so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better

DarliNg,please remember,
im always here for you
whatever at stake,
whereever you go,
im always here.
I will lend you my listening ear.
I will lend you my shoulders when time get rough on for you.br> I had always wana enter every corner of ur heart to tell you i love you,and know everything of yours.
Plsease do remember
im always here for you =)

I LOVE MY BOY
YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FORYOU.

??????Y

SinnoMemoro I and II had ended.
SinnoMemoro II story was a short and beautifull one
Every now and then She is pinning on for last part of SinnoMemoro story,
A last part which would be a long lasting and more beautful than ever.
Will She?
THE HAPPY MOMENTS

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It might just a be a few pieces of pictures.But every piece of it, content with many hidden different unforgettable memories.

11 oct 2007
I wish upon the cherrish fairy
let him love him me once more
give me a chnace to love him right again
my life's a mess. i cant do without him.

She Needs a Smile =) Y

JournEyY

The Past Y

May 2005
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November 2005
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May 2008
September 2011

My Songs Y

Every Single Song she wrote in here.is especially for someone.
XIANG AI DE YUE DING
Xiang Kan Ni
Que Zhi neng zai yi pang qiao qiao de kan
bu rang ni kan dao wo
mian de ni gan shang

dou shuo hao le
hai mei dao wo men de yue ding na tian
zhi hao zuo peng you

bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
dan ni you ni de li you
wo bu she de, dan you liang jie de shuo xia le
ni liu gei wo yi ge wei wan zheng de meng

wo de xing yi zhi bu ting de zai ku qi
ying wei wo zhi dao ni hai she ai wo de
suo yi wo yong ni de ai
lai liao wo de shang kou

wo ai ni,xiang yao zai ci he ni yi qi
suo yi wo xiang xing ni.
suo yi wo yuan yi deng.

wo de xin men yong yuan wei ni da kai
ci shi, ci ke,
wo hui zai zhe li, deng dai,qi dai.
ni hui dao wo sheng bian
zai ci tou jing ni de huai bao li

qing ji de
wo men xiang ai de yue ding.

Miss Jess,Her Life,Her Girlfriends.

they are da best . no one beats them i simply love them. thanks for being my friends =D =D =D

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