well,basically i dun deny the fact that there's lots of obstacles in my lifes this few days
and im really putting on a strong front,maybe.

And i am asking myself isit because of huelie stuff?projects too stress?handle F&F stuff?prepare for cross country?Julia my best company stuff?my common test results?or what?i dont know or it might even regarding to HIS stuff.Perhaps it is all the stuffs that i had mention, and mostly likely what i am thinink was that it might be because of him,Julia,and my common test results.

Well,i dont deny the fact that,
i still like him,
But then what can i do?Take 172 and aboard at Jurong Piont interchange then find my way myself to go to the camp and search for him uh huh?Hey,No way that's too ridiculous.
Dont ever to dial him,becuase this time round i feel that im lack of courage to do so.
And i dont know why isit all happening to me.So after all,what i can do now was to see how's he through chin ta there,who is my other AI.But well,basically i'd mention in my few precious post that what's going on with him.Till now his friendster status is still"it's complicated"
so from there you can know that what's wrong with him still but then perpahs,
regardless what is his choice,weather isit regarding to this matter or not,
deep in my heart,i will give him my full support him till the end.Last time i used to thought that my love for him was silent,but then in the end it is no longer silent.But for this time round,i hope it is.

There's lots of times,
things cant be predict,let alone us the odinary human beings.
If we arent,and we can predict,and our prediction is right
lots of things might be been avoided and the world might have peace.

Friends wont be qurrael to each other
Some family might not have been broken into pieces of glass.
Teacher wont be scolding at students
Students will not be defying teachers.
World will have peace.
and you might even be togther with the one who you truly like now..
and lot and lots of thing might not be happen,isnt it?

Sometimes,i even ask myself,
its you who brought me to this world,
why are you so unfair to me then?
why are you letting me to have those obstacles then?
why,why and why?
But what i can do?
Well,as simple as that, i told myself that it was a test,
it was just a test from heaven,no matter how tough it is given,
no matter how unfair it is,i must try my best to beat it,i must not let myself defeat myself.
Becuase that was a test,if even this test i cant pass then let alone a little tiny small test given by heaven isnt it?

So well,
i had to accept all these test which is given to me from heaven
and for sure i will try my best to pass all these
i believe in myself that,
that will be a day,the heaven will let me have a break
and then let me to enjoy my life.

So well,
for him that side,
i had never regret myself for falling in love with him,truly.
Once again,i will take take that as a test,
and wont let myself defeat by myself.

Trust me
Believe Me
I will prove it.

She Not That sImple as you thInk
She's neitTHer CompliCAted
Know Her and You WiLl KNow.

Miss JeSsiE

HEr name,JessIE.TingWei
She simply loves her name.
[xiAoWei] reserved!dun u dare to call her that,except for someone


JESS is her beloved name =D though she's 16 but she still play and fool around But she can be mature in her thoughts. She loves LOLIPOP CHOCOLATE and CUTE STUFF yea. yea. she's STUBBORN like an ox.CAT is mighy scary to her X( glad that. there's always a him to protect her awats from the MIGHTY SCARY CAT on her way on , learning to be more OPTIMISTIC and stay GAIETY
HerrADORES <3
HIM <3 -My beloved ones.who is there for him to lend me a shoulder whenever i cried, hug me when i need comfort.a great guy who's able to tolerate my att and characters. might feel tired at times,but i know he do care and concern for me. when im in thy wrong he defenitely correct me.A great boy by my side who had never fail to turn my tears into droplets of smiling facees with his full of craps and lame jokes. he's my WUSONG.woots.whenever i see a mighty scary cat from far away.i will run away.if he's around. i got no worries.becuse.i know that he will protect me away from thy might scary cat. His actions and words defenitely melted my heart.he do shine on me =D

SawChiU. -A bossom friend who had been by my side for 7 yrs plus ahem. im annoying at times.she tolerate all.and truly accept for who i am as her friends.she do DIY stuff for me whenever i wana cry, she defenitely will make me high and laugh all fun days. with her superbly lame stuffs and joke. my day with her make feel more brighten up than ever =D

QianTing. -A good listener.it feel simply great to share joy and laughter with her when putting up at her house.a good friend indeed to be with.who had plan my most memorable 16 birthday. though we do have conflict at times. but sometimes i defenitely do know that she meant well for me. she lend me her helping hands when i do need it =D HERr TEST. =)

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